ibankai

crit

2006-01-24T04:19:00.000+08:00

3am my mother wake me up. i felt like i just went to slp and just woke up. then i was like... why you wake me up?

she say faster call ambulance faster call ambulance.

then i also thinking. sialah.

i called the ambulance. then i see my father start puking. then i very worried whether he will swallow his saliva and go into the lungs and get pneuomonia.

help him wear tshirt help him wear pants.

paramedics came very fast thank God.

they quite pro. they 123, everything settle very fast. then i go put on my shirt and like help them carry my father out of teh house.

like on the way out. i thinking. sialah.

my life is like a storybook. why sia. why again. he recovered from stroke liao why kenna again. its like those drama series when you see the guy recover from some sickeness then suddenly go back again.

hmm.. when i go down. i see the ambulance. i stare at the lights.

Late night, brakes lock, hear the tires squeal
Red light, can't stop so I spin the wheel
My world goes black before I feel an angel lift me up
And I open bloodshot eyes into fluorescent white
They flip the siren, hit the lights, close the doors and I am gone

I know that this can be more than just flashing lights and sound

yah.. the thrice song came to my mind. and its like. i think the first time when i really stared at an ambulance.

i just stood there. until the paramedics load him into the ambulance and my mother together go into the ambulance.

then the ambulance zoom off. then i stood there for i think 5mins.
5mins after the ambulance left i still standing there. mess of thoughts.

i slowly walk home thinking... sialah God what you trying to prove sia. why you make such a nice man even though he may not be the best father kenna stroke 2 time. why you must why you must why you must why you liddat why all his fault la.

somehow after something tragic happens then you start to realise about your God.

i think thats true for almost everyone. and its definitely true for me. and when you think of God, you start blaming Him.

i reach home i look at the mess in the house. i clean the place.... i remove the bedsheet.... then i remove the bedsheet suddenly a diary drop. i read it and i started crying. then i take the bedsheet go soak. then i just stand there and stone.

then i go see whether my sister alarm clock got set. dunno how she can slp through all the sound.

then now then i pray to God say. dear God please keep my father safe.

then i heard a voice reply: Trust in the Lord always. God is good.

liddat.

then i faster go and take out my God is good all the time lyrics and see

GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME
HE PUTS A SONG OF PRAISE
IN THIS HEART OF MINE
GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME
THROUGH THE DARKEST NIGHT
HIS LIGHT WILL SHINE
GOD IS GOOD
GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME

IF YOURE WALKING THROUGH THE VALLEY
THERE ARE SHADOWS ALL AROUND
DO NOT FEAR HE WILL GUIDE YOU
HE WILL KEEP YOU SAFE AND SOUND
HE HAS PROMISED TO NEVER LEAVE YOU
NOR FORSAKE YOU AND HIS WORD IS TRUE

then i cry again sia.

i guess its becos we lead too comfortable lives that we do not see the need for a god. but i believe everyone believes there is a god. and i believe this God of mine is real one.

hmm.. my mother just message me say critical condition. need to do a brain op cos thers a brain clot there.

somehow the word "critical" doesnt make me laugh.

whenever i see crit i will laugh. becos
in games crit = good
in real life crit = no good.

just hope that he will be alright.
God is good all the time. Trust in the Lord always. i will remember that.

desmond and mindy day

2006-01-18T23:23:00.000+08:00

Desmond and mindy day. 18th jan. 18th of every month. yay.

like. busy sia. finished i think almost all written reports. only left the brand design one. which i think will be uber easy. cos really a no brainer.

hmm, i heard from somewhere i need about 40CCA points to go UNi. hmm so far ive been quite involved with stuff. helped out in the SP openhouse. met 2 cute girls. they do same duty as me one. they very dumb. and funny. maybe thats why cute la. also band one. play clarinet and the other one play netball. and theyre hainanese like me. OMG LOL>!

like fusion is good. too bad pmc cant host it. too small. zzz. ahaha. okok i need go regen. cyas.

minahminah

2006-01-07T01:00:00.000+08:00

Music: Modest Mouse - Blame It On The Tetons

Hmm.. its been almost a wek since i blogged. but what can i say? like many things happened this wk and required my attention.

Firstly, thank God for my father who recovered from stroke in lyk 3days? Hes liek teh uber la. But he come back he act like king sia! i have to yes... boss... your wish is my command.... not really recovered but strong enuf to discharge from hospital yarr.. so now he at home have to do handandleg exercises. and slp watch tv. zzz. and like our house got 1923871283 baskets of fruits. Like even though apple and banana my favourite fruit. I eat and eat like cannot eat finish. and i see still got so many left over! like lol!

Secondly managed to clear all my reports and elearning. i am like so dumb sia. The CD reflections supposed to do on some personal experience and not about the salvation army thing -.- lol. but nvm. i can save the salvation army thing for wk 5. then i no need to do. yay =)

ANd today i very sad. My CD teacher dont like me... he want to poison me... I today help the class handup the report... then at that moment my stomach growl... then i ask eh sir got food anot... lol. ya shameless i know. then he say in his honky accent
My office-a dont have-a food then i say ehh sir dont bluff la.. your office so big no food meh? then he think think tthink .. then i and kc about to exit liao. then he say AIYA OKAY-A. CUM. Then we all cum. Then he from secret compartment take out biscuit tin. Then wah.. like treasurebox sia. Then we all eateat. then like very happy sia. mr cheng give us biscuit. then still can hao lian to emi i got biscuit you dont have =ppp.

then i take my first bite.

chewchewchew.......

....
....
....

SIALAH!!!! LAOHUANG!!!

Ehh kc... he take biscuit from secret compartment means nobody eat right?
then he in serious face .... sialah... you are right (blinkblinkblink)

then i look at expiry date....

....
....
....

Good Game... No Re...

Expired 1208371284 years ago. LOL. I straightaway spit out all.

Lucky no stomach ache.

Lesson learnt dont take biscuit from Mr cheng. take burger and bread and other thing can. and sit his car as many time as you can. the black colour one. lol.

bored-a. going to watch tv-a
i am very flexible-a. LOl. mr cheng personal service-a. lol. ok enuff later i really wake up in the morning got honky accent. then pple make fun of me also.

Lyrics from: Muse - Hysteria

It's holding me, morphing me
And forcing me to strive
To be endlessly cold within
And dreaming I'm alive

'cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
And I'm not breaking down
I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control

Your Animal Personality

Your Power Animal: Eagle

Animal You Were in a Past Life: Whale

You are active, a challenger, and optimistic.
Hard-working, you are always working towards a set goal.

The Animal Personality Test

LOL. this is like so wrong.. a whale.. and hardworking.. lol. A WHALE-A. LOL.

givemeyourheartandyoursoul

2005-12-28T22:34:00.000+08:00

Music:Muse - Hysteria

woo. nice song.

anyway. ive just found something cute on the net. itwasanadoptapet. i think it was from hardwarezone! and now i have my very own cute and stupid penguin. I wonder why i even adopted a penguin. they like stand there and stone. and.... stone. like you push them they fall down. you take a bat and smack them they fly. lol. yar okay. yar you can go google smack the penguin its a quite fun game. and this pet thing you just keep clicking he will fall down. lol.

like so many things have happened this past wk

My parents all go to malaysia. leavinng me here. like im bored and stuff. and like was not home most of the time. i watched many dvds though. Four Brothers was a very good show. Into the blue kinda sucks but i think eye candy ba. Jessica Alba didnt look great the entire show. only some parts. ^^

Talking about shows, i havent watched kingkong and narnia. Hmmm. i think i call them buy dvd come back then i can watch le!! Yay!! I want to watch old classics. The only classics ive followed is ~~grand~~godfather and starwars. maybe want to borrow more mafia or bank heists shows. wonder whether got time.

went to send ber off... i missed the last bus to changi airport. so i took like a cab. wah talk cock to the taxi uncle sia.... talking cock to taxi uncle is a very dangerous thing to do. the last time i talk cock with a taxi uncle, he nearly killed all of us in it when he did a 90degree drift turn. We were oHH SIALAHH I DONT WANT TO DIEEEEEE. I think is he teach jaychou how to drift in initial D one. Sialalla. Taxi can drift... tofu car can drift... lorry can drift... next time bus also can.

Hmm... like i was so tired cos i nv slp. then i still go and push nats on trolley around. it was fun. i missed the old days. eliza push me into the wall... hmm... sweet memories... lol. if you guys are reading this. AHDES MISS YOU SEVEND.!

i was quite upset that somebody spoilt my surprise for ber though. like i think of it. then you all come and copy me... youknow..

yar nothing already.. its okay.

today went gyms wor. my hnads are shaking my hands are shaking.... growth and repair. all for a better new year. need to get rid of my beerbelly sia.. i raise up my hand, i zhaogeng my stomach. People say... wah... you fuckingfat sia. I cheebye sad liao.

then later me ang and darren go eat at the bubbletea place. then got this ahlian come and talk to her friend. like fuckingloud la. " WAH WHAT HAPPEN TO YOUR HAIR!?!!? BIAN CHEN HEN BOMBASTIC LEYYY!!!"

then darren smirk and say. wah.. her vocabulary powerful sia.
3 syllable. BOM BAS TIC. pro sia.
then ang say... bigfuck... i know 4 syllable one.
HE LI COP TER.
then i tell him. TIAN WO GAO WAN. LIANG KE!!!! LOL.
ROFl.

HOUSE OF THE DEAD 4. Its new and its better, its an uzi gun now. not a shotgun. hand not so pain. looks easy but i think difficult sia.

eh tired liao. i go watch southpark. cherios.

merry christmas sialalalala.

2005-12-25T16:32:00.000+08:00

Music: Matchbook Romance - Monsters

Hey everyone!!! Merry christmas first of all!!! This the season to be jolly... siala- la la la... lal al ala.

This year although dont feel like christmas. but i got wasted.... quite bad.

On friday went chinablack. It was like ok. I go in,, see so many people i know one. Like i know them, they know me, thats all la. quite casual friends. But aug and elv couldnt get in. so it was quite =/ Then like i go in come out. then see 2 butches. not me. use people id to get in. Then kenna bounced. Then they cry mother cry father sia. then after that security got tighter. then so many pple got caught until police come.

then siala. all zhao liao. then we went to harrys. IT was teh ROFL! white russian for me. Aug had a mudslide, elv had a rustynail, timmy had a flaming lamborghini. then you know flaming lambo they will give baileys to you after you drink. then we ordered lemon drop also. then he drink the flaming lambo, then he supposed to drink the water, then he went to drink the lemon drop shot instead! i was like o.0. SIALAH! DRINK THE WATER NOT THE LEMON DROP!!! Then elv kpkb.!! THATS MY LEMON DROP!! I PAID $13 FOR THAT!! Then he wave his lemon around! LOL. shit1
like everyone got tipsy. but i think timmy got KO-ed by that lambo+ lemon drop combo. gged sia he on the road! roflcopter here roflcopter there. Then he tell everyone hes gay. LOL. Had to take care of 3 pple.

Yeahh went to stayover at elvs.

The nxt day.Went johnny house. Drink again. I think my liver gged sia.

Vodka + cranberry and sprite. I okay sia.

but the nxt day. wake up. stomach feel funny. i force myself to puke. eew...

then after that is puke continuously. lOL.

i guess its okay... i puked christmas away... .

Shit sia. lesson learnt. after you drink. drink more water and piss all out.

I mat sia. i went to slp after that. but im okay now. ty for all your concern.

Going to debos house afterwards. Dunno do what.

Then monday they coming my house drink again. Hope i can tahan sia. or maybe i pretend to drink 1 time then ko. then i go slp. wahaha.

Lyric from: Zebrahead - Runaway
For the sake of letting everybody know
She says I won't belong So long
It's not a lost cause
She's just a runaway
Is there nothing left for you to say?
And if she comes home
Do you think she'll want to stay?
Is there anything for her?
She's a runaway
Turn your back on yesterday

You Are 19 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Wah siala. so old.

ceremony of carols

2005-12-21T01:57:00.000+08:00

Music: Delta Goodrem - Almost Here

Wowow. i am happy today.

Today went to do ITAB in school. i am happy that its like 90% done. can play soon. soon!

my house 24th nobody at home. so from then till 31st dec anyone can drop by and say hi. stay awhile. maybe like 3-4 days.

Then went to simlim with leomund,lerty, yogay, paul and friend.

go repair mp3. and i ask what the shop name. MP3 Repair shop I was like... erm... then leomund say why dont believe. but really la. the shop name call mp3 repair shop. LOLOLL.

Then he after that pangseh liao winner liao.

then i also sian1/2. i also zhao liao.

went to meet izaku, shuiming, ah sng and yongwei. then together eat prata then go to the ceremony of carols thing.

hmm... its just an instrumental and choral performance of church people. and some internationally acclaimed people. like the harpist is like uber pro.

the ms yu-hsin huang, her name. from taiwan one. hmmmm taiwan seems like got alot of pros. pro harpist.. pro pool player... higham symphony orchestra principal player leh. wah proness. play nutcracker with boston pops orchestra. its like such a privellege to play with boston pops.

anyway, she like damn pro la. play harp like shoot machinegun kind. and still can maintain the tone and apply crescendo, demenuendo. pro la pro la.

the thing finish i go find her take picture. =) =)

LOL. look funny.

hmm too bad she change already... if not her ~~battle costume~~ i mean concert costume, look very elegant sia. principal harpist sia... singapore where to find...

hmm then they play alot of duets and triplets? trio with cello and oboe. play one song like shokubutsu.... then i was like sialah. shokubutsu(greensleeves)i can play also. then we can quartets sia. harp,cello,oboe,sax. Ohh nono not quartet is fivtet. dunno call what la. 5 people play one correct liao. becos got harp,cello,oboe,sax, and the pageturnerfortheharp. the harpist needs a pageturner... hwahaha. so i think,,, who is more mighty? the harpist or the pageturner. If the pageturner dont turn the page the harpist jack.

wah then really explore all the tones of the harp, bright sound, dark tone, allegro, andante. even play got like medieval and japanese tones. chioness overwhelming.

hmm heres another pic/

the programme

then she and another violinist wu man yun from china one from beijing central ballet symphony orchestra. going to play at esplanade tix going at $15.

sistic

hmm... want to see more familiar faces?

me,colleen,shamelessshane.

hmm... why is shane there... spoil the picture... lolol.

nice solo anyway.. i didnt know can reach so high one... i think if i try... window will break. then quite gg.

yup anyway... havent heard such nice sounds since SASMB days. going to sleep now.

LOL.

Lyric from - Reset: Blue
BLUE... im feeling lonely how bout you?
we will be starting something new..
im going crazy over you.
just touch me babyy...

bestfriend

2005-12-18T02:08:00.000+08:00

Music: Yellowcard - Empty Apartment

Hey all.... today was a quite fun day.. CIP at serangoon for teh last time... i today so xing ku lo... do the stupid thing alone. the jude and lertong run away go ring bell. nabeizZzzz.... but lucky not so much work... today the 7 girls and me talk alot abt life... talk abt the most guilty thing we have done in our life.. and all the funny childhood thing that we all do... that is worth rofling when you go and look back.

took another video of hsueh. OW! oW! lol. ow!ow!
she can be like my main actress in my hp. cos my phone the video all got her doing stupid thing.

then went home... the mat wedding downstairs. siala! damn nice la! no mat beat. but got DJ sia! mat mixer!!! lol. zzz

went to meet elv and aug.

oh man... i reach there see aug and edalene and the girl start with s one.then siala... why he bring them again... sian1/2. then later see them they start laughing to themself. then dunno why suddenly call me bestfriend! with clap. on hand.

then the whole night is bestfriend! liao. quite fun la. quite annoying too.. quite lame. i laugh at edalene the teeth becos her teeth fall on the road and chip before. then look very cute. then say if fall down somemore cannot pronounce juice liao.

Uncle i want orange JUUT. HUH?? orange JUUT.

go play pool but my heart not there sia.. i keep thinking of things.

hmm but ok la.. got the 2girls to entertain me sia. the keyword is BESTFRIEND!! then they will jitao feng diao and BESTFRIEND! with you. BESTFRIEND! untilcannot stop.

hmm.. shes not coming back for christmas.... i am sad. no christmas presents from shanghai this year.. lol.... miss ya viv.

Lyric from Modest Mouse - World At Large
The moths beat themselves to death against the lights.
Adding their breeze to the summer nights.
Outside, water like air was great.
I didn't know what I had that day.
Walk a little farther to another plan.
You said that you did, but you didn't understand.

You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.

Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.

You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.

You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

wah. witty sia. not funny.

karas

2005-12-17T01:38:00.000+08:00

Music: Rurutia - Selenite

Hmm.. changed blogskin and watched lots of stuff today. watched purepwnage episode 9. Its damn lame sia... dave back china take revenge on bu jing yun and niefeng, lol. by challenging street fighter and tetris. lol.then they lose buay song go kill his sisters. Then he emo. he burn his PS. wo yi hou ye bu wan you xi le.. I will not game anymore,... the way they argue in chinese is damn funny. TA MA DE. Motherfucker. Tian wo liang ke. Lick mahh balls.lol. ok lame.

then i watched karas... a new anime., i wont exactly call it anime... it has too much CGI. and the way the story goes, its like not anime , its like movie and drama but cartoon. Sorta like mononoke i guess. lots of fighting though.

Its like a movie ba.. only 6 episodes... so far quite nice la.

okay.. tmr got cip... i must go emo now...

amaku oshiyosete ha boku no mune wo fusuwaseru yo

Lyric from Panic! At The Disco - IT's Time To Dance
Well, she didn't choose this role
But she'll play it and make it sincere
So you cry, you cry
(Baby give me a break)
But they believe it from the tears
And the teeth right down to the blood
At her feet
Boys will be boys
Hiding in estrogen and wearing Aubergine dreams
(Baby give me a break...break...break...break)

You Are an Emo Rocker!

Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.
That doesn't mean you don't rock out...
You just rock out with meaning.
For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

Oh man. I am so emo. I am so emo can.

wah that guy sentinel very pro.

2005-12-15T22:07:00.000+08:00

Music: Ash - Clones

I just realised this song very funny. This morning CRS talk about cloning. now im hearing to a great band's song. ORgan farming! Freedom!! freedom!!! Oh siala!

yarr anyway.. today is a very funny day. everything is funny today. maybe becos i not emo thats why funny.

today is like a day where love go wrong. and... its damn funny.

today.. lertong borrow janicia FOM notes. Then the gays yoges paul and leomund. all say wahhh janicia so nice handcopy for you leh!! wahh no chance already no chance already. then yoges ask janicia. you like lertong isit. wah in front of the whole class. then her reaction. like dragonball like that. BOM! the file drop on the file. everyone scared. then orhh yoges you die liao.... then he also quite scared. lol. then dunno what... very funny. he na wo de notes? huh? he touch ni de rou? LOL.

veronica also very funny. Aye you steady lar! aiseh@ lol. the way she say you ____ lar! very funny.

FOM was rather simple. Topshop siaL~

Thenn after FOM... KC tell me wah sandy walk so fast... confirm go meet boyfriend... then i was shocked, huh? sandy got boyfriend? then he tell me yar... SP band one.. play trombone one... Montfort one.. then i ask play trombone but can play anot? then he oh siala cannot lar! then i aiseh@

then i ask sandy eh sandy you got boyfriend ah? then she tell me you think have means have you think dont have means dont have. Then i oh siala means i no chance laiaoz! Then me and kc rofloflol. then she quite dulanz with me. then she walk faster.. then i from far away shout.. EH I STILL GOT CHANCE ANOT??? then she nv reply. lolol.

shit im such a bastard.

then after that go toilet. the guy beside me. keh kiang sia. he pee halfway smssmsms. then he zip up, then his handphone pouch drop into the urinal. Then I was like cannot control.. WAHAHAHAHA. then he say shit. then i wanted to tell him eh brother that one urine not shit. ahh jackk!!

shit im going to get retribution.

then after that on the train. meet kc friend classmate i think. then after that talktalktalk.. then i soooo.... you got boyfriend? then she say have. then i sia la.. no chance liao!! LOL. then i ask... soo.... you want another boyfriend? then she was like... errr why you so desperate. then kc say noooo.. this one... not call desperate.. is call openminded! sio la! funny la.

Today i mastered the skill of foldhand stealing. wah useful sia. pple will think ppl epulling! but they look! see nobody! then they think pple bang into me! but too late! GG!

Also owned some noobs today. they keep challenging my machine. then i use sentinel pwn them. then the guy say that guy(me) sentinel very pro. then i happy sia.

Sio la~

Lyric from: Senses fail - Dreaming A Reality

Is this what it's like,
A dream lacking serenity?
A wordless conversation, a "you and I" without a me.

Your Power Color Is Teal

At Your Highest:

You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future.

At Your Lowest:

You feel in a slump and lack creativity.

In Love:

You tend to be many people's ideal partner.

How You're Attractive:

You make people feel confident and accepted.

Your Eternal Question:

"What Impression Am I Giving?"

What's Your Power Color?

Hmm thats true sia. what impression am i giving. nice quiz.

we just want a better christmass

2005-12-12T01:22:00.000+08:00

Music: Silverstein - Smashed Into Pieces

So... on saturday... had CIP. At teh serangoon salvation army. The first impression wasnt very good... cos they dont even have proper entrance must literally
peh swa (climb mountain) then go to the shop to be greeted by some uncle who think he very hip and cool. Go and find beneduck. Then everybody was like omgwtpbbq. beneduck?! simi sai!?

Then in the end we find the woman. She tell us okay guys. we need you to do something very difficult. We need you to do something that requires much thinking. something that girls cannot do. Pack and sort CDS. Then the girls hear already?> HUH?? pack cD?? I WANT>>> then we all guys, lertong me jude. all harhar. you all cannot think.

then wah go there.. i never see so many cds in my life. as in really 6 semac dustbins full of CDS. then have to pack and sort. we were fortunate we had other volunteers there to help us too. From DAC one. They... quite funny la. Talk alot of cock with them. Especially you pack CD halfway.. then suddenly open one. WAH CASETTE SIAL>> ehh buy ah eh...

Then the DAC guy damn funny. He pack halfway got one accpacc cd. Then he was like... ehhh accpacc leh... the teacher say outside cannot find one... then he like so excited he go and find the person ask whether can buy. Then he go find the guy. The guy say music cd $2. Then he assume everything $2 then he cannot buy the accpacc for $2 then he emo. LOl./

Finish liao went home.... to bathe. went out to meet elv and timmy. and aug. Aug came so late we cannot paly pool. So we waited until like uber long for him. we go eat $5 sotong bryani at food republic. Wah chao nice sia. so much and so nice. and... so much and so nice. yah.

then me elv timmy. wait outside wisma the motorolla booth. Then got the big M. M for Mat. So that was our signal to sit down. So we still had our cups from food republic. then we started saying the most random things. people walk pass we... in begging position... with cups in hand... just shout we want a better christmass pls help some people.... we just want a better christmas..... then timmy started smoking... we tell him.. eh like that you cannot beg la. then i take out PSP. then we shout.. ohhh we just want AN EVEN better christmas! LOL. We were really considering taking up professional begging.

Imagine you sell tissue... $1 one packet. you in 1 hr sell 5 packet = $5 then you buy one bigbig pack is only 20cents! good future.

and aug came along with 2 weird charbo friends. who kenna bluff by me very easily. oops. then really sia. zhuo boh liaoz.

ah siala.. heres wishing all of you a merry christmas...

ohh sialah we just want a better christmas... sialah sialah... better christmas onli... 20cent 50cent also can....

2005-12-04T22:58:00.000+08:00

Music: Emery - The Ponytail Parade

Wah the stars award if got betting system i think i can win money sia.

I predict ruanmianmian and the huang biren will win. Really win sia.

Julian he so emo. sit one corner. nobody beside him one.
Then president nathan go sit for 2-3 hrs donno whether can understand those taiwan comperes, maybe he can understand gurmit singh only.

Yar... patricia and adrian pang nv win sia. i sadded.
Not bad sia quan yi feng win so many.
Then the zoe tay like level up liao. She can come out when and as she like sia. Come and extra. Lol. Christy Cheung Woowoo.!! she cannot speak chinese goodly. like me.

Hmm... good waste of time that was.

I also finished my ibyakuya, but wah i see also sian not nice as ikon.

yucks lo

Xiexie da jia for visiting my blog. Xiexie for ni de encouragement~ ji chi... wo xi wang(hope) hui bi jiao hao(will be better). Wo hui ju xu(continue) nu li. Xiexie mummy daddy.... xiexie wo de fans.... lol. hai you zai jia da dian hua gei wo de ren. XIEXIE!

sian

2005-11-30T22:09:00.000+08:00

Dj Sammy - California Dreamin'

Wahaha...

Im liek so happy. I found my CRS article. Its titled the gr8 IM db8. (great instant messaging debate)(which sounds like masturbate)

Ok.. pardon the pun.

Yar.. and in the article its basically saying that becos of electronic communication mediums such as sms,BLOG, students are more motivated to write. Which i think is true. And blogging is better than staring at a blank paper with lines. becos i no need to see the keyboard i just type and then words just come out, just like what im doing now. Like about 3-4 lines liao. Yeah.. but teachers fret over the decline in basic skills of writing.

i just found alot of acoustic songs that can play on the guitar. Like avenged sevenfold's seize the day, the early november almost all the songs. But somehow hillsongs always make me more peaceful.

I also was wasting time doing doing doing.... photoshop. I trying to make all the bleach char look like the ipod advertisement so far.. i only got this.

Ibyakuya. LOl

ya. its really hard work to do an ibankai or ikon.

i love ibankai. its my desktop wallpaper now.

lol. cute right. but hard to do.

yeah.. got to go do tutorials. freaking 10.30 already and i haven started.

Lyric from trademark: amazed

Every little thing that you do..... baby im amazed.... by YOU.

The way you walk, the way you look, blushing,laughing,jealous. Im amazed by you.

Your Summer Ride is a Jeep

For you, summer is all about having no responsibilities.
You prefer to hang with old friends - and make some new ones.

What's Your Summer Ride?

hungryboy.

2005-11-29T20:22:00.000+08:00

Music: Jay Chou - Si Mian Chu Ge

Guess whos back. Back again. Desmond's back. Tell a friend.

Yup, decided to spring clean my blogger. Actually, I decided becos liek many pple in my class starting to blog. So i decided to start also. Clean sheet.

I now like learning microsoft frontpage. I think thats how all those people do those blog all in one. The very compacted blog. I might try soon. But, i lazy. So see how lo. If can, i can powerlevel my blog skin making skills. Then you all call me desmond korkor then i help you all make. Wahaha.

I just realised if people go to yahoo or google they type microsoft frontpage or blogskins, my blog will appear in searches. That sucks.

Got to do a project on ELECTRONIC COMMUNICATIOn. I dont know what is that sia. But i will try to find article, but its teh difficult!

Im also updating steam and trying to install counterstrike to play with paul and lertong. But mine is source leh. And cant dl CS1.6. Gayshit.

Played d0ta till 1.30am last nite. Still managed to own nUbs. But not impressive. I kenna killed my heart beat so fast. Thats what happens if you nv play for long time.

Hmm.... wondering what we're doing for CIP. Salvation Army. Like what we plan, the management will like change abit. Like KC's grp. Say supposed to wheel oldfolks, end up go clean kitchen and all the oil filter. Eyuck. Hopefully, it will be a good experience.

Im looking for a book to read. any recommendations? Looking for the anansi boys though,

Our FOM teacher dont look like it. but hes certainly lame no.1. Then come Mongmong.

"can you wake the student up pls?"
"SIr, you put him to sleep you wake him up yourself!"

"there are many fish in the sea."
Yah but they are all sharks.

Then what you want? Whale ah? LOl.

ZzzZz. Some lame things that he said.

Still can remember mongmong:....

Suuuuger... Luuuler. Lol
You want to fight, go outside and fight. The staircase here later fall down pain.

Okay.. enuf reminiscing.
I was walking home today. I took a different route today. and i saw my dearest hsueh min! She was buying earring. Lol. Then in the end she gtg. Then i since at hougang mall already. I decided to go see handphone prices, and xbox. Then i walkwalkwalk. I see the arcade! OMFGWTFBBQ!!! The arcade become so small!!! No more MVC!!! Then the pizza hut next to it. Become Prettyintokyo. That neoprintgayshit. Wah then i sian1/2 go home. Then when i reach home. Nobody at home. Have to go buy own food. Like sian la. Cya.

QUOTE OF TEH DAY!!!!!
Im ten, i like men,i wank with a pen, on a van, in my den.

Lyric from Nine Days - Absolutely
While she looks so sad in photographs,
I absolutely love her. When she smiles

Ohh... saw some cool bleach posters. might be getting for people for xmas.

Rukia
Byakuya
Renji

The ichigo's one is too big but you can check it out at here>

gw and wtf omg.

2005-10-12T03:48:00.000+08:00

Wah sialah. Paiseh nv update sia. Been busy pooling and guild waring. OKOK. now i free i update.

Yeah i was looking thru blogs and blogskins. and i saw one that i really omgwtfbbq. nothing to say. I see also dunno whether to laugh or cry or dulans or what la. Take a look then tell me what you think. I think you'll feel the same as me. Your blood pressure go higher^^

Click ME SIAL

LOL right.

Yeah, im quite free now. so anytime you want just call me 6 time. Then i'll be sure to call you back. Then we can decide what to do.

I also found this pic which is kinda funny too. Makes your blood pressure go higher^^

its liek lol?

So next time if your girl has a headache. you know you're doing it wrong. LOL. Takecare all goodnight.

no more mob

2005-09-21T00:32:00.000+08:00

no more mob. gonna miss Mr. i teach you ldidat.

But if you havent watched advent children. you should. its teh zai. Its FF7. So you should expect. Cloud and sephiroth.

Hisashi buri dana, Cloud
Long time no see, Cloud.

Sephiroth

Teh big imba gayb4r

Sephiroth VS Cloud

Swordfighting.

Going to GG

5 Swords come out and poke him

Setting up for limit break

SIALAH!! DONT KILL ME!!!

Stay there... in my memories.

I... Wont be just a memory.
Sephiroth - 1 Winged Angel.

=X I Die orleady.
Fade into dust. and kadaj.

Even with these few screenies, you can see that it is teh zai. so what are you waiting for go and watch your FF7 Advent children now. mwahaha.

Torrents can be found at www.baka-updates.com

no mat

2005-09-13T00:36:00.000+08:00

Music: Kutless - Arms Of Love

No more ec. yay. no gangster remarks either.

tsubasa chronicle kinda owns. kinda abit mix of inuyasha and like sliders. and like got love story. kinda typical. but nice. must collect the feathers. like inuyasha must collect sacred jewel fragments. and then will cross dimension. then his party got uber ownage people. good recoommendation for it.

study break now.

but i haven study. only break only.

so must motivation come. then can own.

for now ill sit here and remind myself that everything will be alright. haha.

Dengue in hougang?? Aiya no fear... mosquito wont bite me,... i bite mosquito one.

RAWR~!

but really leh, if it get to serious i have to shift house liao. lol. if not stay in hougang = GG.

but i dont think mosquito will bite me la... i so unsweet. bite me they loogi.

they will think...

SIA LAH, this guy blood taste like crap. zhao ah... ~~ ziuziuziu all fly away.

then liddat not scared vampire also.

the jiang shi come. i just say low blood pressure too little sugar. just like the equal sugar. you bite me you get the opposite of diabetes. then you die a horrible death....... AGAIN. Bwahaha!

lol. okay. i dunno where that came from.

Lyrics from HIM - Salt In Our Wounds

Here we are
In the maelstrom of love
Waiting for the calm
To soothe our hearts

Here we are
And don't know how to stop
Waiting for the war
To end it all

Love is insane and Baby
We are too
It's our hearts little grave
And the salt in our wounds

Love is insane and Baby
We are too
It's our hearts little grave
And the salt in our wounds

Here we are
Right back where we began
Waiting for sweet love
With open arms

Here we are
Just like before
Waiting for the warmth
Of that tender storm

Love is insane and Baby
We are too
It's our hearts little grave
And the salt in our wounds

syvlester the mat.

2005-09-03T01:07:00.000+08:00

Music: Franz Ferdinand - This Fire

EHHHHHHh........... SIALAH! Saw sylvester squatting outside 7-11 smoking, plaza singapura with his ahbeng friends. At first walk pass.. see the hair, eh sialah, that one look like sylvester. then he look up see his funny face, then i start laughing. LOL.

Then he like so unglam lor. public icon, singapore idol, runner up, squatting at 7-11 there smoking. Nv think abt his image. So much for his colgate advertisement sial.

It should be like this

I trust colgate to make my teeth white after i smoke. - sylvester.
My teeth become whitewhite after my marlboro.
For whiter healthier teeth smoke a cigarette.

waha teh funny.

Wanted to take a pic of him. but then dirty my phone only. Then if ask him for pic, he get ready to pose, hide the cigarette. Then say, erm with the cigarette in your mouth. then 1,2,3 not say cheese. say emo. 1,2,3 EMO. Then emo face with cigarette.

Then create a shirt.

Got his emo face with cigarette.

EH sialah. cool sial
For healthier whitier teeth. Stupid sia. smoke dont squat la.. at least sit on staircase or something.

1,2,3 EMO. Sial.

I think im a tekken pro la. LOL. And i think my high carbo diet is going to kill me one day. then ill go to hell for gluttony.

I gained like 2kg. LOL. fat sia fat sia. EMO~ Emo... imagine. cutlet rice + prata. or jumbo chicken x 1+1/2, the taiwan cut chicken,subway 6inch, x2 lemon tea. = GG no re.

Feel like theres nothing to live for. maybe except for bleach and naruto

Set upon the Frosted Heavens, Hyourinmaru!

you look like a gangster!

2005-08-31T00:35:00.000+08:00

Music:SASH!(DJ Delirious REMIX) - Show Me The Right Way

DJ Delirious is teh roxXors man.

Wooho.. happy siaL~ no more ideas. no more mob. no more pokemon. Liddat. I teach you liddat. I nv bluff you one. I know more than you one. Sialah.

most of the projects are done too. Can concentrate more on the things i want to do. MU? damn. i need to get my rs/es. Guitar? been siaming it for awhile. Play pool also. slacking. you want to slack dont go poly. poly is like damn tough. at least for bizness side. i see MM. erm. today i end at 12 tmr i end at 1 the latest i go home is 3.

yeah. but poly life damn busy siaL~ there almost isnt one day. oh nothing to do ah. yay. that kind of secondary school feeling. but secondary school, got thing or no thing is the same. cos also nv do becos ultimately only olevel count and stuff right.

sian lor. kujala i think she pms... i suddenly forgot my lines, becos i say weather hot. then whole class laugh. then she think i making fun of her. then she later say what disgusted with my grp la. then call me stay back talk some cock. say i got unfriendly face, negative body language and whatfuck la. Then later say i look like gangster. ok lor. i gangster lo.

But i tell you la. its an SA thing to be liddat. i nv bluff you one. Darren Lin JJ also receive that feedback. and i think boss will too. oh ya. to my classmates, boss = your foodcourt friend. hahahahahaha. siaL~ how you feel sia foodcourt friend. lolololol. why you forever at foodcourt one.

i want play pool....

Lyric from: all american rejects - My paper heart

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run a-way
Catch you if I can

Tears fall, down your face
The taste, is something new
Something that I know
Moving on is, easiest when I am around you.

So bottle up old love,
And throw it out to sea,
Watch it away as you cry
A year has past
The seasons go

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run a-way
Catch you if I can

Waiting, day to day it goes through
My lips, are sealed for her
My tongue is,
Tied to, a dream of being with you
To settle for less, is not what I prefer

So bottle up old love,
And throw it out to sea,
Watch it away as you cry
A year has past
The seasons go

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run a-way
Catch you if I can

Summer time, the nights are so long
The leaves fall down,
and so do I into the arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you to me

Summer time, the nights they are so long
The leaves fall down,
and so do I into the arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you to me

Your Outrageous Name Is

Phil McCrackin

Outrageous Name Generator

mccrackin? lol gdnight,

roflol.

2005-08-26T22:50:00.000+08:00

Music: Matchbook Romance - If All Else Fails

Eh.... SIA LAH! now i know why mats say sia lah for. They say sia lah when they want to say something but they forget what to say. so they drag their eh. Their eh is Ehhhhhhhh........ Then forget. SIALAH! sia lah is like speed up x 999 so is SIALAH! So the whole sentence is Ehhhhh..... SIALAH! ROFLOL!

Then mats also like got some vulgar word that i think ah. I think is liddat. Is call hariBO! LOl. ya like the sweet haribo. Then the haribo also got pattern one. is like hari is super soft. Then BO you go BO!!!!!! so is hariBO!!!!!!!!!11!11! Ahahaha.
stupid mats...

So much happened this wk siaL~ presentation wear nice nice. Play soccer in formal wear is a killer man. Then go ~~Planet jupiter~~pool junction... sial. lol. then quite xiong.

Lemon tea is my latest addiction. siaL~ almost better than djarum. ops i also forgot how to spell it. Seasons one seasons one. liddat liddat.

Eh gay. Inuyasha season 2 finish then show peacemaker. its like suxXorZ. I think even prince of tennis is nicer. But that doesnt mean they should show it too... Show at least something like trinityblood. or ranma. I donno but i like ranma. Lol.
Then Shaman king! Da jue ji! sad lor liddat. hope they show good anime.

Imagine southpark in japanese. It will be anime la.
so the english is Oh my god! he killed kenny! that bastard!
so jap would be tenshu! kare ryuu kenny san no! kanata bakayaro!
or italian Il mio!you del dio dell'OH ha ucciso kenny! Voi bastardi!
or german OH- mein Gott! er tötete kenny! dieser bastard!
ROFLOL.

I will be damn happy after nxt tuesday siaL~ No more IDEAS. No more david cheong. Liddat la liddat. but within that week so many presentation. EC, IDEAS ITAB. sian1/2 after that still got a 2wk breather. then all the bomb come already. 4 hr papers 3 hr papers. but nvm la, later then say la.

Later think so much also sialah already.

Been reading the bible almost everyday siaL~ The online version. www.bricktestament.com

damn funny sia.

ROFLOL.

Even got turban!

aRe YoUr ChIcKeN ffffrESH??

Are your buffalo wings SAUCE SPICY~?!!

IS YOUR TURBAN DIRTY???

ops

2005-08-20T01:52:00.000+08:00

Music: Usher feat ludacris feat lil jon

FUCK. MY PARENTS ARE FUCKING STUPID. I DOING MY WORK HALFWAY THEY COME OFF MY COMP. THEN I NEVER SAVE. THEN I WAS LIKE WHATTHEFUCK. THEY THINK I PLAYING COMPUTER. THEN I WAS LIKE DONT FUCKING ACT LIKE MATS CAN?

we already give you ample notice already okay?

BUT IM DOING MY FUCKING WORK. YOU KNOW WORK?

then they nv say anything.fuck i wont do my project already la. i fucking lost everything.

just becos they have mat blood doesnt mean they can, fucking do this kind of mat stuff. its like nowonder im acting mat also.

wah lao. dulan to blog already .

uberboy emokid slackerman

2005-08-16T21:16:00.000+08:00

Music: Springbreak - Shut Up(Cascada Remix)

Hey everybody. I was doing soul searching and i was very fascinated at what my soul contain.

Got 3 alter ego.

1. Ub3Rb0y

This is the most Ub3R side of ahdes. This is the side of him where you must pH33R H|S L33T SKI||Z!!!1!! This alter ego pwns noobs and stuff right. And liek his spelling is liek all messed up and stuff. He likes to like add a like at the end of like every word and sentence and stuff right. Its easy to recognise this side of him as it is teh uber. and when he laughs its liek... ROFLOLMAO! OMGWTPBBQ! LOLOLOLOLOLOL! He is constantly training his micro to level up. To him, everyone is a n00b. Unless proven otherwise and is a masterer.

2. Emokid...

This is the most emo side of ahdes. This is the side of him where you must show alot of love and concern for him. This alter ego might cause ahdes to cry anytime and do stupid things. Emokid... is very fragile. He will constantly write or recite emo lyrics such as Why dont we hit restart, pause it at our favourite parts, we'll skip the goodbyes - Matchbook Romance or LOVES THE FUNERAL OF HeARTS, AnD AN ODE FOR CRUELTY. - HIM. This side of ahdes doesnt even laugh at all. No hahas or lols! Sad right. He constantly thinks of all the bad/okay/sucks/whyliddatsia/ situations.

3. Slackerman

This is the most slack side of ahdes. This is a very predominant alter ego. As you should already know this is the side of him where he is always... sian... This alter ego might cause ahdes to fail his exams and wake up late for school. Slackerman is always lazy. This alter ego constantly sia lahs, why liddat? ehh dont want la.. so far.. you come here la... sian.. haiz... waahhhhlaooooooo. pontang ah eh. eh no fear. jangan tension... This alter ego laughs by saying sia lah! And when laughing at other people. How you feel sia? Almost everything got a sia.... behind. must drag the sia. Is like Why liddat. siaaaa..... or Dunno... siaaaa.... Okay come to think of it. It could be matman also. But i no mat! siaaaa..... Eh, no fear la eh. Then got the greeting for people. where you must stick two fingers out and hold your collar.*( only applicable to some people. Results may vary.)

Yah, so now you're all acquainted. I want them to say hi.

Ub3RbOy: ROFLOL! Liek, wots hapening n00b? haf u been liek trainin n stuff?

Emokid...: ..........

Slackerman: Eh sia lah!

So whats happening with that screwed up life of ahdes?

Ub3Rb0y: OMGWTPBBQ! Im liek teh PWNAGE!!!1!1!! i liek totally pwns in lif and stuff right. Me was liek playing liek MMO.. Then many liek golden titans cum out of teh ground and stuff right. Then i was liek ES! ES! ES! EEE....SSS!!!! n liek the n00bs liek went to KS me and stuff right. Then i was liek PK-ING them fo liek stealing my BOKS n stuff right. Then they were crying liek babies and stuff right. dont pk me. i give you 30m zen.~>_<~ I was liek ROFLOL! NOOB! NOOB! NOOB! Then he liek gave me his 30m zen and then i still PK-ed him. ROFLOL!

Okkayyy.....

Emokid...: This fortress of tears i built it strong for you...

Rightt...

Slackerman: Sia lah... today sch so long sia. 10am to 5pm sia. Then the cher so boring... i want go eat lunch... sia lah.. then i nv bring pacc book. Then i over there sia lah. why i forget to bring sia. Then okok. no fear ah eh. copy MOB notes copy MOB notes. alright la. billa billa! so tired.. want to go home sleep. i go home sleep until 830pm my mudder nv wake up me sia. how i feel sia? Now what i do sia... No inuyasha shaman king today... why liddat.. i go watch tv...

Alright. Thats abt it.

Muggingfreak: ELo! Im muggingfreak! hurhurhur. I only appear once any subject drop below 60% Then somehow heehee somewhere then the subconscious mind tell ahdes. Oh need to study. workwork.

Ahh get lost la. stupid muggingfreak. no mugging man...

50cent

2005-08-16T00:49:00.000+08:00

Music: RHCP - Scar Tissue

Monday, sian.

Tuesday. Ideas presentation. Must go prepare. ok....

MMM... sia lah...

Jumbo chicken rocks. Jumbo beef sucks. MMM... sia lahh.. mmm...

I think we're really no life.

eh sia lah sia lah sia lah. life is but slacking.

choose wrong course liao... so busy!~!~! mmm....

50cents makes pple ride on the dinosaur. so happy. mmm.,<~

MMM.. is a form of whining. yah. mmm..1`1

sunshine

2005-08-10T02:02:00.000+08:00

Music: Cascada - Everytime We Touch

Woah. The Tanks. The planes. TIUTIUTIU! Wah the tanks are like uber. liek there are like so many of them right. and the artillery. woah. SCUDSTORM SCUDSTORM! And lastly the fireworks are like imba. PIEWPIEWPIEW! Got the heartshape one. So.. nice.

I damn stupid sia. shud have go tampines and watch. the fireworks there nicer. like ejaculation like that. non stop one sia.

but it was really a nice experience. but nice isnt really the word to describe it. maybe exhilarating?? orgasmic?

makes me wanna join the army huh? roflol!

nah.

My father is hearing chinese techno. omgwtfbbq is wrong with him. is like the lao shu ai da mi song. wtf

FIFIR

2005-08-09T02:50:00.000+08:00

FIRFIR! FIR AT MARINA FIR FIR FIR! WAHHH!!

TEH WEDDING CRASHERS IS TEH FUNNY! YOU SHUD GO WATCH IT. IF NOT YOU IS NOOB.

FIR!!! TEH ROXXORS!

Forgive the caps. Im just excitied. until i spelt excited wrongly. i shall go watch them at marina tmr. all of you come too.

pop goes the desmond

2005-08-07T00:58:00.000+08:00

Long long time ago about liek 17 years ago. There was a great legend waiting to unfold. Then at abt liek 7am. Then at the thomson medical centre. POP GOES THE DESMOND.

Im 17. Which means. 52 more years till im 69. Long way to go.

Owning noobs since 1988.

WO DEN ZHE NI HUI LAI

2005-08-06T00:10:00.000+08:00

SO BLARDY SCARED CAN!!! 7th MONTH IS SCARY!

Okay before i say all the scary thing. i say all the funny thing first. YOU FAT LIKE PIG!!!!!!!!!

today me kc and yj go out. Then suddenly we walk walk, then this woman come up to us, point to kc YOU FAT LIKE PIG!!!!!!! YOU FAT LIKE PIG!!!!!!! FAT LIKE PIG!!!!!!!!! Then walk away.

Then KC stand there jack. Then we all donno whether to feel angry or to laugh.

Then later everything also. EH YOU LAH! FAT LIKE PIG! NOOB LIKE NOOB! Then pple walk past you. EH FAT LIKE PIG! It became a 2nd ALL YOUR BASE.

I saw MTV jackass on tv. Bam magera put food in the sleeping tent. Then he sleep. Then the bear come and maul him. WAHAHAHA. Then scratch his backside got mark.

Okay then come the scary part. WAH LAU FAT LIKE PIG LOR YOU!

Then we take NEL go home.

Then sia la. then we walk the staircase. walk walk like forever. like a stuck scene. I got the video i can send you. No shit.

Then we finally got to little india station.

Then train come. Then we got on. Then blah blah pass farrer park pass boon keng. Then suddenly we hear techno got DOOD DOOD DOOD DOOD *SCREECH SCRECH*

Wo deng zhe ni hui lai...
wo deng zhe ni hui lai...

Then SCREECH SCREEHC DOOD DOOD DOOD. It wasnt a remix la STUPID FAT PIG.

Then pass potong pasir. KC got off. i think he got quite freak out. cos he have to take bus. and all the bus uncles all driving very fast. incase too late they pickup wrong passenger. Then all the pple sit next to him the head spin round and round. LOL.

Lol. Door open, nobody. Then. got ezlink tapping sound. lol.

LOL. anyway. it was like scary then. but now i like somehow can laugh at it.
Then after potong pasir is woodleigh but the station haven open. then me and yj joking say sia la later woodleigh open. Then sia la the train suddenly move very slow. Then reach the woodleigh station stop. Then got the word BOON LAY there. Then we were WTF. GG NO RE

But the door never open. and it was like so empty. it stopped but nv open and so empty. and like only got one light. then is like we stun for 3 seconds.

before we say anything. The train start moving. Then we nv say anything. Until hougang. I say goodbye brother. take care. then i faster zhao ah!

Zhao until cannot zhao anymore. The wo deng zhe ni hui lai keep playing in my head. Then i reach my house the carpark there. then very quiet. Then i suddenly turn left. I see one white figure at the burning dustbin there. As in the pple to throw their thing in that thing. ya. Then i tio stun again. Then i look again. Sia la human. Idiot. wear white for what sia.

Then i walk home. The light flickering. Then so much smoke. But finally got home.

What a harrowing experience. I think i scared liao. If tonight i slp i hear the

wo deng zhe ni hui lai

i think GG NO RE.

SUPER DUPER.. SIAN DIAO

EH YOU LA FAT LIKE PIG. OF cos joking one la.
except the go round and round in the station. That one really got video.

BOOYAH. Happy 7th month everyone. ROFL

insect repellent

2005-08-04T01:18:00.000+08:00

Music: Floorfilla - Anthem 1,2,3,4,5 (Remix)

Alright la. Many projects coming up. But i believe i can do it. Today Lertong and I followed deborah to the fujitsu care centre for her laptop.

She kenna the left click virus. and when she open note pad the computer will talk to her one. so scary.

COMPUTER: YOUR PIC IS TEH FUNNY www.blahbvlah.com

LERTONG: LOL

COMPUTER: YOUR PIC IS TEH FUNNY www.blahbvlah.com

LERTONG: THANKS

Okay.

But sia la. repair laptop expensive sia. More ex than repair computer.

$80 for consultation and $50 for ~~repair~~ checking.

I sim tia she not sim tia sia. SIM TIA = HEARTPAIN

Theres still something i can't put my finger on.

Her parents both not working. Then where she get all the money sia?

I also want sia. No actually i dont want. They should go and work. Come home later, but give me more money. Yeah!

Went home after that.

Can you believe it? Im playing MUSG.

ROFL. This one really requires very little effort. But many pple have like 40 resets. so im thinking twice again.

AHDES RANKING:370

Playing games really is a girl repellent.

All the girls will think " hmm i dont want a guy with uber micro to be my boyfriend. i want a rich guy."

Well. DOTA was a big girl repellent for me. Im happy im not playing it anymore. Too bad i learnt it too late.

But heck la. Live life for the moment.

So play more.
I think i will play WOW.

Lyric from Phantom Planet - Lonely Day

I could tell from the minute I woke up
It was going to be a lonely lonely
lonely lonely day.
Rise and shine rub the sleep out of my eyes
And try to tell myself I can't
go back to bed
It's gonna be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day.
Even though the sun is shining down on me and I should feel about as happy as can be
I just got here and I already want to leave
It's gonna be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day

Everybody knows that something's wrong
But nobody knows what's going on
We all sing the same old song
When you want it all to go away
It's shaping up to be a lonely day

I could tell from the minute I woke up it was going to be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day.

How You Life Your Life

You tend to deprive yourself of things you crave, for your own good.

You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.

You're open to new people and friends, which makes you a pretty popular person.

Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

How Do You Live Your Life?

Yeah. Thats right. live for the moment. gdnight folks/

There is nothing like

2005-07-31T23:52:00.000+08:00

Music: Hillsongs United Live - There Is Nothing Like

I just realised i can use multimedia studio to edit ringtones. so i can just have the part i want. cool.

This song is stuck in my head.

I love you forever. i love you forever. There is nothing like nothing like your love.

Nice sia.

Oh what do you know. today is PMC bible quiz. and the result??

Needless to say...

Teh PRONESS!

ROFLROFL.

ok. but i really didnt contribute much. cos my specialised questions didnt come out.
instead almost all of izaku question come out. But hes also teh pro.

HIP HIP HAARLOTH!!!

Incase you all dont know what haarloth is. Go google it. ROFLOL.

AHHH!! DIE ALREADY!!! Been thinking of cordelia like 3 days straight. Why?? Why now. when i am okay now?? this sucks.

Lyric from Moments In Grace - The Past
I watched as the dark fades to dawn,
And wished the past never happened (never happened)

Walking home as the streetlights are turning off,
And the pen on the papers is hardly dry at all,
My bloodshot eyes struggle to adjust to the sun,
I always thought but I had hoped that I was wrong,

[Chorus]
I wished the past never happened to you,
Happened to you,
Happened to you

Quietly turned away trembling
I felt the weight of your words as they finally met your lips,
I would give anything to take away this pain you live with,
I gave you my soul, I give you this wish

[Chorus]

I wish this never happened
[Chorus]

You, my friend, are a lazy sleeper! As far as you
are concerned, sleeping and lounging about are
the most incredible things on earth. You love
just sitting back and watching everyone buzzing
around with their busy lives. Its not that
youre stupid or dont care, on the contrary, you
are quite intelligent when you want to be. But
why waste the effort?

How do you Sleep? (Anime Pics)
brought to you by Quizilla

ZZZZZ

asd

2005-07-29T22:14:00.000+08:00

Music: Lin Jun Jie - Jiang Nan

I just realised Darren Gho also called Lin jun jie.
imagine him as JJ. Wahaha. okay.

today went out with mindy. oh so sassy. forgot to pass her the thing i supposed to pass her. so dumb of me.

then went out with izaku, sheldie and yue hao. Ok we can win. ROFL lol.

then went to play Sprint and GO! with izaku. Its a new mode for pool. People play doubles, nine ball, cut throat. We play SPRINT AND GO! Wahaha.

Basically its take a shot in max 3 secs. We tried to play pool as efficient as possible. Least input max output.

In this case. We played 4 games(output) for $1.80(input) which is $0.45 1 game! wahaha.

Then so zai we still can play 4 games. But tie at 2-2. grr.

Next time we shall play 10 games in $1.00. So 1 game (output) $0.10 (input)

first time play pool. so tiring. cos we chiong. roflol. gonna wowowowow and watch inuyasha and shaman king!

Lyric from System Of A Down: BYOB

Handed to obsoletion,
Still you feed us lies from the table cloth.
La la la la la la la la la,
Everybody’s going to the party have a real good time.
Dancing in the desert blowing up the sunshine.
Everybody’s going to the party have a real good time.
Dancing in the desert blowing up the sunshine.

Your Hidden Talent

You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations.
You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts.
Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition.
The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

is that so? o.0

sdfds

2005-07-29T01:48:00.000+08:00

Blink 182 - Miss You

I rode a gryphon. It took me from thalsamar to ironforge. So cool. i wanna own a gryphon. then i wont have to pay 1s75c!

playing games doesnt make me oblivious to my surrounding. if only i could be like that ostrich that can bury my head in the sand. if only if only. if only i had done this if only i had done that. If onlys cant change problems. Im just running away from it.

and i guess ill stay that way. it hurts my head just to think of all these shit.

if only i can right click and delete you from my memory.
if only it can take away the pain.

i have to move on but i cant help thinking of her. sometimes.

know your damn priorites

2005-07-25T00:46:00.000+08:00

Music: Emery - Holding Out For A Hero

i think priorities are things that make or break people.

Especially if youre like serving.

Im busy too. But you dont see me doing work during YM. or going home halfway.

Thats becos i know my damn priorities.

You want to serve you serve.

You want to do homework you do homework.

You want to go home, dont even come at all.

The reason why im not serving is becos im scared that i wont know my priorities either.

and all of you shouldnt be too.

reunion

2005-07-22T01:12:00.000+08:00

Music: Finch - Say Hello To Sunshine

I solved the riddle today
Glamorous and I must say
That none of us are ok

Take a look around.Everything.In turn. Will. Come Down.

Woke up late today. I set my alarm to 7pm instead of 7am. Still lucky i woke up at like 930am instead of 1pm.

Celebrated the 3 july babies for the class. happy bday jacquelyn,leomund and jeannie. hope you enjoy the presents.

jacquelyn "die lor leomund. you handsome already lor."

wahaha. the shirt my appointed birthday rep got for him was really like uber good. i can rest assure my present will be uber too.

remember ah my birthday 7august.

7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.

ya. 1337 the 7.

ok sorry for the shameless advertisement.

ya ya and that spongebob boxer.

spongebob boxer.spongebob boxer.spongebob boxer.spongebob boxer.spongebob boxer.spongebob boxer.spongebob boxer.spongebob boxer.spongebob boxer.spongebob boxer.

Okay went to tampines to meet nat,shane and viv. Real nice that viv came back from shanghai to visit me us. She even bought me us presents. Yah,,, pirated i know. but if i dont say nobody know. so shhh...

where got pirated?

piratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpirated

I met mindy and jean to go tampines. realised that jean was very easy to talk to. and is like sugar/sour siao. I also cannot take it. The mirror handphone thing. wahlaos.

she ask me whether i like mindy. then i was like... no.

I mean if like a person you just like got to know today ask you. you also will say no right

ill see how it goes. she is after all her best friend. i should like talk to her more.

I think i will pontang school tomorrow. yup. gambate!

Lyric from Senses Fail - Freefall Without A Parachute

With every passing moment, it just keeps getting worse
The walls are getting smaller and I am six feet beneath the earth.
And I will be, oh I will be, just lost.

Oh it's better to rush upon this blade
Than give in to the fear in your heart

Take The quiz yourself

ZANGETSU!!!!!!

bwahaha

2005-07-16T16:27:00.000+08:00

BWAHAHA!

2005-07-14T00:42:00.000+08:00

Papa Roach - Time and Time again
Yes I did it and I'll do it again
It doesn't matter if I am your best friend
I don't think so
You're not that smart
Over and over it breaks my heart
The cycle continues time for your crime
The pain comes back in an ugly design
Her makeup smears
The tears that she cries
Over and over every night

Emotional swords slash my soul
And now the pain it takes control
I think about you
I think about me
Think about the way that it used to be
I need a bottle
I need some pills
I need a friend
And I need some thrills
A shoulder to cry on a friend to depend on
When life gets rough

Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me

It's like a fight every single day
It's always easy when you have it your way
Deep in my heart
In the depths of my soul
My selfish ways are out of control
I'm sorry that it comes down to this
I punch through the wall as I break my fist
The makeup smears
Tears that we cry
Over and over every night

Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me

You're so selfish
You're making me want to end this relationship
You're making me want to end this

Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me

Loving ties unwind
Lost time behind
Loving ties unwind
Lost time behind

byob

2005-07-13T00:11:00.000+08:00

Music: System Of A Down - Chop Suey

Met kc and ang at the harbourfront thingy. We were pondering about life and business proposals. Sia la we no cca sia./ how sia ?

Thats why we got proposal to start up the ccaless club.

so when pple ask you what cca you are in? reply "ccaless".

woah sound zai right.

i was practicing my micro. yet again. and i withdrew 1k again. uber jack. microed to put it back too.

yah so the proposal something like that.

1. Purpose

The purpose of this proposal seeks the director of sp cca's approval to set up the CCAless club.

2. Current situation

Many students in sp are CCAless.

3.1 3 possible solutions

1. Set up the CCAless club with KC as president

2. Set up the CCAless club with desmond as president

3. Set up the CCAless club with ang as president

3.2 pros and cons

1. Set up the CCAless club with KC as president

Pros
1.All CCAless people will have a CCA

2.CCA points given on how much the person ponder about life and sia lah around.

3.Sense of belonging to the school and CCAless club. They will strive their best to ponder about life and sia lah around.

Cons
1. No Con.

2. Set up the CCAless club with desmond as president

Pros
1.All CCAless people will have a CCA

2.CCA points given on how much the person ponder about life and sia lah around.

3.Sense of belonging to the school and CCAless club. They will strive their best to ponder about life and sia lah around.

Cons
1. No Con.

3.Set up the CCAless club with ang as president

Pros
1.All CCAless people will have a CCA

2.CCA points given on how much the person ponder about life and sia lah around.

3.Sense of belonging to the school and CCAless club. They will strive their best to ponder about life and sia lah around.

Cons
1. No Con.

4.1 Proposal
We propose that we are given all the available resources and manpower needed to start this club as this club could revolutionise the school and theres really no harm in the school giving extra CCA points to students. It is a win-win situation.

4.2 Justification

1. We decided that we will have a one day council rotation for president.
(Eg: Monday president = KC. Tuesday president = AhDes. Wednesday president = ang. etc.)

2.We also decided to trial the CCAless students to gauge their standards of sia lahing.

3.We are afraid of students from other CCAs quitting their current CCAs to join the CCAless club so we have to ask them to pay per sialah session as membership fee.

4.3 Implementation
We decide to implement this CCAless club by recruiting as many CCAless students as possible by having a school day where everybody just sia lahs around and one look you know they are the CCAless look. (the o.0 look.) Then we have beseeched our lecturererers to help us spread this CCAless club by mouth. We will also be having our once a year meeting at the void deck or the mrt station outside.

5. Approval Sought
You better approve our CCAless club. Or the angsty CCAless teens will hang pig head on your door. you gayb4r.

sincerely
AhDes
SlackerHead

quite happy.

2005-06-25T00:20:00.000+08:00

Music - Roses Are Red: 300 Motion Pictures

Hey lo. Just downloaded ares and switched to it from limewire. i am now an ares user. =)

More songs sia. Now all the xjapan and hide song all i can find. Xjapan is like uberleet. But sad thing for their drummer no more the same guy. He headbang until fracture his neck. Then during concert. He got the cast. then he dulan he took out the cast and headbang. Now he whole body paralyse.

Well, i will always remember you as the guy who headbang until paralyse.

Went to GG today with lertong, yingying, paul and felica. Go play pool and arcade. the arcade machine 40cents! LOL. Then felicia me and paul go play thethe... like beatmania that game. 3pple play 40cents. Cheap lor. Then yy and lertong go play pool. Then after that we played cutthroat. All kill me. I so jack. i like so jack lor. lol.

And everybodys on the table

Then went to play basketball with yingying and paul.

the chickens on the table

Its like even though were like noobs and stuff. we still had fun. Could never imagine yingying a 9 pointer. and yuyu got 10points. and theyre all like different sec schools. Must be like hardworking slacker. Bah. why i cannot sia.

the dog is on the table

tabletabletabletabletabletabletabletabletabletable and everybodys on the table.

anyway.

went to check out the squash timings. i think i will be going to test the water for squash. Then yingying went to meet yuyu and then i go home and paul go library and then we all live happily ever after.

Lyric from - Lil Flip feat Lea: Sunshine

Look, I know you wanna chill wit a player
But all you got to do is keep it real wit a player
Just answer your phone whenever I call
Cause I'm riding on chrome whenever I ball

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.

They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.

It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.

They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

Hmm really? i dont know.

Im like so emo now can.

2005-06-23T00:21:00.000+08:00

Rufio - One Slow Dance

Im so emo. Im like so emo now can. I like go to school come back. Sleep. Wake up. Repeat. Its like school hours are uber long. And my mom dont want give me more money. Im surviving on $200 on food only. No extra for shopping, movie and other stuff. And when i make the stupid ezlink card its $5. And its $6 to unblock the card to tap. Then she only give me $10 and tell me take it or leave it. Then i was really WTF. $1 also want to keh kao. I dont ask more from you already you should be happy lor. Other pple $280 a month. Can do shitloads of stuff. I cant. And i have to pretend im happy.

So this month im broke already. Cant do stuff. Still got like 8 days to go. Thats like $10 a day. I watch one movie, buy one shirt. = GG. No more money for the day. Its like food is also not cheap. Lunch and dinner $10 sometime also not enuf freaking frustrating. And i cannot dont eat. A hungry desmond is an angry desmond. Rawr.

I dunno la. I hope that she'll see the way i see and give me more money. Or i can find a walking atm. WALKING ATM WHERE ARE YOU!!! I NEED YOU I WILL LURVE YOU AND HUG YOU AND AND AND LIEK TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOU.

Actually im feeling better after i blog. Im liek liek feeling better can? lolololol.

Lyric from Emery - The Secret

on the way to grey
i could hardly wait
to see you again
to feel your hands

covering me
til the storm is done
what seemed to be the end
was not the end at all

when i hear the rain
should i be afraid
for my, for my
for my... life

why do you look at me that way?
i told you
that i was too busy to see you
i would never
keep a secret from you
from you
from you

is it over?
i am fine
thank you dearly
for your time

i'll be leaving
don't you cry
i'll be back soon
at least i'll try

can't you see
there is no time to think
selfishly

yesterday's gone
tomorrow's here
can't turn back now
i won't quit

i still love you
i swear
i always will

SADDED

2005-06-20T23:05:00.000+08:00

Music: Phantom Planet - California

Hey guys... was having a blast today. I was just feeling very happy today in school. but when i reach home. my mother look at me. say. Lao Ma only got 1 more week to live. then i was like 5second stun. 1,2,3,4,5. Then i was like then how? Then my father still in china. Then what if im like in school? Do i like in the movies, Receive sms then run out of class. Many thoughts swirling. Becos, shes not my grandma. I like go there becos shes my fathers grandma. And i like dont talk to her at all. Cos i cant understand what she saying. Then if she really does pass on. Its like everyone there will be crying then i will just like stone there. Just like lao gong's funeral. I dunno. nehmind.

Lyric from Creed - What If

What if your words could be judged like a crime?

HAPPY!!!

2005-06-19T19:19:00.000+08:00

Jay Chou - Wo De Di Pan

WoO HAPPY HAPPY. SO HAPPY CAN! EYE CANDY CALLED ME OUT!!! SO ROXXORS! HAPPY FATHERS DAY TO ALL FATHERS. AND TO THE BIG MAN! YAY. EGAMES COMING. WATCH THIS SPACE.

GG NO RE

2005-06-15T00:58:00.000+08:00

Matt Redman - Facedown

Sent shane off today. SO touching. His cat and dog like all have the sad sad feeling. It just goes to show what a great master he is. Anyway, went to airport, dunno what decision was there? dinner no dinner? lunch? dinner?

I think we're on the road to GG NO RE.

Communication breakdown.

Stupid IDEAS. 2 different teachers 2 different marks. 1 average. also = GG.

Everythings GG. Everythings reaching the end of the line.

I should just GG too.

Retarded people surrounding me.

Adelia's unicorn angkong is uber ugly. Cheat my waffle money.

Gay. No more mood to blog.

OPC

2005-06-13T00:42:00.000+08:00

Hillsongs - Centre Of My Life

Hey all. One Purpose Camp was good. I think that the old folks home still left the greatest impression on me. I havent seen my grandparents for a long time and i think my parents are going to throw them there also. I didnt want to see the old folks as i thought that many will be suffering and unhappy. I really dreaded going ther. It was liek teh suxxors. But i think that it was a real eye opener. You go up there you see like so many old folks just lying around in wheelchair and on beds. It was like displeasing to the eyes. But taking the guy for a walk was just very memorial. They are like happy just to have visitors. After the whole thing i felt like,,,sorry for them and just wishing that i wont be in that state when i grow old kind of thingy. It was really a step out of comfort zone.

I think kangwei did a good job and liek can improve and become more pro.

The camp comp made a good decision to take away the points system thingy. Kinda like edifying others.

Actually i didnt feel like going for this opc at all. So much work... so much things to do. But what pushed me to go was that i had a glimpse of it through God. I was like praying for the OPC camp while One purpose came to mind.

One Purpose
One Identity
One Direction

Then i was like huh? whats that.

Then came,

Father
Son
Holy Spirit

I didnt really understand it at first.

But it was kinda like to find out what our purpose is to serve God. the son died to redeem us from sin and now we have an identity in Christ. The holy spirit will guide us in the direction of fulfilling the Great Commission.

this was what compelled me to come. I needed to know what was happening. need more.

then i was also like studying on peter then they also had a peters walk. Peter was not perfect. In fact he was ordinary just like you and me. he swayed to sin many times. But God built his church on Peter. the rock. We are all sinners but what matters is that we all become what God intended us to be. A rock for him. Sure there will be trials and obstacles along the way. Life is never a bed of roses. Will you take up the challenge and become a rock for Jesus?

Lyrics from Planet shakers: Worthy To Be Praised

Lord, I come into Your presence.
Here I stand in awesome reverence,
Falling before the wonder of Your Name.
Humbly now, Lord, I surrender.
This offering to You forever.
Take all I am and use me, Lord, I pray.

Make me what You want me to be
Teach me Your ways

Chorus:
I lay down my life for You.
Throw down my crowns before You.
Give up my all for Your Name.
My Saviour, how I adore You.
Healer, my heart longs for You.
Jesus, You're worthy to be praised.

Bridge:
Jesus, You are Lord forever (x16)
Jesus, You are Lord

sudden understandmentLOLOL

2005-06-04T23:11:00.000+08:00

Music: Kutless - Better Is One Day

Hey all!11! I know i havent been blogging much. but ive been thinking much about myself. my life. Thinking how ive been living it. heres what i came to conclude.

I think that i was living a rather derelict lifestyle during my hols. Simply rotting away. To put it simple i was like aimless and God wasnt there to direct me.

Now in SP. I realise that many pple are not christians, and i must try to reach them for Christ. But the thing is, i may not be a role model christian. pple impression of christians are that they are like uber holy and wellbehaved. well, if thats the case i can say that most christians wont like exist.

So now what im trying to do is. to show them that i am a good boy, without compromising my personality. Goodboy = no smoking, no drinking, no underage sex. LOL. yea. and like to solve problems without resorting to violence or vulgarities.

I think that this is what God is trying to tell me to do for my 3 years in SP. If thats the case, i will try to strive and reach the unreached, save the unsaved. It wont be easy, but with God, everything is possible.

Heh, cool sia, SP got DJ-ing club soon. DJ Koflow is the instructor, like liquid's sis' ex. The one and only DJ Koflow. I signed up for it. so i can spin that shizzle for you bboys.

Righto, i think imma go off.

Lyric from Goldfinger: My Everything
"My Everything"

I know you take from me
I know you take away my everything
...my everything
I know your everyway
I know you make your way to everything
...into everything

I know your threat runs deep
I know you in my sleep
and all this time...
I find it hard to swallow

I know your history
I know what you mean to me
...my everything
...my everything

I know your mystery will not be clear to me
...my everything
...my everything

I know your threat runs deep
I know you in my sleep
and all this time...
I find it hard to swallow

I know your mine to keep
I know I'll always be
all this time...
I find it hard to swallow

I know you take from me
I know you take away my everything
...my everything
I know your everyway
I know you make your way to everything
...into everything

I know your threat runs deep
I know you in my sleep
and all this time...
I find it hard to swallow

I know your mine to keep
I know I'll always be
all this time...
I find it hard to swallow

Your Star Wars Pickup Line

"I may look like an Ewok, but I'm all Wookie where it counts, baby."

What's Your Star Wars Pickup Line?

WaHAHA. Teh funny

bbq today

2005-05-28T01:22:00.000+08:00

Music: Emery - The Secret

Yoall. Haven updated in a while... Ya anyway today was a good day had a RB group gathering. all us moomoos were there at alex's place. It was totally cool. The couch, the cushions, the projector tv and the magnetic knife holders. The parents like very hi tech. But i very sad about the 4ft pool table. The aiming all messed up. bleh. Ill take 9Ft anytime!

anyway, i started fire, it was so fun. cos the fire got started quite fast. which was an accomplishment i guess. the food was okay, but we ordered pizza as well. arvin and his friend went home halfway though.

watched the stupid sin city. it damn dumb. dont watch it. no story line. black and white headache. even though it has some famous celebs.

AAhh, played truth or dare. then go home.

I prayed that i will be able to tell a friend about jesus without me bringing up the subject first. and it really happened. then i so happy, i tell them about the old testament and new testament, christianity only religion where our God says I LOVE YOU. Isnt that great. Then they say i believe do good can already. Then i say heaven how? they say aiya donno. so i hope to be able to do something right.

Heh, keep me in prayers. take care all.

Lyrics from Usher: Yeah

Peace up! A Town Down!

asd

2005-05-06T03:19:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: August 7

Born on the 7th day of month gives you a tendency to be something of a perfectionist and makes you more individualistic in many ways.

Your mind is good at deep mental analysis and complicated reasoning.

You are very psychic and sensitive, and you should usually follow your hunches.

You may not take orders too well, so you may want to work alone or in a situation where you can be the boss.

This birthday gives a tendency to be somewhat self-centered and a little stubborn.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

This is scarily true.

Your Taste in Music:

Alternative Rock: High Influence

Dance: High Influence

90's Alternative: Medium Influence

90's Hip Hop: Medium Influence

90's Pop: Medium Influence

Adult Alternative: Medium Influence

Classic Rock: Medium Influence

R&B: Medium Influence

80's Rock: Low Influence

90's R&B: Low Influence

90's Rock: Low Influence

Country: Low Influence

Hair Bands: Low Influence

Hip Hop: Low Influence

Ska: Low Influence

How's Your Taste in Music?

Your Geek Profile:

Fashion Geekiness: Highest

Gamer Geekiness: High

Music Geekiness: Uber High

Geekiness in Love: Low

Movie Geekiness: Low

SciFi Geekiness: Low

Academic Geekiness: None

General Geekiness: None

Internet Geekiness: None

How Geeky Are You?

was bored.

RARW!!!!

2005-05-03T01:52:00.000+08:00

Music: Floorfilla - Kosmiklove (remix)

Hey guys. Today was a really fun day. but i didnt accomplish what i wanted to do today. I was very sadded. I drowned my sorrows in teh hijau.

Today i felt very hott ah!!!! as in on fire hot~!!! Pwahh got power!!! I told myself accomplish new year resolution number 35!!! SHAKE PRESIDENT NATHAN HAND! PWAHH!!! DONT SHAKE = YOU LOUSY! Then i kinkin go istana.

Then i go there do the security check and thing then faster run up to the band area there to see whether his lt colonel guards will ride him around in the golf caddy.

Then everytime i see a golf caddy i will be reminded of the time i watch the jackass movie. Doober and gnasher. They take the golf caddy and bang each other and go crazy/ Then go up a slope at uber high speed. Then they just crash. Damn funny.

Anyway. Then i saw him. Then i line up. Then i wait. Then i very happy. Then i go nearer already all the agent smith wannabes all push him away go see some primary school band. Bah. I very dulanz. I sadded.

I wanted to take the picture with the good sign! Then i can post on webby!!
With captions such as pheer me! the presidents my personal biatch now! or all your presidents are belong to me! wasted sia.
If you have no clue what im talking about. go to this link. ALL YOUR BASE ARE BELONG TO US

The lush 99.9 also. All your frequency are belong to us. Then i was like eeyer eeyer! But lush 99.9 piss me off sia. Got one woman call me drink water and do stretching exercise i was like err....

Anyway, went to see kc , timmy, ron play fifa streeet. Okay la. fast paced game. with fancy footwork. Went to meet calista after that.

Shes damn funny la. Eat ice cream. Cone or cup? Cone la! You cant eat the cup right! Then she said she has phobia of the ice cream scoop dropping on the floor, which sounds damn funny. but luckily it didnt if not i will really roflcopter. LOLLERSKATES LOLLERSKATES!

Then we all go back xsquare meet timmy and ron play def jam fight for new york! That game is like uber cools! Its like a streetfight, with all the famous pple such as X to the Z XZIBIT!! wOoohOO! Pimp my ride anytime xzibit! Method man, nore and many more pple some i dunno. All the char all cool la. All got blinkblink, trucker caps and those baggy baggy foozeball jerseys. Then its like got powerbar then can hot one. Then press the hot button then can RAWRRRR! SNDOANDOSDOASD!!! Then you can choot pattern. And own all! Then beginning i noob donno how to play got owned by timmy like many times. He use the pimp character and smack my ass i was like NO! I got my ass smacked! Then my favourite character xzibit sommore then i also hot already ! RAWRRRR!! aksrhfasofnasfn! Then i pwn all! won 4 times. whaha. but in the end everybody won. calista, ron, me. but no timmy. Then we all hi 5 each other except timmy. Then timmy say i no high 5 ah? Sorry dude. Ive only got 2 hands! One for calista la! and ron. LOL. Ultimate jack.

HOTT AHH!! RAWRR!!!!

LOL.

Then we went to macs and met up with YJ. YJ come only jack calista non stop. Wahaha. She got really pissed man. DONT TOUCH ME! DONT TOUCH ME! I WONT TALK TO YOU FOREVER! Arent you talking to me now? LOL.

but yj also full of crapzors. and somehow the hot topic always came out. Then all will PHWAHH!!! RAWR!!! 192u41024u!

WAh lao, even calista got 2 xbox. I 1 also dont have. Not say i cant afford la, but i dont even have a proper tv. So thats why i didnt want to buy a gaming console. My latest console was a sega saturn. Which i had fun playing megaman x4 on.

Have to go to SP tmr at 10am. how to make it sia. haiz. wake up then see how la.

saya tinggi mendapat di teh hijau. (i get high on green tea) free translation service by desmond. Its word for word. but im not sure the usage is correct. lolol.

aights goodnight.

Lyrics from: Atreyu - The Remembrance Ballad
These days are closing in
The end has become apparent
We're only here for so long
Will anyone remember my name
When time has washed away the dust of our ashes?
When my head rests in a velvet lined casket?
What's out there?
What is my eternal fate?
It only just recently hit me
That this life is just a state
Mortality fading, like the innocence of line
I'm scared to death of what's to become

Of my immortal soul of this eternal flame
Will you remember?
Will your heart sing with pain?
Who calls out my name?
Who can tell me what happens
When my eyes close for the last time?
Does it all simply end in a blanket of darkness
What of my soul, what of my soul?

All those things you couldn't say
You should've said
All those I-love-you's lost
Weighed more like lead on your chest

What if I could take back all those misspent days?
Every second of anger, I would wash my sins away.

Oh yea. i can play lip gloss +black intro. But i need a electric guit! so i can go even faster. woohoo.

Im gonna rip your tongue out and make it lick.my.ass. wahah.

BA Ai FANG KAI

2005-04-29T22:32:00.000+08:00

Music: F.I.R - Ba Ai Fang Kai

Woah this song is teh rox.

Its like the continuation of Wo Men De Ai . Both also nice.

Anyway, im feeling really shitty. Shitty prawn. Shitty sia.

Its like youre totally hypocrite.

Ive been a fool. Waiting for you. You dont miss me. you miss my help.

So much crap like "thanks for breaking my heart."

I wish i could break more than just that.

Why do i have to be the loser.

I cant stand it.

Im looking for short term relationships now. Anyone up for it?

This template is going out. Shaman king is coming in! Watch this space.

Lyric from F.I.R - Ba Ai Fang Kai

dang ni kai shi zhui xun ni yao de zi you
(When you began to search for the freedom you want)

fang kai wo men jing wo de shou dai zou wo de ai he tian kong
(You let go of our hands and took away my love and sky)

wo bu zhi suo cuo wo yi wei wo hui dong wo men de ai wo men de ai
(I didn't know what to do. I thought I would understand. Our love.... Our love...)

dang wo du zi zou dao shi jian de jing tou
(When I walked to the end of time alone)

hui yi he wo cha shen er guo dai zou ni de ai he xiao rong
(Memories passed right by me, taking away your love and smile)

wo wu li cheng shou zui hou de yi dian xin tong wo men de ai wo men de ai
(I am unable to bear the last bit of heart ache. Our love... Our love...)

ba ai fang kai ba shou fang kai ru guo ni de xin yi bu zai
(Release love, release your hand, if your heart is not there)

ba ai fang kai bu zai deng dai ni de wen rou shi yi pian kong bai
(Release love, don't wait anymore. Your tenderness is empty.)

ba ai fang kai ba xin da kai zhe ci wo jue ding zou chu hui yi chong lai
(Release love, open up your heart. This time, I've decided to walk out from my memories and start over)

jiu rang wo che di di shang zai che di xing guo lai
(Just let me get hurt totally and then wake up completely)

zhong yu ming bai ai yi bu zai
(Finally (I) realized that love is no longer there)

cong jin yi hou zai ye mei you she me neng qu yi lai
(From today onwards, there will be nothing to cling onto)

wo hai you she me qi dai
(What else can I look forward to?)

ba ai fang kai ba shou fang kai ru guo ni de xin yi bu zai
(Release love, release your hand, if your heart is not there)

ba ai fang kai bu zai deng dai ni de wen rou shi yi pian kong bai
(Release love, don't wait anymore. Your tenderness is empty)

ba ai fang kai ba xin da kai zhe ci wo jue ding zou chu suo you hui yi chong lai
(Release love, open up your heart. This time, I¡¯ve decided to walk out from all my memories and start over)

jiu rang wo che di di shang zai che di xing guo lai
(Just let me get hurt totally and then wake up completely)

oh yea. its hard to really appreciate if i tell you like that you must go hear yourself.

二十二 twoteetwo

2005-04-24T01:49:00.000+08:00

Matt Redman - Blessed Be Your Name
two = two
Twentytwo = twoteetwo

Haha. Very funny. Like tweleve = oneteetwo. hhoho. shall not laugh at ahmas who cant speak english.

Rights. Today was a very lonelyyy mr lonelyyy day. Could not bear to stay at home any longer. Went out to play pool. Saw au's ipod mini speakers. Looks rather cheapskate. But its an ipod mini speaker. Which is quite zai.

I was thinking alot lately. Its really imba in this world. Nothings fair. Oh look that guy is tall, dark, handsome, and drives that white mercedes benz. Oh yea he studied at a world class overseas university. I heard he bought his way in.

Here i am. Short, fair, fugly, dumb, nothing to my name. Looks like i wont be going to an overseas uni either. People around me have just been like "oh no i didnt do well. Nvm, i shall go overseas study." Or, Sia lah, study for what sia, my father will help me find overseas school!" And theres people who get 11 points, went to SAJC for first 3 mths, then father pay 50k go SIM. "Ha, i shall deprive one guy of a space in SAJC." Go screw yourself la.

People wont appreciate what they have until its gone. Love, money, friends.

Like the many drama serials. All the rich girls, oh no im broke! but im good at being rich! Then the rich guys can like rebel and stuff. cos their father got money, can bring them go another school.

Gayb4rs and more gayb4rs.

Well, if i had money, i wouldnt use it to go find an overseas school to study in, unless its really to further my studies. If i studied and screwed up, ill still go there. You may say, yaya, sure as if you wanan go to that dumb place. Well i guess no one knows the answer.

The good Lord gives and takes away. I'll be content with what i have. But i really do wish for an ipod.

Please let me find an ipod on the floor.

One more thing. You say im your best friend. What best friend activities have we done in like the last 4 mths? I dont think your my best friend. Youre just a friend ive lost contact since your school started. You say youre my best friend show me.

You make me high then leave me dry. What am i supposed to do now?

Dammmit. Timmys going out with that model girl i met on irc!! GRR. NOO! I also wanan go but i got SGL training! ASDFqwerty!

Asteriods training at 6-7pm today.

Why i so jack. *click* lol.

OKOK to lighten my own mood. Heres a joke.

There was this malay farmer. He plants fruit trees.
Then he plant and plant but then everytime got people kope his fruit.
Then one day he decide to hide one corner, then find the koper.
Then he finally caught a chinese boy.
Then he was about to bring him to the police station, then the chinese boy say.
"I left my hat at your house, can i go take it?"
Then the malay farmer say ok.
Then the chinese boy run away.
Then the malay farmer very dulan. But nvm
He continue planting and planting again, he waited and finally caught the boy again.
Then he was about to bring him to the police station, then the chinese boy say,
"I left my hat at your house, can i go take it?"
Then the malay farmer think he very smart say
"no i will not fall for your trick again. You stay here i go back take for you."

Then you imagine what happen next.

Hawhawhaw that was damn funny. I couldnt stop laughing when i first heard it.

Lyric from - Planet shakers: All I Want Is You

I've waited all my life to be here face to face.
I never knew that I could feel this kind of grace.
The way You show me that Your blood has washed me clean,
Could never be erased; it lives inside of me.

Take me to that secret place,
Where I can only see Your Face,
And nothing else will ever feel this way.
You take away my guilty stains,
The things I've done that I can't change,
It's only by the Power of Your name.

I stand here in this place,
See the Glory on Your Face,
Taken by the wonder of Your name.
I'm desperate for Your touch,
Never needed it so much,
Cause all I want is You.

When all the things around me have fallen to the ground
I'm always thankful for the love in You I've found.

You Will Die at Age 64

64

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...

And how you'll die as well.

What Age Will You Die?

Ya la live so long for what sia. Dulan only.

i have no rings for you but do i get a kiss?

2005-04-22T01:39:00.000+08:00

Music: Phantom Planet - California; Music video: Atreyu - Right Side Of The Bed

Hey yo. I wonder if any of you watched eye for a guy. It was really hilarious. Couldnt stop laughing at the guy who kept stammering. Quote: " I hope i dont stammer and say stupid thing and ooh ooh ah ah.(like choking sounds or stammering)" anyway he was ranked last place. HAhaha. Then pple tell him say he on shaky ground. Then he say behind the scenes. Even if i am on shaky ground its non of your business. Then he give the act dulan face but cmi one. Then he was like trying a pick up line but it didnt work. I have no rings for you but can i get a kiss? and denise big mouth keller was like OMGWTFBBQ?!

Cant wait to see him get kick out.

Today while i was out with yj. He was telling me about the Peter Russel video. hes an american born indian i think. Then he study culture and he became a comedian. Then he was like if a dutch man marries a phillipino maid. Their children will be called hollipino. A french and a greek. Freek. A Icelandish and a cuban. Ice cube.

Then we all know like Kung Bushmen! got ! behind their name. But we dont know why. Then he went to a casino and the dealer nametag was JACK! LOL. Literally JACK! Then he went up to JACK! and shouted in the casino JACCK!!!!!!!!!!1. Then JACK! told him. sir you are not allowed to shout in the casino. But you have a bloody ! behind your name! What if your name was JACK? Do i go JACK???? Or JACK. Jack. Then JACK! told him that ! means a click sound as in *click*. Then he tell the crowd. When people have sex they usually call their partners name. So his wife will go " oh jack... *click*" LOL. Or teacher will say "JACK *click* Get out of the class!" Wahaha.

Then he went on to say how all cultures beat their kids except for whites. Chinese beat their kids when they do wrong. Jamaicans beat their kids for no reason at all.

They call their son, "son come over here."
Son:"yes dad?"
(Then the father knock his head.)
Son:"Oww what was that for?"
Father:"Just in case."

LOL.

But whites dont beat tehir kids thats why theyre so outta hand. Then one day he went to stay in his friends house, who was a white. Then his mother told him to clean his room. Then his friend was like" FUCK YOu MOM!' Then the mom jack. Then peter russel ask him is that how you talk to your mom? Then the friend reply like a classic little rascal face with a grin + thumbs up. " Yeah, cos shes a jackass! " Then the mother was like oh no icant do anything im white! Why dont you try it sometime?

Woah. Lip gloss and black the video looks scary.

Then he went home the father ask him to clean his room.

Peter: "FUCK YOU DAD!"
Father: What did you say?
Peter: "FUCK YOU DAD!"
FATHER: Somebodys gonna hurt real bad.

Then he got beat.

Then the next day he told his friend that he got beat. The friend later say always have a backup plan. remember to call the childrens aid.

He went home his father ask him to clean his room again.

Peter: "FUCK YOU DAD!"
FATHER: "What did you say?"
PETER: "FUCK YOU DAD!"
FATHER: Somebodys gonna hurt real bad.
PETER: You cant hurt me! Imma call the childrens aid!
FATHER: Well, they take about 20mins to get here.
FATHER: Before they come, somebodys gonna hurt real bad.

LOL. Very funny. still got more. but ill be spoiling it for you. a 30min long joke session.

Righto. cant wait for swordfish and wrestlemania. woohoo.

Lyric from: I've got to say there's something on my mind
About the way you've been for a long long time
You've got your mind set up on what your going to do
Let me tell you baby Momma didn't raise no fool

You're my little senorita y tu eres la mas bonita
You got it going on hey hey hey

Momma warned me about a girl like you
Said a girl like that is gonna break your heart in two
Your sexy legs and hair and nasty looking walk
Stop right there Momma you know that's what I want

You're my little senorita y tu eres la mas bonita
You got it going on hey hey hey

Your Inner European is Italian!

Passionate and colorful.

You show the world what culture really is.

Who's Your Inner European?

y tu eres la mas bonita (and your you are the but pretty)

SPLOITS!

2005-04-20T01:42:00.000+08:00

Music:Ziggy - This Rox

Heyhey.! sorry nv post for so long. but really nothing to blog about. maybe getting stressed about WCG. WOrld cyber games. Taking part yea. For d0Ta. Defence of the ancients. But wah laos keep getting owned 3v5. If we cant win 3v5 then how to win WCG!!! 3 = my team. 5 = irc pple. Must at least get 10kills 0 death. GOdlike!!! but i keep feeding nowadays very sian. All my teammates call me n00b!!!! OMG how sia.Nvm.

Found a very promising job at faber house. earn 1k in 1wk. Yea sounds nice. but thats if youre like one of the best. if not you can dont earn anything. Bah i rather go cycling. TING TING!

Rights. Oh yah hiphop doesnt rule. House music and club does. Hahaa.

asdasdsadggg

2005-04-12T01:20:00.000+08:00

This is my secret that is meant to be shared.

I feel like a high roller! Low riding! Coast Cruising! Wassup my homies! Hip hops here to stay!

Change of genre.

I WISH I NEVER HURT MAH BABY~!

2005-04-10T01:30:00.000+08:00

Music: Moments In Grace - Stratus

Hey all. Im feeling really crappy. or f-ed up. Raelly f-ed up. Went out with ron and timmy. Ron spent money like water sia. Buy the adidas shoe from leftfoot. Wah it looked very nice la.. I also want. But no size big enuf for me. ALl there all small small one.

Went to atticus. The band shop at fareast. The atreyu shirt chio sia. Sleep all day, party all night. Its fun to be a vampire. Yea thats what i think i am now. Vampire. Sleep all day. Afternoon then come out. So im not vampire. Im like afternoon vampire.

I really think im rotting away. Sleep all day. But no job really sucks. Waste resources only. My mom thinks im just sleeping all day. But im going out to find job, and when i look for job online she thinks im playing game. Then she delete my naruto and starwars captioned trailers. What the pink man. I delete her fuking stuff she like anot? Computer my god? fuck off la. You only see what i do at wrong times. Then other stuff i do you nv compliment, just shoot your mouth off. Housework all this thing , how you think the house so fucking clean? Dads not at home, he nv do is i do right? What the pink man. Sometimes i wished i had no mother.

People like shane, daniel loy, augustin lim, agdoren seem better off without their dads. I wish i had no mom too. Ryan seems good without one. I shant bother abt it. I get 13 points r4 she also kp. Say what i study hard enuf i can go jc. YOU THINK JC I cant go ah. I CAN FUCKING APPEAL THRU BAND AND GO BUT I DONT WANT. GET THAT THROUGH YOUR FUCKING SKULL? 14-15 points no diff from 19 points if i go sajc. Cos i can appeal thru band. I would have got less that 19 points if i didnt fuck up my POA.

Her skin is so fucking thick. She lies to her colleagues that her son got 240 for PSLE. Taking double science. Got 13points l1r5. She said what, people clerk only son get 10 -11 points. Your mother, EO, son get 19. Shameful anot? I was like whatever la. Stupid mother then come out stupid son what. I told her that. YOU CALL ME USELESS. NO WONDER lA. I GOT YOUR FUCKING GENES! The best part. She acts so fucking holy on sundays. Oh what usher ah. You think i cannot do ah. I be SGL tougher job than you. Its becos of her i sometimes dont want to go church. I think i said this many times before. But luckily i have people to believe in.

ALright. I think i let off some steam already.. Speaking of church. Some of my christian friends from other church, they seem better people than me. They are more active, they have cell groups. Wheres my cell group? I dont think learning about demonology is good enuf for me. I need more than that. When he talk about demonology i will like what the pink and will think of the song demonology and heartache.

I had thoughts about going another church becos im like giving and giving to the SG but im not getting enuff. Thats why im sometimes on and off. I hope i get help. The big guy hasnt been good to me. No job. no girl. no money.

Today went for SA campfire. It was damn happening la. People were just enjoying themselves. I haven done that in a long time. Except the time i went out with cordelia, if you are reading this, missing you girl. see you soon. Overnight cycling. and just chilling with mah homies. Now im feeling so lonely. MR lonely. Just like akons song. Sundays is abit borings. Usual watching people play mahjong or slp. Hope tmr will be a better day.

Oh the ipod shuffle song is CAESARS PALACE - JERK IT OUT.

Jerk what out? o.0

Singnet is pissing me off too. Dumb admins surfing pr0n. Koping my bandwidth.

Cant submit job applications.

Right.
Thats abt it.

Lyric from : Akon - Lonely
Lonely I'm Mr Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin

I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll

Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll

Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely

Peaceout. sorry for the too many fs.

phagomania

2005-04-05T23:33:00.000+08:00

Music: Alter Bridge - Broken Wings

CLICK ME
OR HERE!!!

WAHAHAHA DYING OF LAUGHTER!!!!!

Darth TATER!!!!

DARTH M!!!

Can I have a Darth Tater Toy? Mom please???

Woohoo!!!

Great grandma bday

2005-04-03T00:59:00.000+08:00

Music: Thrice - Stare At The Sun

The saturday post. Was out with darren yj ron and me. We were talking abt banglas jumping around in construction sites and lifting heavy stuff with one hand. Who else can say that i was involved in building the great takashimaya. Its a crap job but someones got to do it. They do it because they got important people at home, in bangla land and this is the best way to do a mans job. Provide food for the family.
Banglas i abit respect la, dont look down on them. They very strong. Next time got gangfight. EHH WAIT I CALL MY CONTRACTOR GANG. YOU TIKUS MICKEY GANG VERY BIG AH! COME LAH EH NAGADO! SATU DUA TIGA! YAh say malay very fast like scolding people like that. SATU DUA TIGA AH YOU!! YOU DONT SATU DUA TIGA LIKE THAT AH EH. I BEAT.

Alright. YJ was also saying church people scare him. Say the church which was charismatic. He said the people there scaring him. 1wk 2wk dont go they start calling him and frightening him say what will go to hell this kind of thing. Not literally but idea is there. Darren was like saying he was prejudiced against charismatic churches and prefer small traditional ones. Like mine... Didnt have a chance to ask them come, but all i said was. My church not like that. Hope more of this kind of conversations come up.

Today was greatgrandmas birthday. Meet all my aunties who are super chio, who are only like 20+ . They all say.. YOU GO SP GO SEE ER MEI SECT ONLY RIGHT! THINK I DUNNO. Then i jokingly was like ehh sia lahh, secret la ehh. But seriously im doing what i like, so ill put my best into it. Not like primary and sec school. I dont really like it thats why nv put effort thats why come out like that.

Like that = Jack.

Yup, my uncle edmund ,who is my father's brother, is damn zai i wanna be like him. Drive a convertible, attract girl only. Sia la his peurgeot press one button the roof can push back. I see also tio stun. Dunno what happen to my father sia. Why so different. WHERES MY CONVERTIBLE DAD?!!! I WANT ONE FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!! haha.

Alrightt,, see you all soon.

Lyric from : The Eagles - Hotel California

Mirrors on the ceiling,
The pink champagne on ice
And she said 'We are all just prisoners here, of our own device'
And in the master's chambers,
They gathered for the feast
They stab it with their steely knives,
But they just can't kill the beast

Last thing I remember, I was
Running for the door
I had to find the passage back
To the place I was before
'Relax,' said the night man,
We are programmed to receive.
You can checkout any time you like,
but you can never leave!

Desmond Roxxor Foo's Aliases

Your movie star name: Oreo Hong

Your fashion designer name is Desmond Rome

Your socialite name is Lemon Amsterdam

Your fly girl / guy name is D Foo

Your detective name is Hamster Singapore Polytechnic

Your barfly name is Oreo Chivas + Coke

Your soap opera name is Roxxor Hougang

Your rock star name is Hamburger Sweet MRT

Your star wars name is Desdig Foocur

Your punk rock band name is The Tired Microphone

The Amazing Meganame Generator

WAHAHA THIS IS FUNNY

asd

2005-04-01T14:35:00.000+08:00

My mom doesnt trust me also. She say i bring friends home. Cos she found a key in the toilet bowl. I was really like WTp lor. I say no she still say dontlie dontlie.
She dont trust her son how can she trust God.

Anyway i did qt later, and i felt better.

Geez/

WORKWORK

2005-03-31T21:36:00.000+08:00

Music: Pug Jelly - Come Home Soon

Hey. Its the favourite day of the week. Thursday. Yupp, many things have happened.
Going for interview tmr. Should be quite okay. But if i dont get it quite jack sia. Really no money already.

People have trust issues with me. Actually i donno. Donno whether its i interpret wrong or what. But... people ive been with for like 1284731024719284092 years, still want to like doubt me. Like i wanna do something heineous. Whatever it is, i dont really bother abt it already. Didnt even use the account. If that makes you happy.

Going to play dota. Then maybe watch naruto.

Took 2hrs to do this template. Comments please.

Lyrics From: My Chemical Romance - Cemetary Drive
this night, walk the dead
in a solitary style
and crash the cemetery gates.
in the dress your husband hates
way down, mark the grave
where the search lights find us
drinking by the mausoleum door
and they found you on the bathroom floor

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

back home, off the run
singing songs that make you slit your wrists
it isn't that much fun, staring down a loaded gun
so i won't stop dying, won't stop lying
if you want i'll keep on crying
did you get what you deserve?
is this what you always want me for?

HAppy bday YJ

2005-03-29T02:31:00.000+08:00

Third Day - Show Me Your Glory

I caught a glimpse of Your splendor
In the corner of my eye
The most beautiful thing I've ever seen
And it was like a flash of lightning
Reflected off the sky
And I know I'll never be the same

wow. nice isnt it.

And I know ill never be the same.

Happy birthday YJ!!!!!

Somehow i always enjoy playing pool with him. Its like stress free. I can like play properly and learn stuff everytime i play with him. Yup. LEHPAK LEHPAK! SIA LAH!

I still feel that i can bring him to church but i just like cant bring myself to do it. I pray that someday i will be able to. Yup...

Tmr i going to play pool with isaac and cut hair with shane. dunno whether i want to cut anot leh.... see my mood. see whether itchy or not. wahaha.../

Well, job offer at hotel rendevous. Its only $4... but meals included. So its not that bad after all. But my saturday burn. how sia... Ill think more abt it.

I need money!! i cant believe im so like thrifty. Like i start budgeting when i eat into my savings. Instead of Like $0. Heh good trait.

Today i went eye checkup also. Degree decreased. So now its 150//175 . Wahaha. Last time nearly hit 300 Now not even 200. But i got astig now. you win some you lose some.

Well thats all.

Lyric from: Third Day - Just To Be With You

I've heard a tale that a man would climb a mountain
Just to be with the one he loves.
How many times has he broken that promise?
It has never been done
Well I never climbed the highest mountain,
but I walked the hill of calvary

And just to be with you I'll do anything,
there's no price I would not pay, no
Just to be with you I will give everything.
I would give my life away.
Yeaaaa

I've heard it said that a man would swim an ocean
Just to be with the one he loves.
But all of those dreams are an empty emotion
It can never be done.
Well I never swam the deepest ocean
But I walked upon the raging sea

And just to be with you I'll do anything,
there's no price I would not pay, no
and just to be with you I would give everything.
I would give my life away.
Yeaaaa

And I know that you don't understand the fullness of my love
How I died upon the Cross for your sin
And I know that you don't realize how much that I give you
And I promise I would do it all again

Just to be with you I've done everything
There's no price I did not pay, no
Just to be with you I gave everything
Yes I gave my life away.
Yeaaaaa

Just to be with you
Oh, just to be with you (3x)

Which Incredibles Character Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

Yay.

Dunno what

2005-03-24T02:39:00.000+08:00

Music: Eminem - Mockingbird

Im out of work again. Too lazy. but i want my ipod mini. Saw rons one. Wah jealousjealous. Grr... Its kinda hard to find easy money. It always comes with hard price. Maybe selling backside very easy... hmm....

My hands touched the guitar since a very long time. Now i practising Ryan Cabrera's true and matchbook romance tiger lily. Waha. thanks to aw playing that dumb song on skype. I want to show off. =/ So thats how my hand touched the guitar and not the keyboard . But now my keyboard come back to my hand. knasfkafgnkigegejoojadfnasf
haha.

The mcfly new song very nice!! Its all about youuuu, its all about youu babbyyy. its all about yoouuu its all about yoouuuu Very long since i heard a happy song. Well ,,,it sounds happy. Then another nice song!! frankie j feat baby bash obsessions! Dunno why i like it but i do... I hear bands like underoath , find it irritating! Oh no. A music midlife crisis?? OMGWTPBBQ!!

Yea. Its OMGWTPBBQ . NOT OMGWTFBBQ! YOU ALL ARE NOOBS~!! ALL JUBO!!! ALL POSERS FROM BATTLENET!!! NOT ORIGINAL!!! Very sad. People kope our lingo! So typical of the americans. All copycats. shameshame bahboo seng. lol.

Good friday coming. I dont feel so good. I feel hungry.

Im just typing everything that comes to my mind now. So the contents maybe be quite rubbish.

I kinda hate people who tag people boards with bombastic nicks such as IAMTEHSUPERMAN!! or ChiOxGuRlZ! or NARUTOSUCKS! or anything that says everything except who you are. Kinda stupid i find.

Natt pangseh meee. Say we go lehpak in the end i at home touch myself.

Naruto 127-128 out tmr!~ Woot! Kevin pls burn 124-126 for me thx. my mom deleted it by accident. feeling quite jack now.

Word of the day: pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis

blahblahblah.

Lyrics from : Electrico - Feed The Cats

I wonder where you are, i never know your name
we always meet but you never ever let me in,
You're crazy in the sun, you're laughter in the rain.
You close me tightly, it tears my mind, and me go. Round and round, in the brain,
sometimes i think i'm going insane
"Feed the cats and pull me by the hair".
What is this? Who are you?
Why you smiling when you're blue?
Is this something that i gotta be?
Where you going babe?
I see you like the train.
I never see you in the house, but you're always in the rain.
Play with me my friend, I'm all alone tonight,
Don't you make me go to bed and make me start.
Another dream, another night, lets run away and start a fight.
Come with me and take me by the hand.
What is this? Who are you? Why you smiling while you're blue?
Is this something that i gotta be?
Feed the cats pull me down, what is this and where you from?
Round and round in the brain, sometimes I think I'm going insane.
Another dream, another night, lets run away and start a fight.
Come and with me and take me by the hand.

Electrico Gig.

Typical of an SA boy.

Waha amandas on maxim too.

IAMTEHSUPERMAN!!

Road Trip 2005

2005-03-19T03:33:00.000+08:00

Music: Ciara feat Missy Elliot - 1 2 Step

This entry is for the 17th of march 2005.

Sorry for the long delay. Bloggers been weird. and ive also been weird. Becos of the road trip 2005.

*SMS Sound*

You have 1 new message from Darren.

Eh want go overnight cycling? 730pm meet at east coast.

OKay so me and yj went to east coast and help them rent the 5bikes first. They only came at 830. But it was no biggie. We started out we went to marine parade. Go classic pool play pool until 12am. Then we stopped at the 7-11 there to restock and buy water. We then went thru katong and to kallang. The road there doing road works, then very narrow. Darren cut his leg, then i was like ouch,,, Then later Johnny try to jump the kerb then also fall down. Then i cut early then also fall down. Damn sad. All of us at least keh kiang (act smart) moments. Then YJ, he strolling behind then almost turn wrong way. Wahahha.

Right,, anyway, stopped at boon keng 7-11 and then the nxt one was at kovan 7-11. We were shouting MAGESH!!! MAGESH!!! COME DOWN NOW!!!! I WANT TO BEAT YOUUUU MAN HON STYLE!!! lol. I realised im kinda addicted to 7-11's mashed potato. Must have nicotine inside.

The road on kovan was a killer. So many uphills and the downhills were little. Everybody already wanna die. Then later past hougang and go to yio chu kang and jalan kayu to eat prata. Yes, from east coast park to jalan kayu just to eat prata.

To be continued soon.

Continued...

yes. me teh leader from hougang to jalan kayu. so fun so many downhill so much wind.. no traffic.

Ate prata.

Rode on the TPE to pasir ris. Yes i was at nats house like 430am in the morning. lol. lalala then my bicycle abit spoil already then finally reached east coast park at 600am! Nv got to see sunrise though. It was still dark. Then we all fell asleep. Woke up at 8am. kenna jack. so much for sunrise.

Go home slp until next day.

Finished.

KALINKA

2005-03-12T23:16:00.000+08:00

Music: Mark Ronson: Ooh Wee

So i got blinded by love. Haha.

Went to a charismatic church on friday. Which is also isaacs birthday. hes a legal man now. Only cannot watch R21. Eh faster grow up la. Why so slow? LOL. Wheres ian's long island tea???

And NAT! MY TEH C PENG TMR!

Anyway, back to the charismatic church. Pardon me for being cynical,, the people there dont know their denomination. And its like everybody there only wants to make friends only. Most of them dress like gangsters, posers and dunno what. Maybe being a methodist i am, all this new way is not my thing. ALl their fast song , play faster, all their slow song, play fast. Thats not a bad thing though. The bad thing is the message. The pastor was like using terms like Oh my God! as in exclamation. casually. Then he was like i take a stick poke the spider then the spider die. Then when talking abt pple committing suicide. Wheeee superman batman. Piak. Then people will just laugh. I was like literally Whaffuk! This is like sensitive issue and you make fun like that!

And no it wasnt city harvest.

The talking in tongues was crazy also. I give the benefit of a doubt that they are talking through the spirit la. But its like script like that. Ive got a friend that say,,, my church all the people can speak in tongue but i donno why cannot. Then they keep praying for me keep asking me to accept it but i also like...

Isnt that tantamounting to pressuring?

I dont know. I was already uneasy when i was told to go to charismatic church.

Oh ya. You didnt prove anything. Nothings changed. yup.

Anybody got views/comments? please tag my board thankyou...

SEMIFORMAL TMR!

Lyric from Brand New: Seventy Times Seven

So, is that what you call a getaway?
Well tell me what you got away with.
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish.
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids.
Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
and again when your head goes through the windshield.

Well this basically was a song written to the lead in TBS becos he stole BN's leads singer's gf for 7 years. And he was his best friend. What an ass.

I still miss you but my aims improving.

2005-03-06T03:15:00.000+08:00

Something Corporate - Konstantine

I still miss you but my aim is improving.

This week was a real packed one with rubbish and slackery.

Yet something was missing. I dont know what.

My pool skills really decrease sia. Saddened.

My wc3 is having trouble patching and the GM of L2 is screwing with the server.

Sometimes i wonder stupid stuff like why a brain is called a brain and why a lung called a lung. Sounds weird but yea..

I appreciate those people that i went out with... gab and sher. Thanks for the outing. Thanks sher for your uber lame jokes. I cant stand it. Been really nice to see you after so long. =) And the sour sweets. =/

Finally managed to finish kakashi gaidens. Caught up with manga 250. The way gaara got caught was dumb.

Going to support shane at danceworks tmr. And i get a free tehpeng!!!!

Thanks Naaaaatt!
H.I.M (His ~~Imperial~~Infernal Majesty)

May be buying kevins second hand ipod. with many other goodies. But im beta testing first! Just like how God beta tested the world with dinosaurs before letting humans run freely on earth. Heh. Take care all.

Lyric from: Finger Eleven - Stay In Shadow

So cold that you cannot cope
With a frozen heart
I guess we blow apart
I guessed it from the start

Chidori vs rasengaan

Another crossroad.

2005-03-03T02:13:00.000+08:00

Music: Roses Are Red - Handshakes And Heartbreaks

And now at another crossroad.

Sometimes too much choice is as bad as no choice.

Dunno what to go into sia!!!

But ive finally decided. Hur.

Today, went to Temasek Polytechnic to check it out. Not bad larh.. Small campus compared to other polys. Darren funny sia. He want go the course the guy ask whats your points.

Darren: 15.
The guy: 15... Not so gooood... better go for interview.

LOL. Then me and kaichuan go walk around. Then 1 guy passed me a biomedical engineering brochure. Then ask me whats your PSLE. Then i was like 13. Then i thinkthinkthink? Uhhh, 224. Uhhh, PSLE? Then KC started laughing, then the guy also err paiseh aggregate. Then KC saay your PSLE 13 you bomb already! LOL.

Then we go and like pretend to be interested in crappy courses. Such as some lousy business courses and nursing. LOL. Then they talktalktalk. Then how? are you convinced? Then err okay la. Then we go other booth. Then they talktalktalk. Then we say. how much do you think we are convinced? Then the woman jack. LOL.

Then the law one very funny. KC want to do law. But poly law is crappy. For NUS law faculty. 400 alevel students apply. only 200 shortlisted. and in which have straight As. Then only the top can go law. Then KC hear already sian1/2. Zhao ah zhao ah.

Darren went for his interview very long la. we can walk 2 round come back. still haven finish,

Saw matthew john and his gf. Nizam and senthil. One guy was telling Nizam. You go ITE better. Sad sia.

Anyway, all the course the lecturer say you stand a very good chance but to be safe better put as first choice.

Then KC say, what if 6 point come say i got 5 points. Will i stand a good chance if i dont put it as my first choice? Hmmm/.. dunno sia,,, how????

Darren finally finished his "interview"

He got lost after that. We met him at the "place where you can see all the school when you turn 1 round" Then we go eat at the canteen. The canteen shiok sia!! cheap and good. The western food Fish n chips $2.60 give so much. SAS $2 like 1/4 the portion. =/

Darren was laughing at the people at the interview. he say he stand very good chance if all his competitor all like that. The lecturer ask. Why you want to come this course? Then one guy say. i want to make people day special... make people happy. Then dunno what la. very funny one. Then got 1 girl try to speak pro english but cannot make it. I dont like to take risk-es. I know its bad to laugh at people but... its the same as laughing at mats.

Later Darren found out his course 20 points also can go in. Jack.

Then we went to sit down.
KC: YO, lets go TM mann, very long nv go.
Darren + Des: Mai la, go Toa payoh chill la.
KC: From TP want go TP?
Des: Ha ha.
Darren:Got straight bus la. 88.
Des: Here got 88 meh.... i sit 88 almost every wk dont have leh.
KC: That one guy or girl?
Des: Girl.
KC: Ehh Darren go ask whether she guy or girl.
Darren: Ask Magesh la. He sure do one. oR YKY.
KC: Magesh sure dare one. YKY. Later start fighting with the girl.
Darren + Des + KC: MUN HON STYLE! WHAM! LOL. Actually youre a nice guy... LOL

Okay that was damn funny and damn lame. Especially we saw the POSB in the poly. we start laughing. The engineering school ownself make one. LOL. All the desperate people go rob atm.

We went to the bus stop. Then i started asking eh sure got 88 anot? Then KC still say dont worry.sure have one. Then really dont have. BUt got 8. Then i tell darren eh 88 and 8 alot of difference leh... Dont make me mun hon style you.

Then we took... and ended up in TP. Toa payoh. Eh chill ah chill. Go pool there chill. Play pool. Everything also eh chill la.. so tension for what.. CHILL!.

KC didnt bring any cash. He got ezlink. So his lunch dinner snack all go eat mcdonald and 7-11. 2 pokka tea, 1 mashed potato, 1 marlboro hardpack. Excuse me can use ezlink?? Wahaha. in the end can. Damn funny.

Went home shortly after. Go home chill ah chill.

The day before. We all have party at voiddeck. Aaron seh on the floor. Dont want to embarass him but i have pics of him doing stupid things. IM me MSN!! Going to chill now.

OH YAH. To the anonymous guy on tagboard. you want to criticise at least make constructive criticisms. Not criticisms about me or what my character is like. Its unconstructive. Just like calling your mom ugly. Unconstructive. Your mom probably dropped you when you were a baby anyway. I console you.

Lyrics From Zebrahead - Feel This Way

Cause all that I see is jaded
Now I can't even see straight cause I'm faded
Stressed cause of strain and you know that I'm leaving today
And I care what you say, but I feel this way

2005-02-25T13:15:00.000+08:00

Music: Thrice - All That's Left

Yesterday go sing karaoke at 2am. The room so nice. Everybody sing stupid song. Drink 6 jug carlsberg. Later 6am go home. BLEHHHHH!!~!~~ I puked 3 times. Karaoke very fun. Once you get into the mood everybody will just sing also. Quite fun. Everybody drinking also thats why. NO TAH NO LAMPA! LOL. i already drink 4 mug already. Then suddenly all want to tah. I errr... tah then i abit not okay already. lOL. im okay now. Stopping work. SO can go out more often with people who i promised to go out with. yupyup. money coming. OH YA SHANE anD SHAUN BLUFF ME. citylink hmv nv sell 1gb md. I go there and hereen both say dont have. I felt so cheated. Went cartel to eat the icecream the 10scoops one. $15. Not bad. But dont go cartel go happydaze. wahaha.

Lyric from Cold - Bleed

You cant change me, i need music
to set me free
to let me be.

why.

2005-02-23T01:42:00.000+08:00

Goldfinger - Is She Really Going Out With Him?

Is she really going out with him?
Is she really gonna take him home tonight?
Is she really going out with him?
Cause if my eyes don't deceive me
Theres something going wrong around here...round here

So much for happy endings.

Going out to watch constantine tmr. Im supposed to feel excited. But i dont.

I ~~think~~ know im foolish. But i cant accept the fact that its better to be foolish than selfish with my emotions. At least for now.

Make this pain go away.

cdsaf gd

2005-02-22T02:35:00.000+08:00

Music: Maroon5 - Sweetest Goodbye

Hey,,, today was a clumsy day for me. I was feeling clumsy. Everything was slipping out my hands. And im feeling sleepy early.

i suddenly felt a need to download naruto manga. I just read finish 1 - 45. Now the chunnin exam 2nd one going to start. The anime was shiok man.

No work on wed and friday yay. no work after 28th yay. what am i going to do then?

Going to watch constantine.(finally) on wed. Dunno whether its confirmed or not also. Later make me waste take leave. Oh well. I want to watch the attack on precinct 13 or sometthing like that. Got morpheus guy lawrence fishburn.

Haku is a boy!!! NO!!!!!
Haha.

Zabuza's still my 2nd favourite naruto character man. First comes gaara.

i keep having this recurring dream. I havent told anyone abt it yet. If it continues maybe i will. So surreal.

I watched desperate housewives today. I think teh show totally sucks man. Dunno whats so nice. The plots so lame. Its not even funny its disgusting. I watched las vegas too. That show was nicer. More like CSI. The chinese girls plan to kill the father. Cool storyline. I HEAR A FIRE ENGINE AND IT GOES WOOOOO!!!! WOOOOO!!! WOOO!! Wahaha damn funny. All the crazy fever vegas newbies have. Wonder if i will hold my wedding in vegas... Hmm?? Dream on... still dreaming,....

Now i will go dreamland also.

Lyric from: Lostprophets - Five Is A Four Letter Word

Stop the noise
Get nowhere with your current state of mind
I even wonder why you're here please stay at home
Killing my laughter
Hurting my insides
You are played

ALIEN HOMINID!!!!

egames05

2005-02-20T02:18:00.000+08:00

Music: Finch - A Song For You

Today was egames. Supposed to go for sajc funfair. But i woke up at 1130. Anddd egames at 1pm. So oops lor. Cannot go. So i wake up, brush my teeth, nv eat, bathe then go out liao. Really seh man. Cannot make it

Anyway, met alvin at the bus interchange. Then we go natsmumshop to buy stuff. Alvin was complaining that the pao was too hard. Then he throw away. We see people come we will say ALL GEARED UP MAN! Then after that it became the secret password. Then so funny. Dinah and her friend come. WHATS THE PASSWORD??? DONNO CANNOT ENTER. Then she was like HARRR?????!!! Then alvin give chance then let them go. So funny...

Anyway, i sort of regret leaving my basketball ECA when i was like primary 5. If not i become GOSU! PRO! Lucky still got some skill.

All the bballers all so zai. But also expected la. Not noob friendly all so zai one. So must create a game for egames that not so zai pple also can play. Lets say balanced... Teh prog7am he4d mu5t cr3ate a g4me taht teh n00b also can play and wont be so imba. LOL. L33t quite fun. ehh,, the prize so good leh. $50 sportslink. End up they go buy sportsbra. -.-''

My Toe Got Blister!!!!

After that go eat. Ughh im hungry now. AHH dont talk abt food.

Okay, then we go church slack. At first jac,shaun and me. We all go look at the construction site. It looked like tsunami strike the thing.

Tsunami struck =/

Me in the crane thing. HELP!

Me pretending to be banglah, SORRY BOSS NO OVERTIME DEH!

Then we later go playground lie on the rubberised floor. Play tai dee with funky cards. Later elaine and clarissa come extra. Then we sianed go play truth or dare... Got some... funny stuff. better not embarass!! Hahaha.

Later go home with elaine and clarissa. Take same bus ma... Later talktalk talk ,then bus come. Then the stupid bus got so many flies. Aircon somemmore. Then we all alight and take another one.

They all bully me! Make me stop in serangoon!

Later go home. I reach home still faster than them. Haha. Ok. cya.

Rufio - White Lights

time is wasted and gone
life is passing on again
the white lights leading you on
is this the end?
time is wasted and gone
life is passing on again
the white lights leading you on
is this the end...

Your Brain is 46.67% Female, 53.33% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female

You are both sensitive and savvy

Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed

But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

Hengs. Nearly became a female.

I'll wear this on my sleeve, gimme a reason to believe

Good day!

2005-02-18T21:43:00.000+08:00

Music:Papa Roach - Tightropes

Today was a good day. It rained and it really cooled the whole place down. The projection tv came! Now the shop saturday sunday sure got people one. Plus super speakers so got goal. will be GOALLLLLL Haha.

Then today got lion dance come. Two lion dance! Lol. Is those kind of walk around and ask for money. then you pay them to go away kind. Then Jo was thinking what if the front one farted. the behind one how. Then she say in hokkien, CB! earn you $6 then give me smell your fart! Giddy only! Then say the behind one poke the guys butt... Aiya she damn nonsense la. But the lion dance is damn funny. Put the drum on the trolley. Then can move one. Mobile economic.

But the best part of the day is coming...

I go home already. Then i walk walk walk. Then i see something on the floor. I go and look then i saw it! Then i became very excited. Then i continue walking. Then i was thinking... Eh sia lah. If i dont take it someone will. Then i got idea. I went to the darkest corner of the park. Then i flip the dustbin. Then i take the rubbish bag. Inside no rubbish one. Only got water, then i empty it. Then i went back to take it home.

I dragged it over the bridge and to the busstop. I made sure no one can see it. Then i boarded the bus. Reached home. Climb up the staircase of the mansion aka HDB. Then threw away the plastic bag leaving it exposed for everyone to see. No one was home.
I put it on the staircase and finally took a picture of it.

It revealed. So proud of myself.

ONE WAY JESUS! LOL

Ha ha ha. That was funny. Im really happy now. It really was big. No wonder it fell off. My feet so small compared to it. LOL. KK. i go off now. Take care all!

Lyric from: Velvet Revolver - Loving The Alien

Sometimes I make believe
When we're alone
Machines have taken hold
Can you get me to a telephone
It's just the little things
You used to see
Am I still that man who makes you who you want to be

Leo Kissing Horoscope

Your kisses are wild and uninhibited, biting and clawing; you expect applause for your performance.

Your Relationship Potential: It could be a fun fling, or it could be the love of your life. Sample your free reading for more details.

What's Your Kissing Horoscope?.

RAWR!!!! CLAP LEH! LOL

asdasd

2005-02-18T01:18:00.000+08:00

Music: Jars Of Clay - Love Song For A Saviour

Hmm. Im okay now. I think its just me. Sorry to all those 47826165741649 people ive offended.

Right.

Want to take this time to say i love jesus.
I want to fall in love with you.

No matter how many earthly setbacks i have. He'll always be there for me.

Changed my blog template too. Took me 1hr. All pics are from naruto! You dunno what naruto is go find out. I think people much or less expected this sooner or later.

KAGE BUNSHIN NO JUTSU!! *POOT*

Tmr is going to be a good day.

Took this from nat's blog. Winamp is my fave player mans.

Winamp Survey

How many total songs?
577 only. More coming.

Space taken
2gb

Sort By Artiste
[A]Ace Of Base, Alicia Keys, Alter Bridge, Apocalyptica, Ash, Ashlee Simpson, ATB, ATC, Atreyu, Avril Lavigne,

[B]B4 4, Barry Kuenzel, BBMak, Benny Bennasi, Black Eyed Peas, Blink 182, Brand New, Busted,

[C]Cake, Cascada, Chevelle ,Ciara ,Cold , Counting Crows, Craig David, Creed ,

[D]D12, Dashboard Confessionals, David Tao Ze, DC-10, Disturbed, Dj Sammy, Dj Tiesto, Dragon Force, Dream Theatre,

[E]E-Type, Electrico, Eminem, Expresso,

[F]F.I.R, Fantasy Project, Finch, Finger Eleven, Floorfilla, Flow!!!, Franz Ferdinand, From Autumn To Ashes,

[G]Ghostface, Goldfinger, Good Charlotte, Greenday, Groove Coverage, Gundam SeedST, Guns N Roses,

[H] Hafiz A'Ari, Haiducci, Harpsong, Hillsongs, Hoobastank,

[I]Imperio, Incubus, Interpol,

[J]J-Kwon, Jars Of Clay, Jay Chou, Jennifer Saunders, Jet, Jimmyeatworld, JoJo,

[K]Keane, Kevin Lyttle, Kittie, KoRn,

[L]Latte DJ, Lil Flip, Lil Jon And The Eastside BoyZ Linkin Park, Liquid Tension Experiment, Lostprophets

[M] Mario Winans, Maroon5, Martillo Vago, Matchbook Romance, Matt Redman, Metallica, Moments In Grace, My Chemical Romance,

[N]Nickelback, Nightwish, Nitty,

[O] O-Zone, Outkast,

[P]P.O.D, Papa Roach, Passion Worship Band, Pete Yorn, Placebo, Plain White T's, Pug-Jelly,

[Q]Queen, Queers,

[R]Radiohead, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Rx Bandits,

[S]Saosin, Scatman John, Scooter, Seal, Seether, Senses Fail, Shifty, Silverstein, Skindred, Slipknot, Something Corporate, Spineshank, Staind, Static-X, Story Of The Year, Stratovarius, Stutterfly, Sum41, Switchfoot, Symphony-X, System Of A Down,

[T]Taking Back Sunday, Tata Young, Techno, Terrorsquad, The Blackbyrds, The Calling, The Eagles, The Grim Reaper, The Killers, The Rasmus, The Vines, The Wild 94.9 Doghouse, Three Days Grace, Three Doors Down, Three Of A Kind, Thrice, Tree63,

[U]United Live, Usher,

[V]Velvet Revolver,

[Y]Yellowcard, Yngwie Malmsteen,

[Z]Zebrahead, Zero Down.

Sort by Song Title
First: 187 - Senses Fail
First By Alphabet: A Ghost Between Us - Nightwish feat Lacuna Coil
Last: 9Pm Till I Come - ATB
Last By Alphabet: Zhi Zhang Zi Shang - Jay Chou

Sort by Time
First: Dream Theatre feat Joe Satriani - Mission Impossible (1:19)
Last: Dream Theatre - The Glass Prison (13:47)

Sort by Year
First: Metallica - One (1988)
Last: Three Doors Down - Let Me Go (2005)

Sort by Album
First: 7 Years And 50 Days - Groove Coverage
First by alphabet: All That's Left - Thrice
Last: 14 Shades Of Grey - Staind
Last by alphabet: You Are My World - Hillsongs

Top 5 Albums with the most tracks
1. Electrico - So Much More Inside (12)
2. Lostprophets - Start Something (8)
3. Senses Fail - Let It Enfold You(7)
4. Thrice - Artiste In The Ambulance (7)
5. Atreyu - Suicide Notes And Butterfly Kisses(7)

Top 5 Artistes with the most tracks
1. Senses Fail (13)
2. Electrico (12)
3. Lostprophets (11)
4. Something Corporate (11)
5. Hoobastank (11)

Top Ten Most Played Songs
1. Senses Fail - Martini Kiss (407)
2. Goldfinger - Walking in the dark (299)
3. F.I.R - Revolution (293)
4. Finch - Letters To You (279)
5. Benny Bennasi - California Dreaming (200)
6. Lostprophets - Last Train (200)
7. Stratovarius - Black Diamond (175)
8. My Chemical Romance - The Ghost Of Us (160)
9. Placebo - Every Me Every You (90)
10. Matchbook Romance - Ex Marks The Spot (88)

Ten Recently Played Songs

1. Matchbook Romance - Lovers And Liars
2. Hoobastank - Ready For You
3. The Killers - Somebody Told Me
4. Terrorsquad - Lean Back Remix
5. Benny Bennasi - Illusion
6. My Chemical Romance - Thank You For The Venom
7. Jay Chou - Wai Po
8. Goldfinger - My Everything
9. Thrice - Torch To End All Torches
10. Story Of The Year - Sidewalks

10 Recently Added
1. Three Doors Down - Let Me Go
2. Queen - We Are The Champions
3. Ciara - One Two Step
4. Jars Of Clay - Love Songs For A Saviour
5. Eminem - Mosh
6. Eminem - Like Toy Soldiers
7. Eminem - Mockingbird
8. Dragon Force - My Spirit Will Go On
9. Dragon Force - Valley of The Damned
10. Fantasy Project - Crazy Baby

Never Played

- 0 items.

Find "sex," how many songs show up?
0 items.

Find "death," how many songs show up?
2 items.
Good Charlotte - I Just Wanna Live (Album: Chronicles Of Life And Death)
Good Charlotte - Predictable (Album: Chronicles Of Life And Death)

Find "love," how many songs show up?
17 items.
Atreyu - Ain't Love Grand
Atreyu - You Give Love A Bad Name
Counting Crows - Accidentally In Love
Dashboard Confessionals - As Lovers Go
Floorfilla - Kosmiklove(remix)
Floorfilla - Kosmiklove
Goldfinger - I Love You More Today Than Yesterday
Imperio - Wings Of Love
Lil' Jon And The Eastside Boyz - Lovers And Friends
Maroon5 - This Love
Maroon5 - She Will Be Loved
My Chemical Romance - Demolition Love
Outkast - Hey Ya (Album: The Love Below)
Papa Roach - She Loves Me Not
Papa Roach - Life Is A Bullet (Album:Lovehatetragedy)
Papa Roach - Time And Time Again (Album:Lovehatetragedy)
Pete Yorn - Ever Fallen In Love

Somehow i enjoyed doing this. Maybe becos i love music. I see the word love so much. I thinking eh? love spell like that ah? seh already. Im pretty much okay now, to all the people who tagged my board. thx. i love all of you. haha.

Lyric From Papa Roach: Blood Brothers

It was a dream and then it hit me, reality struck
And now my life is all shifty and it all moves fast
Close to buck 50 and we all stand strong
In respect to the family in the times of our insanity
And through the words of profanity
I describe our dysfunctional family
Blood brothers keep it real to the end
Deeper to the thoughts that you think, not a trend

Blood brothers keep it real to the end.

sadasd

2005-02-17T01:38:00.000+08:00

Haha. Why are you so obnoxious? you think i like you?? Think again biatch.

valentinesday

2005-02-15T01:56:00.000+08:00

Music: Skindred - Nobody

Happy valentines day to all. hope that this day have helped you rekindle your love life or spice it up even more or help you get laid.

How was valentines for me? Take a guess. Obviously not so good. Come to think of it, all my past valentines have never been good. 2 times i was dumped before that dumb day. Working night shift was besides the point. But someone spoilt it by lying to me. And thats sad.

Sometimes i think people like you make christians have bad image.... Why do you tell me youre working if you dont want to go out with me? Why lie when youre going out with another guy? To disclose the fact that he bought your ass over movie and dinner?? Even if it was. I would have understood. Cos youre such a whore.

I wish sometimes that my blog was like xiaxues blog, where 42619716751621318 people visit it daily. Then they would know what a whore you are. Then they will see you on the road and call you one. But compassions in my nature. I will spare your name. I just wish that i wont see you again.

Haha.... Come to think of it. Why did you pretend to be so nice to me, give me wrong signals... Why was i such a fool to be led on by you. I admit that i liked you. and you know it too. And i know that you know that i like you. But dont worry. I can see clearly now. I wont lose my mind because of you. Wont lose my heart because of you. Wont lose my soul because of you. Because youre just not worth it. Nuff said.

Lyric from : Atreyu - The Crimson

My heart is dead and so are you.

LALAL

2005-02-07T00:45:00.000+08:00

LOL.

Music: Matchbook Romance - Promise

My comic better than isaacs comic! HA! I dont know abt changing jobs. will pray abt it. for now i go slp.

Lyric from: Maroon 5 - Sweetest Goodbye

I'll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive

Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you comeback
I have some things to say

You Are the Very Gay Tinky Winky!

Purple with a gay pride symbol... how could he not be gay?
And that red purse is divalicious!

What Gay Childhood Icon Are You?

LOL.

Saturday pop

2005-02-06T02:03:00.000+08:00

Music : Senses Fail - Bite To Break Skin

Hey. Todays saturday and sasmb's passing out parade. Wanted to go. Made preparations and stuff. Met YS and ron at around 3pm. Went to play ghost squad. Play until 5+ then we forget it.

Congrats timmy. SSG SIA!!!

Went to play pool... The auntie nv collect ic one. We thought of slowly going toilet 1 by 1 until nobody at the table. but i said no.

Then met timmy nabil and mat mat izzat. Go arcade. Play the punching game. Very fun and addictive sia the punch the bouncer game. I punch already feel very song. Nabil punch 113kg. Then i punch 100kg. The rest all 80 - 90 kg =/ . So i feel quite champion. Now i know why marcus (HD) say he can play $5 until go around begging for 50cents. LOL.

Then we play $1.50 lan shop. Not bad sia. Training CS source at home pays off. We all zhaoed later. Not after playing the punching game a few rounds. LOL. That arcade very screwed up. You play 1 game get 1 free. People tap one time then donno got 1 free. We press and play. Wahaha.

Saw MK's tag on nats board. That amy has probably seen our blogs at least once. If it was my old blog i would be very afraid. But now i know that this blog and that blog is a world of difference from the sentences punctuated with profanities. Now dont have. But last time also funny now still funny. =/

Yeah.. Then we all walk to the nearest mrt. Timmy zat and ron. All smoke machine sia. Smoke non stop. It seems easier to have self control now.

Nabil was saying how much we changed. Yeah, i thought abt it while listening to Atreyu - Lip gloss and black the instrumental part at 3.25 mins . wonderful song. Anyway. Yeah, was thinking abt it and yea really people change. Like hubert. He go sajc only he forget abt his buddies in sa. Nabzattim call him go ps with us. he say nonono. Then in the end see him there with all the sajc gals. =/

So have i changed for the good or changed for the bad? I still have holes to patch up in my life. Learning to put God first is one. Next is probably resisting temptation. Very difficult for me. Pray for me ya?

Tmr or rather later today.Going to give out oranges. Feel rather jaded lately. Dont feel like doing anything. I feel like finding a new job. This job is getting stale and im being taken advantaged of.

Show me Your Way. Jesus youre my best friend you will always be nothing will ever change that.

To Nat: Hey. Glad that ive known you. Yes the feeling is mutual. youre my best friend. Whatever you need whenever. I'll be a text or call away. Take care of yourself!

STUPID MOSQUITO HAS BEEN BITING ME FOR DAYS. SAME ONE ALSO. UNDER MY COMPUTER TABLE!! WARRGHGHG. They say a mosquito can lay egg in a puddle the size of a 20cent coin. Maybe it lay egg inside my woofer. Cannot be... My woofer blast all the water out
. Whatever it is. Im going to vacuum them all up. Soon. For now ill hit the sheets.

Have a blessed CNY!!! Hongbao take come. Cannot take go.

Lyric from : Franz Ferdinand - Auf Achse

You see her, you can't touch her
You hear her, you can't hold her
You want her, you can't have her
You want to, but she won't let you
You see her, you can't touch her
You hear her, you can't hold her
You want her, you can't have her
You want to, but she won't let you

You Belong in 1977

1977

If you scored...

1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in!

1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too.

1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all!

1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day.

1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!

What Year Do You Belong In?

2 placebo songs in a row... is that a sign???

cny shopping/

2005-02-04T01:43:00.000+08:00

Matchbook Romance - Ex Marks The Spot

Hey. today went cny shopping with adelia teh bakbak. go to stupid fareast. there got nothing one. In the end we all go to hereen and ps. I bought a white adidas shirt. Not bad la. Go HMV wanted to buy matchbook romance cd. but nope. oh. saw a bjork shirt at fareast. think nat will like it.

Then we all go ps eat pastamania.... didnt even know it existed. Then gab call me go to orchard mrt. nv say earlier! haiyo.

Anyway,,, afterthat we go work. It really frustrating when people shout at you. They stress then i not stress ah.. i doing outside more stress than inside you know.Nvm i tolerate. Know its not on purpose. Its this kind of things that make me wanna quit. But then full time job. Super big bosses do it all the time so must rennn.
but its like kinda unfair to me still. people press cash register abit slow they nv say anything. I only put a straw instead of spoon and they make so much noise. Next time you cannot work at night.. urr .Then the stupid cake. I want to put the cake they say use the thing to serve the cake. cannot use hand. okay la. then after that cynthia also use her hand becos common sense the cake got plastic and so small. Really i want to shout the blardy word but i cant.

Now the woman in the house is making noise. Go back and sleep la... my day bad dont make it worse. My job my hair care so much. No hair to cut still ask me go cut. Not nice not nice la. Hair free one can grow. I stupid i go mat barber cut my fault my damn fault happy? People will still like me for who i am whether my hair nice or not.

Going to sleep after i dl and watch naruto 120. Super pissed. Lucky tmr friday. End of the week.

Lyric From Matchbook Romance - Ex Marks The Spot (It came back to the same song!)

love is just another word for pain
it's a broken record repeating the same thing
when you want it it's not there
when you have it you don't care
when i lose it in the end...

the heartbreak, the heartache is more than i wanted
we gave up, we made up
it's not like you cared
deception, depression is all that i've got
am i losing what's there

and i've made up my mind
i'd be better off alone
love is just a waste of time

and all the lonely nights
and all the crushing scenes
and all the pointless fights

someone tell me what it means
someone tell me why hearts break
'cuz sometimes i think this thing called love is another word for pain

and i'm giving up on happy endings
the one's that are only in movies
where the guy gets the girl and everybody's happy
i think that's the way it should be

the heartbreak, the heartache is more than i wanted
we gave up, we made up
it's not like you cared
deception, depression is all that i've got
am i losing what's there

and i've made up my mind
i'd be better off alone
love is just a waste of time

and all the lonely nights
and all the crushing scenes
and all the pointless fights

someone tell me what it means
someone tell me why hearts break
'cuz sometimes i think this thing called love is another word for pain

is another word for pain
is another word for pain
nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah...

My only consolation for the day.

We both share the same birthday 7aug. Cool right she can be my older sis. shes 19 im 16. Look like me anot? lol.

Funny....

2005-02-03T02:01:00.000+08:00

Music: Matchbook Romance - The Greatest Fall (Of All Time)

Wow. Matchbook romance is really good. Not too trashy. and even got acoustic songs. Anyway. Today work was okay. corde came to see me which was really sweet. thx alot dearie miss you loads.

Anyway. Ive got a problem now. Feel very funny.... Lets say this scenario...

I used to like this girl
She used to dont like me.
Now I dont like her
Now she likes me.

This is what i call taking for granted and i really cant stand being used. Yet i dont want to be a cold hearted person. I really dont know so im siaming the person now.

Why does she have to come back now acting like nothing happened. So much for the reasons of why we cant be together. I cant be seen with you. =/

I shant think abt it anymore. Going CNY shopping with adelia tmr. Hope its fun. For now ill hit the sheets.

Why sia. So frustrating. I wish you'll just leave me alone. I've moved on. So should you.

Lyric from : Plain White T's - A Lonely September

And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

Your a water Dragon! Congrats! Like ice dragons,
you are extremly powerful, but show it more
often. You are a leader, and like to speak your
opinion. AND, you are charming, swift, and
great at dancing, ou enjoy getting stuck in the
rain, playing with friends, and swimming
anywhere! Wat-ER you wating for?

What elemental dragon are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Bloop/.

My mat Hairytage

2005-02-01T22:15:00.000+08:00
Music: P.O.D - Satellite

Today was a weird day. Today the mat barber very funny. Got this customer ride bicycle go the barber say eh you know people think my hair cut is house call you know! Then mat barber sia lah. Like VIP siol. Same hairstyle, same blackbelt. LOL.

Anyway got this weird people come order food. CHECKCHECKCHECKCHECK CHECKIT OUT WHATWHATWHATSIT ALL ABOUT. Then the hardys boy handsign. Weird. Then they ask me whether i know how to break. Got listen trance. Then i show them 7 and headstand only. They ask me go jc. i say why. They say can get laid easier. =/ I say no thank you. Ill rather get laid the old fashion way.

AND ANNE ASK ME CUT MY HAIR. AND I KENNA JACK.

My mat hairytage told in a few scrolls of your scroll bar:

NAZI SIA!!!

This pic was taken in the barber shop. What did nazi and mats have in common? Trying to figure out.

So short. Press down never cover eye.

Sad sia compare to this.

See that?? See never even pull already cover. Bah.

If you still cant see. Theres more

Close up (1)

Can see? Cannot?

Close up (2)

No more sideburns but still have back hair which is super mat.

No hair cover ear also.

Now AhDes so sad.

Feels like i go jail and take a mugshot then need to cut hair.

UHH SO SADDDDD >_<

My jail registration number...

But the barber say grow long will nicer. Cos he donno what inset outset. If he correct then i will happy/

HURHURHUR.

GLEE

Thats all for my mat hairytage story.

Lyric From Usher feat Alicia Keys - My Boo
There's always that one person
That will always have your heart
You'll never see it coming
Cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me
It's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby ooh you'll always be my boo

Atreyu!

Funy

2005-01-31T22:26:00.000+08:00
Music: Yellowcard - Only One
Got this from joels blog.

India:Calcutta:23/04/2001:1.41p.m.

The Urban Reformist Battalion And Narcist Society(TURBANS) Secret Headquarters

Attendance List for Annual TURBANS Conference
Director Galamachibulamachi Sivatruprumina Gonchanginmyhouse(G.S.G)
Exe.Director Bhuvnesh Trikripata Siddhartha Guatama Buddhaindahouse(B.T.S.G.B)
Assoc.Director Mamakninehnehkonek Vatthehellishappening Hereinmyhouse(M.V.H)
Assoc.Director Supramanikam Hellabetterspelloutmyname Chandrabooboo(S.H.C)
Head Advisor Kampungchiktaklakak Pontianakdumdeedumdeedum (K.P)
Asst.Head Advisor Kokmanwhyismybrothersuchanass Bontianakdumdeedumdeedum(K.B)
Lead Advisor Shitwhy Thishappentome Digmynoseforyoutosee (S.T.D)

GSG: Starrt.
BTSGB: Verry well, aritaliligum bangladeshi ina shingapooru yandapochitigur pachitaligur batrivoullle ne?
STD: Huh?
GSG: PONDEK! Speaka enlisha BTGSB ne? Thisa stoopid pachinko dunno hindu.....
STD: I beg your pardon sir, i'm an indian as much as you are!
GSG: Shutup, pachinko! Me director, u emproyee, ne?
STD:........
BTSGB: Orruu k......engrrish no good me k?
STD:K.......
BTGSB: To....... ah....... upadate youru all on bangradeshi conspirrrracyyy, ve have invact marnaged to infildrade shingapooru, our veople there arre rready for action.
KP:Yeah!
KB:Yeah!
GSG: Shutup! Me director, u emproyee, ne?

And so........ that was pretty much how the majority of the conversation went. The Bangladesh Conspiracy was in action and it seems that no one can stop the BLACK DEATH!!!But first! Before we delve into that, lets take a look at some good past examples where naughty bangladeshi man have killed good other-skin-colored-people.

Semptember 11 Terrorist Attack
In a plane somewhere........
A bangladeshi worker heading to the US to do construction work walks to the pilot cabin and demands that he be served murtabak with lemon seeds and kana or he will urinate onto the controls of the plane. The pilot reacted swiftly and contacted the head steward to prepare such a dish. After eating his murtabak with lemon seeds and kana, he stretched out his arms, momentarily knocking out the pilot with his BO. Being a bangladeshi, he urinated on the controls anyway causing a dysfunction within the plane's control system. A kind-hearted afghistani terrorist wannabe tried to help to repair the avaiation controls but did not suceed and in the process, accidentally set the plane's course directly towards the World Trade Center, NY.

Iraq War
When he was but a young boy, Saddam Hussein was a naive and innocent teenager studying in Iraq. He fell in love with another Iraqi girl and got married to her 2 years later, their relationship was fruitfull and blissful, with 3 children and a stable income, Saddam loved his wife more than anything else in the world. One day, when he came back from work, he found his wife having an extramarital affair with the bangladeshi milkman from the store downstairs. Needless to say, he was enraged and killed his entire family including the milkman. From that day on, he became Saddam Hussein, the ruthless dictator we have all come to know.

World War II
During peace-treaty talks with America at pearl harbour, a bangladeshi cleaner was working nearby sweeping up sand, which he could never seem to finish sweeping. When he was walking past a tree, a seagull shit on him, causing him to exclaim "frick!". nearby, german dictator Adolf Hitler suddenly jumped up onto the table, "VAT! You call me ficken!?" leading to a total ensulation of chaos whereby american politicians pulled the braids of german woman and german generals danced strip tease on the beaches of kahouna.

LOL.

Lyric From: Terrorsquad - Lean Back

Said my niggaz don't dance we just pull up our pants
And do the rockaway, now lean back, lean back, lean back, lean back
Come on
I said my niggaz don't dance we just pull up our pants
And do the rockaway, now lean back, lean back, lean back, lean back
Come on

Beer

?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
brought to you by Quizilla

Beer is nice.

ChIndian

2005-01-30T21:58:00.000+08:00
Music: Placebo - Special Needs

Woah, super shacked. Stupid running around aimlessly. But if people had fun i had fun. I think that running around in Chinatown and Little India was quite educational. I was thinking abt how unsaved they were. People in Chinatown were very superstitious about luck. Ask them where the "cai shen" in chinese: Let me see, see already then got luck. Huh? he come already ah? LOL. As in cai shen dao le ah? okay.

Little India. I think they cut short. Never really get to see anything. Only abt betel chewing addictions and yucky food. Oh talking abt food. Pigs brain soup rocks man. Woo. Had fun eating. Even indian kueh. The super sweet one. Woo...

But i think there should be more to just running around. Is like not respecting culture? Singaporean culture during CNY, is to shop till you drop, spring clean. But we didnt even have time to see wares. Unlike sheldie who was station masta. Can buy Hillsongs united. One way live. $17 lah! I also want station masta but i always have to lead group. Its okay. Can go there next saturday.

Was so demoralised by the jalan besar clue. and somemore was our first one. How do you expect people to know which Jalan Besar one is in front of a fruit juice stall. Firstly you dont even know where the fruit juice stall is. Youre just wandering aimlessly if you dont know chinatown. Even if you walk to the wrong one. Still waste time. Then have to U turn. I still think its not fair. While people progressive work to that clue then its more on the way... Yeah. just a little feedback.

You may say im a sore loser. Yes i am.

Can win one lor... zazaza.

Well, not every thing will go my way sometimes just have to accept the fact i lost.=/

Still got work tmr. sure body ache. ahh.

Lyric from: Hillsongs - Forever

I'LL WORSHIP AT YOUR THRONE
D2/F#
WHISPER MY OWN LOVE SONG
Gmaj9
WITH ALL MY HEART I'LL SING
Bm
FOR YOU MY A
DAD AND KING

I'LL LIVE FOR ALL MY DAYS
TO PUT A SMILE ON YOUR FACE
AND WHEN WE FINALLY MEET
IT'LL BE FOR ETERNITY

AND Em
OH HOW D/F#
WIDE YOU OPEN Asus
UP YOUR ARMS
A
WHEN I NEED YOUR Em
LOVE
AND HOW Bm
FAR YOU WOULD A
COME
IF EVER I WAS C
LOST
AND YOU G/B
SAID THAT ALL YOU A
FEEL FOR ME
IS UNDYING C
LOVE
THAT YOU SHOWED ME THROUGH THE Em
CROSS D/F# G

D
I'LL WORSHIP YOU MY GOD
D/F#
I'LL WORSHIP YOU MY GOD
G
I LOVE YOU, Bm
I LO A
VE YOU
D
FOREVER I WILL SING
D/F#
FOREVER I WILL G
BE WITH YOU
Bm
BE WITH A
YOU D

Fairly simple. You can play boulevard of broken dreams you can play this. Nice song.

I GO JAIL! >_< Wahaha. This pic very funny. Taken on saturday when we go watch JamX at ngee ann city.

ho hum.

2005-01-27T01:36:00.000+08:00
Music: Chevelle - Blank Earth

Hey all. I really think dan brown is a good writer. He researched a alot. So he give you alot of facts and facts and even more facts and facts again then he twist the story. Then i also facepalms.

Is tagboard not working? Cos im having trouble seeing my tagboard.

My pays coming. woohoo. can treat you all pretzels from auntie annes. I got the coupon thingy. Today was a good day. Even online. SG and CS was good.

Take me. Mold me. Use me.

Now i realised why nat asked me to go for egames so early. Cos she part of the com... isit? Anyway. Not really looking forward to chindian. I say first i eat anything except prawns and hum. and tau gay..

Was flirting with the idea of keeping nonsingaporean cig packs. but gave it up. i see no point. Only beer bottle got more point. Later drop i jack.

After this update i may not update again for a long time. so dont miss me.

Timmy told me today that he go see jajit thaipusam. He say he got 120 piercings and all after 1 min heal. Wow. How is that possible. Timmy said got blessed ash. When he said blessed ash i thought it was the name of a band. Then alvinkumar all go thambi beat.

Ghost squad is a nice game. 1 credit can finish 1 game. LOL. Well worth $1.35

I also quite stress. Random people on friendster messaging me. Then what dinah meimei tell me. i also stress. Argh. PSLE 261 wow. i study i can get 474489745416158321.

Resisted alot of temptations man. for that im so proud.

Im hungry now. Going to bed hungry then in the morning i can eat alot. RaWR. What logic... =/

Lyric from: Incubus - Megalomaniac

If I were your appendages
I'd hold open your eyes
So you would see
That all of us are heaven sent
There was never meant to be only one
To be only one

You Are From Neptune

You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability.
You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea.
Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion.
You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone.
If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything.

What Planet Are You From?

Neptune! Enutpen!

FUSION 2005

2005-01-24T01:35:00.000+08:00
Music: Jay Chou - Wai Po(Grandmother)

Hey all. Was too lazy to blog yesterday. Anyway. Want to say happy belated birthday to gabrielle. Hounding me for present already. Bleh. Happy birthday ah. Be good girl.

Fusion was great. To me it was. Not because of worship not because of pray. But its because of You. We're coming back to the heart of worship cos its all about You. Frankly speaking. Worship wasnt that great. But somehow i didnt mind. The great thing was that we changed the lyrics from this is how we overcome. You have turned my mourning into clubbing. LOL. ONE WAY EAT CAKE. Okay thats a tale to be told for another day.

But what struck me was that pastor was emphasizing how great it was to be a chosen generation. I feel that this is true. Other people of the faith are also having this premonition . We are here to advance God's kingdom. WOw.

Fusion's response was overwhelming. MMM-Mmonster kill! My bad. So many people came that we had to split 2 groups. One go audi one go sanctuary. Lucky we all early get to go audi where the sound system wasnt so bad. Live worship and God seemed so real.

Kudos to jaqjaq,shane, nicholas and all fusion choir members. You all did a great job

Saw so many one camp people. Such as audrey the didi. Wonder where she gets all her trucker caps from. Squash, hey man. Annabelle. THe banana. Ivee, siao char boh. Jared whose father name is jack. and claris. Who donno whether she know me anot. Wot wot wot sia. She call me fat. Eye got problem. Saw robbie and the book of tales guy too. LOL. Too bad agnes zhao already. Wanted to talk to her.

Couldnt find shinobi and JB was there. Went home via MRT with elaine, clarissa, and eunice. Prepared for small group. Next wk: ChIndian. Watch this space.

Today got church. I led small group. It was totally different from leading something else. Got through it. Small group leaders meeting ended at 5pm. Went home to sleep. I woke up i had to clean the car. And the worst thing was my mother and i dont see same frequency. I want to wash the outside first then inside. Then she say inside then outside. blahblahblah. Then in the end. the car got cleaned la. but i was very frustrated. cos i got more car cleaning experience. LOL. Dad's not home i should be incharge! The rest sit down. I miss my father. He said he was going to write back until now never. Cheat my feeling.

Going to sleep soon. Cya folks.

Lyric from: Dashboard Confessional - As Lovers Go
I'll be true
I'll be useful
I'll be cavelier
I'll be yours my dear if you just let me through
This is easy as lovers go.So dont complicate it by hesitating.
And this is wonderful as loving goes.
This is telling me whats the sense in waiting?
And i said you got to be honest. Ive been waiting for you all my life.

What a nice valentine day song. Which reminds me i need to go find one. any takers?

How Your Attitude Ranks

Your Attitude is Better than 60% of the Population

If you scored...

80-100: You've got a winner attitude. You're always optimistic and cheery. Your personality will get you far in life.

60-79: You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you.

40 - 59: You have a positive attitude... somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones.

20 - 39: You have an average attitude. You take the good and bad in life as they come. Though sometimes you could use a little more good.

0-19: You have a negative attitude. You tend to see the dark side of every situation. Free ice cream? No thanks, it will just make you fat!

How's Your Attitude?

Yay/

2005-01-22T02:15:00.000+08:00
Music: Atreyu - Lip Gloss And Black

Heya all. Very shiok im enjoying life. Dont mind the workload though. Tmr or rather today im going to get my atm card!! Then ill buy myself stuffed animals. I realised. Cigarette boxes the packaging is very good. No wonder so many people smoking. Then cigarette cases got one guy i see can flip , donno what he do la. very zai one , then the cigarette come out. Then beer and vodka also. Packaging also very nice. So now my hobby now is collect non-singaporean cigarette boxes and beer and vodka bottles.

Tmr or rather today is FUSION. No not LiquidfusioNz. Cos AhDes pwnZzZ LiquidfusioNz. Its a fact. Anyway i hope that fusion will rock my socks. And others as well.

Was playing halflife 2 singleplayer. Wah. Solid sia. The boat mission and the pheropod mission. Control the antlions whack the combine. Like starship trooper and you command the aliens with a squishy toy. Then all my pets all fly attack the bad guy then they fall off the building or fly through window wahaha. Halflife2 is worth the money you pay man. I am enjoying mine so much cos i didnt have to pay a single cent. wootwoot.

My shoulders hurt. Dont know why. So i guess im going to slp. Nights all.

Lyric from : Chevelle - Send The Pain Below

I liked having hurt,
So send the pain below where I need it,
You used to beg me to take care of things,
And smile at the thought of me failing.

But long before, having hurt,
I'd send the pain below,
I'd send the pain below.

How ironic. =/

You Are "Wow"!

What Japanese Smiley Are You?

WOW \(^0^)/ LOL>

The scars remind us that the past is real.

2005-01-19T01:39:00.000+08:00
Music: Papa Roach - Scars

The scars remind us that the past is real.

Been playing Hl2 and Cs source. Really solid man. Work was not so solid. Anyway. My work here, all the people all above 18. So they can smoke can drink. Then also talk very crudely. Then i like acted like them to be like "cool". I like it yet dont like it. I know its wrong but doing wrong things seem good. Thats sad.

I'm trying to refrain. But it seems so difficult. Pray that God will help me exercise self-control and be a good example. But first impressions always count right? and it seems that im no different from them.

Oh well. Do keep me in your prayers. And remind me to be a goodboy. Going to slp and reflect. I wonder hows my fathers doing. Hope hes having fun.

Lyric from Papa Roach: Scars

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life.

The graphics are these good that it scares me. So realistic. The alien jump out from donno where.

OLEOLEOLEOLEOLE

2005-01-17T00:07:00.000+08:00
Music: Ash - Envy

OLE OLE OLE OLE OLE! Singapore WIN!!! So Proud to be a Singaporean man! Unlike some people. Bet against their country. Ha. Thatsthe price you pay!!! $52!!! Wahaha. Had fun manz. Too bad couldnt get the free tshirt. If not ultimate zai. Can own pple. The shirt was very nice. It was sponsored by tiger beer. And it said "BEHIND EVERY LION THERES A TIGER". Very nice. There was a banner that said JESUS HEARTS YOU. Ryan, ryans father, isaac and me went to the national stadium to support the team. They come out only see their face. Know they win already. Okay abit biased. But WHO CARES. HAhaha. We sit that side sing national anthem so loudly. I think in all my 10years education in school also never sing so loud before. The atmosphere was really great. Every slight good thing that singapore did. We all clap hand. And wootwoot. The first goal came really early man! And we sat like behind the indo goalpost. So the action was all there. Then we all stand up shout GOAL... GOAL... GOAL... GOAL!!!! WOOT!!!! (tambleh beat). Everything associated with singapore was damn happening. Flags waving. The inflatable floats clapping. Tambleh beats more enthu then ever. Only sad singaporeans are probably kevin and natalies mother. Bet against SG. Excuses like what? Singapore all wear adidas indo wear what? chatchat shirt. Give them money la! But the money dont go indo. ALl go Singapore pool! waha. Then got kallang wave~~~~ WOAH~~ WOAH~~ Then the best one go around the stadium 4 times non stop. Then stomp the feet to make rumbling noises. Then behind us also got commentator. He is chinese. But he speak malay, english and hokkien. He will shout SUPPORT SUPPORT. Ka CHIOW ONLY DER. EH SHOOT!!! REFEREE KAYU!!! GO LIM KOPI!!! Very funny can. Then indo yellow card!! Then we clap hand. Then got one very funny. Near the outside line, then the indo kick the sg-guy leg. Then fall down. Then no card. free kick. Then we all "EH REFEREE KAYU!!! OI!!! KAYU!! KAYU!!! RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE PRESIDENT AND NO RED CARD!!! ERRR!!! KAYU!!!" Then penalty the whole stadium roar!!!! Then isaac he cheer cheer cheer then he forget to video down penalty, when he say he never see a penalty live before. jacked sia. Then around half time this guy start walking down. Oh we were sitting on the staircase cause we came late and the commentator guy also. Then the commentator guy said something like" GO HOME LA GO HOME WATCH." Then the guy say I CALL POLICE ChASE YOU ALL OUT FROM THE STAIRCASE!! Then all those sitting on staircase one "ERRR!!!!! some said F-OFF LA!!! GO HOME WATCH TV!!! I said I PAID FOR MY TICKET!!! ERR!!!!" Sit staircase got wrong meh. Tiger 1998, national stadium capacity 55000. They let in 70000 people also what. Then that bugger go complain police say nothing. Then he walk away we all clap hand. Second half. Nothing much la. Play here play there. Then we conceded a goal to indo. Then i was like aiyo. I want my free half life 2 leh. LOL. Then I look at the time. Aiya, win liao. Then really win liao. Then we faster zhao before traffic jam. Now at home still very high and happy. OLE! OLE ! OLEOLE! We are the champions my friend,,,,, Such a memorable event. Next time carlsberg cup! GO SINGAPORE!!!!! W00T-

Father fly away./

2005-01-15T00:39:00.000+08:00
Music:Nightwish - Moondance

Today very sad. Not only did i wake up at 6.30am . My father also went away on business trip to Beijing. Saded sia. Nobody to fold clothes for me. Now i have to ownself fold. Ha.

I dont know why. but it was a weird feeling for him to go. When he step inside the check in thing. Suddenly i feel like crying, like very kek. But i control. Then i walk away. I love my father alot. If you can hear this. I love you father. Better buy me something nice from Beijing.

Reach home! Got some shuteye. Abt 2hrs. Then i woke up 1130. I reluctantly went to work. Still abit tired. But it was okay. The mat barber today close sia. They put one sticker outside the window say go for haji prayer. Sad sia, i enjoy just looking at them doing their own thing. They gone like something missing.

I realised its a very big responsibility being the eldest son in the family. Even though im only 16 going to 17. I have to account for many things and so on. Lucky my father will be back on the 8th feb. So can go chinese new year.

I feel weird now. Its like im happy yet sad. I hope that sleep will take it all away. Going to slp now. Cya faithful blog readers.

Lyric from Hoobastank - The Reason

I found a reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you.
Found a reason to show
a side of me you didnt know
a reason for all that i do
and the reason is you.

You Are a Golden Retriever Puppy

Tolerant, fun-loving, and patient.
You are eager to please - and attached to your frisbee.

What Breed of Puppy Are You?

warf.

namegamee

2005-01-14T00:24:00.000+08:00

DESMOND

D is for Dizzy

E is for Expressive

S is for Sweet

M is for Magical

O is for Optimistic

N is for Naughty

D is for Deep

What Does Your Name Mean?

Its prolly all bull.

Working until 1am is not shiok.

2005-01-13T01:51:00.000+08:00
Music: Hillsongs - Centre Of My Life

Im abit high right now. And also tired. I today work from 12pm until 1am. So tmr i no need work. Working night shift has been an eyeopener as well as an eyesore.

Night shift very fun. More customer. Like hit 1030, people slowly but surely come. Like mat barber all do same thing. Today donno what they do. THey like take holiday. But more busy. Some more i one person do. Even worst. All the pretty gals all come order and sit down. Then i so busy. I no time to talk to her. Then when i free. I go toilet come out. She disappear already!! >_<

Okay, anyway. I also saw this couple. This guy he looks like a very gentleman guy. But his gf is like some nua sai. He have to do everything for her. He ask her what she want to eat. Erm anything lor. Then have to cut and feed her the stupid fish and chips. I see already very disgusted. She got hand she got leg cannot ownself cut the fish. I mean like bf feed you like 1 or 2 mouth is okay la. But this one is everything. Then closing time already. That guy is from pastamania. Then talk to my boss awhile. Then the gf like sulk and like walk away. Disappear. I dont like this kind of people.

I realised strobes vodka is nice. I took the bottle and hide somewhere. Then i can bring go home. Then someone found it and threw away!!! >_< Sad. Then the lounge today alot of people. Cannot go there play pool with ken or shirley.

Sat a cab home. Included in transport fare. I bathed and going to slp now. Cya.
Sia lah tired sia.

Lyric from: Matt Redman - Blessed Be Your Name

every blessing You pour out i turn back to pray
when the darkness closes in Lord
still i will say
blessed be the name of the Lord
blessed be Your name
blessed be the name of the Lord
blessed be Your glorious name.

you are the "you're so dumb" happy bunny.
you are brutal in your words and enjoy putting
others down.

which happy bunny are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

I am dumb.

monday blue

2005-01-10T23:54:00.000+08:00
Music: Finch - A Song For You

I just realised that 2mths pay may not last me for 4 months. An xbox with mod is nearly $500 and an ipod $450++. So i only have like wait let me take calculator. 450!!! okay,, still got money. but then nobody to go out with!!! ahaha. sad. =/

Anyway, i found out electrico's lead and bassist are from SAS!!! Yeah!! No wonder so zai. I recommend the songs studman and crowd killer. Very nice. Haiz, im so excited for this 15th's match. Singapore vs indonesia. I think singapore will win. but then, you never know. The ball is round. But with our tamby beats! How can we lose sia! SIA LAH!!! Then must get the inflatable floats and fingers. Then go crazy with them.

I have been having really crazy thoughts recently. There was once a bus infront of me that was going to turn right. I felt like going infront of it and point middle finger at the uncle. Donno why. Siao already. talking about bus. Im paying adult fare! Anyone not paying adult fare? Tell me pls, i want go complain.

Its so blardy late already. I hope yj you reach home already. Take care bro. Everyday work until 1130 very late. I also hope kev you find your wallet and your identity and your ability to drive. And ron that you can go home.

Okay i hope i will have fun. want to buy a pool cue also. (whips out calculator) 300!!! >_<

Lyric from: Hoobastank - Remember Me

Would you know me?
Or are you too preoccupied
playing king in your small kingdom
and now the real world
has striped you from your royalty
and from your kingdom youre evicted.

Stoner Bear

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

Wahaha. Stoner bear. Abit true dont you think?

Random sunday.

2005-01-09T21:48:00.000+08:00
United Live - One Way

Hey. Its a sunday. And usually sunday i dont blog. But i really want to say i want buy the electrico cd. And Atreyu! Okay. Rights. I've recently heard ash's new song. The guerilla something. It kinda sounds like them, yet dont sound like them. Must be too much starcrossed and girl from mars.

Lyric From - Alicia Keys: If I Ain't Got You
Everything means nothing if i aint got you.

Probably Ash's Best Album Ever. PwNz ALL. Especially clones.

4th day of work.

2005-01-07T22:05:00.000+08:00
Music: Zebrahead - Over The Edge

Hey, today was 4th day of work. And today i nearly died twice. Yes. Twice.

First one. I was walking around in serangoon gardens going to work. As you all know serangoon gardens is literally grandfather road. And its really my greatgrandfather road. No cars one. Then i walk in the middle of the road. Cars will siam me one. All either go left or right. Then i was walking one direction and this sia lan motorcycle travelling opposite direction of me. Then he travelling in the middle i also walking in the middle. Then i wait for him to siam me. Then i think he also waiting for me to siam him. Then is like we 6 inches apart then i siam left then he also siam left. Then i siam left abit more. Near the longkang there. Then managed to siam. Wah. Typing this out my heart also beat so fast. So hot. Go on fan.

Okay second one. I setting up table and chair right. Then the tissue supplier come. Then park one lane. Then garbage truck come. Pick up rubbish on sidewalk. Then park on the other lane. Then cars cannot pass. Then this sia lan driver horn until so blardy loud for so blardy long. That the mat barber next door say Eh what sial! wait awhile also cannot! Stupid fella he. Then he gave a stupid chuckle and went back to smoke. Then around 1pm. All the mat come out from barber shop all go mosque pray. Damn funny. Hit certain timing all go do same thing. I write their schedule already.

Mat barber schedule
-Monday 1pm they all start smoking.
-Tuesday 1pm they start eating chocolate ice cream.
-Wednesday 1pm all go break except 1 guy go mod his vespa.
-Thursday 1pm one guy play guitar the rest sing song.
-Friday 1pm all go mosque.
-Saturday 1pm (watch this space)

Anyway. The guy horn very loud la. Then until die of erm. loudness. Then Anne was saying wahlau, horn so loud. road bully only. come out fight la. LOL. Then the car go out of hemsley already i think still horning. Stupid guy.

Okay la today was not bad. Then very funny also. Got this group of pple. must be after work come one. Then this guy was going to order shepards pie. then i was like. Sirrrrr, shepardss pie for dogss deh. Without the deh of course. Then his gf and colleague start laughing at him. Start calling him dog. So old already still like that. Then he suddenly say. EH I GOT ~~FUCKING~~ FUNNY JOKE. Then his friends say ~~FUCKING~~ FUNNY JOKE LATER. ORDER FIRST. Then the guy was like saying REALLY ~~FUCKING~~ FUNNY. They very funny la. Too bad they come i zhaoing already. If not sure got tip one. Was talking cock with them la. super funny.

Then got this girl. She reminded me of one of my ex. Erm in sec 1. She wasnt very pretty, but she knew how to dress. So that made her cute la. Then she kept looking at me i kept looking at her. Haizz, so many memories. Anyway, didnt entertain her. Obviously she was too young for my liking. OH ya. One thing about this job. Got older and younger pretty gals. But dont have my age this kind. Must be know i working there then all siam. Haizzz.Then i punched out. Zhaoed. She gave me half a smile. I dunno how to describe. Must show you. Ya. Then i walk home in the rain. To the busstop. Cya all.

Lyric From Radiohead - Creep

I don’t care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect sou
lI want you to notice
When I’m not around
You’re so ~~fuckin’~~ special
I wish I was special

Kip Dynamite(Please rate my quiz)

Which Napoleon Dynamite character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

LOL. Funny looking guy.

Changed layout.

2005-01-06T17:34:00.000+08:00
Music: Dashboard Confessionals - Vindicated

Hey!! I changed my layout and pictures. The background now has a prawn. Im sure even blind people can see. Its like THIS BIG!! and ORANGE!!. Haha. okay that was bad. but fun though. never expected blog changing to be fun. I mean its like your own creation and its original. Its like what you like best. You will know when you do it.

Oh ya. To the people who are wondering how i come up with music, lyric from ___ Music is the song i was hearing when i just start blogging and lyric from __ is when i finished blogging. The lyric is either i memorise or go to Azlyrics , Plyrics , Christianlyrics or Darklyrics confirm have something. If dont have then skip next song. So simple. Like just one click you know? or rather one button. Keypad 6.

Then i usually end off with a picture. Mostly are from quizilla.

Lyric From: Papa Roach - Tyranny Of Normality
It's the tyranny of normality, it's the tyranny of normality
Our culture has become complacent, and has no desire (take back, take back our empire), and the ethical slaughter of
truth needs to be retired, retired

Today's picture is my favourite character in Kungfu Hustle. Well cya all.

2nd day of work

2005-01-05T00:47:00.000+08:00
Music: Maroon 5 - Must Get Out

Hey. Today was second day at work. Not bad la. Nothing much to do. Didnt screw up. Learnt how to make lychee freeze and lattes. Next ill be making fish and chips! Then maybe cocktails! Mwahaha.

I feel like playing pool tmr... after 6. With maybe darren and yj after their work.

Right now i tired ah. Go sleep. Didnt know jane was married. she look so unmarried.

Lyric From: Red Hot Chili Peppers - Californication

It's the edge of the world
And all of western civilization
The sun may rise in the East
At least it settles in the final location
It's understood that Hollywood
sells Californication

~~Daewoo~~ Chevrolet Corvette. Voted top car for 2005. heh.
Once A Daewoo Always A Daewoo. so dont buy.

This one nicer. A new makeover for the mercedes SLK. Convertible. Sia La!

First day of work.

2005-01-03T20:42:00.000+08:00
Music: Papa Roach - Blood Brothers

Hey guys. I started work today. Very fun sia this job. Open shop, set up table and chair, clean, all the usual stuff. The best thing is got one van park outside the shop, blasting techno. Then inside the shop 98.7fm. Hear techno not nice, go inside. Hear 98.7fm not nice, go outside.

I kinda like the apron also. Very funky. Lavazza one. I used to think lavazza was some brand of lava lamp, actually its coffee. I am so dumb. I realised something cool about suppliers and sponsors. They pay you to put up bigbig signs and serve their products. So theres tiger bear coasters and ashtrays. Cool right.

Okay, this is the part where i get jacked. Got customers come la. Then usually they come at the hour all drink coffee only. Then they say 2 coffee. Then i go in tell counter 2 coffee. Then counter ask black or white. Then i was like, errr... Okay better go ask. Then black coffee. + milk. Ahh kiang. Then this 2 ahpek drive bigbig car. Then smoke malboro classic. Then they give me $2 tip. Wahaa. If i get $2 tip everyday, soon i'll be able to set up my own hotel!! and kiddyride enterprise!!!

Okay, that was bad.

Then got this couple come order beer only. Then they ask beer, i dunno. Happy hour? Then the best part damn funny. The guy say i want tiger beer, the girl say corona. Then i was like corona chicken isit? Then she say NONONO. Corona beer. I was like shit.... Then the best part the deli (eatery) dont sell beer. They want must go to the lounge. Then happy hour only for tiger beer. Deli only sell hoegaarden beer. Lucky they understanding la. If not i sure tio kan.

That was all the bad ones today. So its not so bad la. I get a cool apron and get transport home. I can go to the pub there take water also. ^^

I managed to get a thursday off, so can go out. BETTER BE GOOD. Cya all.

Lyric From Blink 182 - All The Small Things

She left me roses by the stairs
Surprises let me know she cares.

You have a dominant kiss- you take charge and make
sure your partner can feel it! Done artfully,
it can be very satisfactory if he/she is into
you playing the dominant role MEORW!

What kind of kiss are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

RWARW.

A dAy Wasted

2004-12-30T10:32:00.000+08:00
Music:KoRn - Word Up

Hey! Today was quite happening.Supposed to meet ron and timmy to play pool. But ron need to buy a special roxy wallet because his friend ask him for christmas present. Then i was like christmas present how can ask one! Then we went for wallet hunting.

First we went to Hereen. Go flash and splash, not nice. Walk around somemore. All not nice. Then we walk to the left walk to the right. Then i bump into Marie. She change her specs. Look so... different. Then Timmy was telling us about his trip to jb. They go there eat alfresco dining. 200rm 6 person. Eat the crayfish so biggg. Eat the chee cheong fun 60rm++ . LOL. Then malaysia sure buy dvd one. Then Boon Hai the uncle friend he pat the uncle the uncle say EH NI LAI LE!!

Then they go inside the shop. Look very ordinary. Then the uncle open 1 door. Then got this room. Got a lot of dvd and 1 tv of surveillance outside. police come they move the shelf and run out. LOL. Then everybody buy alot of dvd. THen they pay the uncle 50rm to deliever to singapore. which is smarter.

Then we went to international building, go find darren gho and Yj. YJ knock off already. Left darren wear apron there look damn funny. Then he chase us away. Later his boss scold him. We went to look for yj. Then we went to citylink for more wallet hunting.

Go there. See same thing la. Nothing nice. Then we walk citylink to suntec. Then we go sit at the bench around the fountain of wealth. Then we all feel like going to shit. Then all of us go toilet. Then the toilet only 1 cubicle got the sitting one. Then we all take turn. Then we all inside toilet play handphone ringtone. Wahaha. Then we do the "worw worw worw" thing. Then pple come in and out see us play ringtone in toilet damn funny. Then later aug also reach suntec already. Then he come inside the toilet. Say yo wassup. Then pple stare at us. like secret meeting in the toilet. Damn funny. Then we all left the toilet. Darren come. So everybody here already. We go eat dinner. Then we deciding to go food court. Then we all working people calculating food court here so expensive. Go eat kfc got $4 promotion. Then all go kfc. Then we find the table. Never clear. They pay $3 very little lah. but at least clear table. Then in the end we have to ownself do. Must go take 50cent from cash register for clearing 2 trays.

Then we talking about budgetting. Then we all talk about play pool. Then Darren say YOU KNOW MONEY HOW HARD TO EARN STILL WANT PLAY POOL! Then timmy and i aiya nevermind la ,money meant to spend right. Then darren say where? LOL. Then darren had an entrepreurner spirit. Want to set up his own kiddy ride enterprise.Hurhur.

Then we all go watch movie. Then aaron over there still want to buy wallet. Then we all throw him inside the lift and go engwah. We watch kungfu hustle. That show damn exaggerated sia. Wah lau.

Then all go home lor.

Lyric From: Sum41 - Still Waiting

So Am I Still Waiting
For This World To Stop Hating
Can't Find A Reason
Can't Find Hope To Believe In.

Happy boxing day.

2004-12-27T05:16:00.000+08:00
Music: My Chemical Romance - Demolition Love

Hey guys! happy boxing day! Knock yourselves out! Argbishhh! Anyway. I very proudproud myself. Because i managed to finish my cards in time and give out presents too! Zai man. Anyway, for christmas presents i've been receiving this waterbottle carrier thing. And i got 2. So i think wah fashion this one. Then i buy one for isaac. Then he open. He chio until peng. He say " I receive 3 already!" But my one got brand. and he now also kiang already. use tua leng kong. So he will carry it around. Kiang jiu hor. Mai keh kiang.

I love Ian. Wah he super brother sia. Got good stuff will share one. He give me heineken + ang gu (red bull) for christmas present. He say mix already will very nice. Okay la. Must know how to mix. Isaac and i mix the taste abit different one.
Thank you ah Ian. You also very kiang.

I think i will try to upload the waterbottle carrier picture. I really think the water bottle thing is pasar malam sell one.

Thanks everyone for the cards and presents. Really appreciate it. Theres retreat tmr for SGLs. Hope to see everyone there. Oh ya. I ate gingerbread. It sucks, dont try. DOnt say i nv warn you.

I've stumbled upon something nice . Check the names in 4A2. Might find someone you know. Theres a person called Bambang also. Very funny.

Sia lah. 4.42am already. Must go sleep. if not sure wake up late. Even the new alarm radio clock cannot wake me up. Cya.

Lyric From: My Chemical Romance - The Ghost Of You

at the end of the world
or the last thing i see
you are
never coming home
never coming home
could i? should i?
and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
never coming home
never coming home
could i? should i?
and all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
for all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

HOW SIA

2004-12-23T02:04:00.000+08:00
Music - Something Corporate-Forget December

hey. sorry been away. working. thats whats sad. i actually like my job. but my parents think im being scammed. but these are nice people. however, ive learnt not to trust too easily. i dunno. what the thing is its sales. and i dunno. im exasperated. Very vexed too.

Tmr. or rather today. going to have the traditional christmas dinner. not really looking forward to it. maybe im going for the christian carnival thing happening in orchard.

Im hungry.and sad. Im a sad hungry boy.

Agnes says she wants to meet me. Hmm. Surprise surprise. Ill see whats in store on the 24th. Then go to shanes party. stay over. then go to church the next day.for christmas service.

Christmas coming.I feel so helpless without money. Cant even buy stuff for my loved ones.and friends. Im sorry for the fullstops. just that i cant think properly. I hope tmr. or rather today. will be a better day. Ciao.

Lyric From - My Chemical Romance:Cemetery Drive

back home, off the run
singing songs that make you slit your wrist
it isn't that much fun, staring down a loaded gun
so i won't stop dying, won't stop lying
if you want i'll keep on crying
did you get what you deserve?
is this what you always want me for?

Your dark side is centered around Fear. There is
too many feelings are burning inside your chest
making your heart beats so hard, you feel fear
crawling under your skin, running with your
blood, possesing your soul. All you want is a
warm shoulder to lean on, a quite voice tells
you everything is going to be ok, so you
finally feel secure, safe and loved like you
always wanted to be. You will find what you
want when your feelings start to see the light.

What is the center of your dark core?
brought to you by Quizilla

Yes.I do hope everything.will be okay. ~~Promise?~~

BBQ+BOWLING

2004-12-19T00:36:00.000+08:00
Music: O-Zone: Dragostea Din Tei (sad i know)

Hey guys. I know how it feels to be super zoned out and walking home alone and your family members are enjoying themselves in some foreign country. BAH! I had my fun too

Yesterday, yesterday, yesterday. Which was friday. Had small group bbq. So fun. Playing with the electric grill , stealing absolut citroen and drinking goggles game. BLOOB!
The loser cannot go to the toilet for the next 1 hr. Very lame. What to do? Anything got to do with Ryan is like that. What to do? Ho hum.

Anyway, ryan, shane, jac and me swam(mahjong) for the next like 6 hrs. Then ralph's brother come home at ungodly times la. About 3am. LOl. Anyway, yeah ralph you look like your bro. Plus minus. Compliment or sarcasm? Go figure. ha.. ha.. ha..

I think i slept about 3hrs, then i had to go home, bathe, go isaacs house eat lunch and go for the bowling thing. Bowling for a while was fun. Especially the first 2 strikes. Everybody " PWAH AHDES! SO PRO! Then thats about it. Then the rest of the frames no more sound. Then got techno. Very loud. Got headache. Somemore i nv sleep. Very dizzy.

Then finish already. I kenna saboh. Do the action jackson bowling. Wont talk much about it except its very lame. I won lucky draw also. Mwaha.

Got to go bathe. Very sticky. And i miss my bed. Cya

Lyric From Thrice - Under A Killing Moon

Under this killing moon
under this burning sky
the fire's shining groom
I hold my breath and close my eyes

Witch Doctors Pitlords and Grim Reapers!

2004-12-16T19:54:00.000+08:00
Music: Haiducci - Dragostea Din Tei

Alo! Salut! Oh no im hooked on that dumb song. All the numa numa fault. Now i hear this song i will picture that fat guy trying to wahaha. dance. Anyway called many jobs today. I need money to buy xmas presents! What can i do with 20cents!? Got really weird jobs, they guy tell me you no need to work also can get money. Then i was huh? okayy. Then i put down. Weird.

Anyway ill be going for a job interview tmr. Wish me luck. Then i can meet you all bbqers at tampines at ard 130 - 230? YEah. Was playing warcraft today. Darkdeeds. So funny. At first evil was a werewolf and vampire. Then got funny funny thing come out. Got witch doctor, pitlords and grim reapers! sorry inside joke. My ddscore reached 23! Can get ring already. Yay. can wait for tmrs bbq. Im getting hungry already. Go eat.

Lyric From: Lostprophets - Last summer

It's so good like this, these are times we'll miss
The memories, I hope they'll never fade
Glowing embers lie across the sky

Your element is Fire: Strong, hot tempered,
powerful, and passionate. Well now lets see,
being fire you are quite strong and powerful,
people look up to you greatly and often seek
your protection. You have the ability to gain
many friends and you are always one people can
count on to do what you say you will do. You
are extremely loyal be it friends or family
you'll stick up for them and you are never
willing to put them in a position that could
hurt them. You know what roll you play in life,
leader, and you intend to let people know it.
Not everyone is capable of leadership but you
certainly have the willpower and flare to do
it. You have quite a temper if it shows itself,
one that can often lead you into trouble. Once
your mind is made up there is no changing it
but no one said that was a bad thing.

.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
brought to you by Quizilla

Teh Woof Is On Fire!!! Heh. Cya laterss!

NUMA NUMA DANce

2004-12-15T19:53:00.000+08:00
Music : Benny Benassi - Satisfaction (Club Mix)

Today i woke up very stoned. Serve me right for talking on the phone for so long. I in the midst of composing my own song. Sounds quite cool. Cant wait for small group bbq. Im bringing hamburgers! waha. Saw this very cool newgrounds clip. NUMA NUMA DANCE

Lyric From Velvet Revolver - Illegal I Song
One fine day
I'll settle down
When you bloody me
I ran aground
With my broken face
And fisticuff

you're a gaurdian angel. you fight and protect the
people you love and vaule.

what kind of angel are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Guardian Angel Sia. LOL.

Movers.

2004-12-12T22:47:00.000+08:00
Music : D12 - How Come

Hey all. Today i woke up at 1030am. All thanks to TOFU. I reach home sleep so early still wake up so late. Then my father mother all also pontang church. Then i ownself have to go. Managed to reach church at 1120. At least got go right? Better late then never.

After service end. I saw a flower with a tolberone. So ~~cute~~ KAWAII. Then we went to eat and went to ryans house. Go his house, NO XBOX!!! We decided to play mahjong. Saw the many bottles of absolut. Thirsty sia. LOL.

I gave up my seat to the mahjong vampire aka skinny after warming it for her. Then i went to watch snatch. It was so funny la. The brad pitt punch the guy one time the guy faint.Then got guy cut pple up and feed to pigs and this one especially funny.

Guy1 : You sure he can drive? He doesnt look slick to me.
Guy2 : Yeah when he needs to. What you need to worry about is getting a gun.
Guy1 : Got one right here. (cocks a shotgun)
Guy2 : Where d'you get that from? Thats an anti aircraft gun!!

LOL. Rob bookie shop using shotgun . so funny la.

Had to go home, but it was raining!! No fear! Ryan drove me to the busttop with his new MAZDA 3 Pwahh!. Got home, remebered that my parents wanted to shift everybody's furniture. Then i had to zhor kang. (Do Work). Realised i had many things to throw away la!! Then i also realised my gameboy the super antique one still can work. So happy.

Heres the llama song check it out!
Lyric From Three Of A Kind - Babycakes

Confused don't know what I'm feeling
Confused relationships without meaning
In the mist I can see it gleaming
Time to wake up and stop the dreaming
Coz your my lil Baby cakes
And I know you got what it takes
The way you make me feel

TOFU

2004-12-11T21:59:00.000+08:00
Music: Zebrahead - Feel This Way

Today was tofu. It was really fun. I guess. It was a very long time since i just enjoyed the beach and water. And the new slide at palawan beach. Telenovela had a performance outside PS today. Too bad i couldnt go and give them my support. Heard that many classmates went though.

Today's sentosa trip was significant to me. Especially after ONE camp. God has been trying to tell me to enjoy His creation. It just dawned on me. Though there was rain, miscommunication, Anthony making alot of noise. It was all worth it. Tired cya.

Lyric from Lostprophets - And She Told Me To Leave

There've been times when i've felt good because you're hurt inside
no that's not true i'm just acting tough
i don't know what it is i'm feeling
i don't know if you are enough

Steward the name very nice right?

2004-12-10T23:57:00.000+08:00

ONE camp

2004-12-09T13:31:00.000+08:00
Hey, people. Havent touched blog for like almost a year.
ONE Camp Day ONE
Anyways, just back from ONE camp. Not zero not two. But ONE. On my way there, Isaac tompang me. Then he show me the fathers car got woofer. Open the boot, the air from the woofer travel one direction then very windy. =/

When i reached there, i realised i was ONE of the only pple with dyed hair. but nvm. all the camp people very small, i very old. (lol what english) Then i also realised i was GROUP LEADER! only the night before when isaac told me in sms verbatim " Eh , you group leader of group 2 leh. Nobody from our church one.... Haha." Then i was -.-''' diao. Then i came out then i also realised abit late ah. Then i chiong go find my group2. There was ONE Annabelle. ONE Jared. ONE Ivee. ONE Nicole. ONE Joshua. ONE Benjamin. ONE ahdes. ONE mentor Irene. LOL like naming teletubbies. Haha, =/ nvm.

After the brief introduction, actually havent even intro finish start playing game already. The committee so kan chiong. Haiyo, anyway. Some team building games, build a house of straws, form the word ONE with beans , form a line with maggie mee and defrost an ice with our palms@!! to get a key to open some market trolley. Actually we all among the first few, then we rub the stupid ice, then got the key. But sia lah, kenna wrong key. so suay. then we have to go rub another ice. Then start amazing race. Run to esplanade. La dee dum.

So scared-ed, like last few. then we go to the esplanade carpark, we saw joels group, and they left like super early. so i not so sad. Then we had to go find a car plate no, and take pictures of some weird clues in a car. Then quite fast la. Then next we went to library@esplanade. dont click this please.

Then we saw JB. actually, i got no problem with him la. donno why i call him JB also. Very jia lat the library thing. Have to go find books! And there were so many books in the library. Then cannot run cannot make noise. HOW SIA!!! Hurhur. actually i very stress, then i just relac one corner. let my group do everything. Then correct lor we progress very fast. LOL. So what book they find, use finish, i sneaky sneaky go and hide the book one corner. Especially the erm.. bread and puppet isit? pple say librarian go keep already, actually i hid it ahahaa. OOps. =X

Anyway, chao-ed to one raffles link, after some misinterpretation in the clue. Then we went to look for our nemo. actually. we have to say NEEEEEEEe. then it will say MOOOOOOOOOO. NEMO NEMO NEMO. Haha. but very sad we cannot find. then other pple also cannot find. then we altogether one big group cannot find, walk around aimlessly in suntec. Then later all go suntec eat ~~dinner~~.lunch. paiseh

Wah, day one very long. lazy to type. so i cut short. err. then we go orchard. then we go geylang take picture. then on the way, i was drooling on the bus. yes, so paiseh. then we go back.

wah really long. i summarise day 2,3,4,5. day 2 really pissed me off. as in really. they had this stupid terrorist thing that is supposed to show us how fortunate we are and blah blah. Unfortunately i didnt understand it during that time. I stormed out of the place when they kicked food in my face. then ben came to talk to me, such a nice guy, no wonder hes the commandant.

Day 3 we all had to get to know nature better, so we had to have 2 good points and bad points abt us with god, nature, and other people. Isaac, Joel , jacko,clarissa,sam,eunice, elaine , and 2 other pple forgot who. We went together and managed to get all the points very fast. then we saw a guy nicknamed shinobi. He very scary. We see him infront of us, we turn away he disappear. Then we go macdoanlds sit down. then end up pia taxi go back. =/ so dumb right;

Day 4 GAMES GAMES LAME GAMES. fruit bombs, water bombs. all kind of crap thrown at you, then i helped lois unsprain her leg even though i didnt know her. see i so helpful. pple say "you dont know her and you help her, you siao ah" then i thinking... crime meh? she say thank you to me somemore. Then got econcert. it rocked man. especially the keyboardist. very nice. Then got MUTHU!! TEH ALIAH!!!! ROTI PRATA!! MUTHABAT!!! THEN GOT JOELS PRAYER HEADSTAND. WAHAHA. TEH ALIAH!!!

Day 5 Got out of that campus. went to plaza sing to eat, saw the sengkang mc pple then clarissa and i took train back with them. the agnes really can talk alot sia. then one guy and her and i dropped off at hougang station. it was raining. the guy ran off first, then left me and her. Then she donno how to go to her ahma house. then i walk then she want take bus, then in the end i tell her go her own, then she end up follow me. wahaa. so evil. then i show her my house outside look like what then we walk to the bus-stop. then she take bus i go home. bathe. sleep. so shiok.

I learnt alot thru this camp actually. Evangelism... You must have faith to do it, only then will God open the hearts of those and want to know Him better. I didnt expect anything out of it and yet managed to get something out of it. And in Sg , we are super fortunate that we have peace, unlike other countries where its illegal to preach and pple live in fear and uncertainty and have to die for their faith.

God bless all! Cheers/ took hours to do this. cos i lost momentum for blogging. all those who asked me to update, heres something for you . Cya.

DESMOND
D	is for	Dizzy
E	is for	Expressive
S	is for	Sweet
M	is for	Magical
O	is for	Optimistic
N	is for	Naughty
D	is for	Deep