Tuesday, January 24, 2006 3am my mother wake me up. i felt like i just went to slp and just woke up. then i was like... why you wake me up?

she say faster call ambulance faster call ambulance.

then i also thinking. sialah.

i called the ambulance. then i see my father start puking. then i very worried whether he will swallow his saliva and go into the lungs and get pneuomonia.

help him wear tshirt help him wear pants.

paramedics came very fast thank God.

they quite pro. they 123, everything settle very fast. then i go put on my shirt and like help them carry my father out of teh house.

like on the way out. i thinking. sialah.

my life is like a storybook. why sia. why again. he recovered from stroke liao why kenna again. its like those drama series when you see the guy recover from some sickeness then suddenly go back again.

hmm.. when i go down. i see the ambulance. i stare at the lights.

Late night, brakes lock, hear the tires squeal
Red light, can't stop so I spin the wheel
My world goes black before I feel an angel lift me up
And I open bloodshot eyes into fluorescent white
They flip the siren, hit the lights, close the doors and I am gone

I know that this can be more than just flashing lights and sound

yah.. the thrice song came to my mind. and its like. i think the first time when i really stared at an ambulance.

i just stood there. until the paramedics load him into the ambulance and my mother together go into the ambulance.

then the ambulance zoom off. then i stood there for i think 5mins.
5mins after the ambulance left i still standing there. mess of thoughts.

i slowly walk home thinking... sialah God what you trying to prove sia. why you make such a nice man even though he may not be the best father kenna stroke 2 time. why you must why you must why you must why you liddat why all his fault la.

somehow after something tragic happens then you start to realise about your God.

i think thats true for almost everyone. and its definitely true for me. and when you think of God, you start blaming Him.

i reach home i look at the mess in the house. i clean the place.... i remove the bedsheet.... then i remove the bedsheet suddenly a diary drop. i read it and i started crying. then i take the bedsheet go soak. then i just stand there and stone.

then i go see whether my sister alarm clock got set. dunno how she can slp through all the sound.

then now then i pray to God say. dear God please keep my father safe.

then i heard a voice reply: Trust in the Lord always. God is good.

liddat.

then i faster go and take out my God is good all the time lyrics and see

GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME
HE PUTS A SONG OF PRAISE
IN THIS HEART OF MINE
GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME
THROUGH THE DARKEST NIGHT
HIS LIGHT WILL SHINE
GOD IS GOOD
GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME

IF YOURE WALKING THROUGH THE VALLEY
THERE ARE SHADOWS ALL AROUND
DO NOT FEAR HE WILL GUIDE YOU
HE WILL KEEP YOU SAFE AND SOUND
HE HAS PROMISED TO NEVER LEAVE YOU
NOR FORSAKE YOU AND HIS WORD IS TRUE

then i cry again sia.

i guess its becos we lead too comfortable lives that we do not see the need for a god. but i believe everyone believes there is a god. and i believe this God of mine is real one.

hmm.. my mother just message me say critical condition. need to do a brain op cos thers a brain clot there.

somehow the word "critical" doesnt make me laugh.

whenever i see crit i will laugh. becos
in games crit = good
in real life crit = no good.

just hope that he will be alright.
God is good all the time. Trust in the Lord always. i will remember that.

dEs | 4:19 AM

Wednesday, January 18, 2006 Desmond and mindy day. 18th jan. 18th of every month. yay.

like. busy sia. finished i think almost all written reports. only left the brand design one. which i think will be uber easy. cos really a no brainer.

hmm, i heard from somewhere i need about 40CCA points to go UNi. hmm so far ive been quite involved with stuff. helped out in the SP openhouse. met 2 cute girls. they do same duty as me one. they very dumb. and funny. maybe thats why cute la. also band one. play clarinet and the other one play netball. and theyre hainanese like me. OMG LOL>!

like fusion is good. too bad pmc cant host it. too small. zzz. ahaha. okok i need go regen. cyas.

dEs | 11:23 PM

Saturday, January 07, 2006 Music: Modest Mouse - Blame It On The Tetons

Hmm.. its been almost a wek since i blogged. but what can i say? like many things happened this wk and required my attention.

Firstly, thank God for my father who recovered from stroke in lyk 3days? Hes liek teh uber la. But he come back he act like king sia! i have to yes... boss... your wish is my command.... not really recovered but strong enuf to discharge from hospital yarr.. so now he at home have to do handandleg exercises. and slp watch tv. zzz. and like our house got 1923871283 baskets of fruits. Like even though apple and banana my favourite fruit. I eat and eat like cannot eat finish. and i see still got so many left over! like lol!


Secondly managed to clear all my reports and elearning. i am like so dumb sia. The CD reflections supposed to do on some personal experience and not about the salvation army thing -.- lol. but nvm. i can save the salvation army thing for wk 5. then i no need to do. yay =)

ANd today i very sad. My CD teacher dont like me... he want to poison me... I today help the class handup the report... then at that moment my stomach growl... then i ask eh sir got food anot... lol. ya shameless i know. then he say in his honky accent
My office-a dont have-a food then i say ehh sir dont bluff la.. your office so big no food meh? then he think think tthink .. then i and kc about to exit liao. then he say AIYA OKAY-A. CUM. Then we all cum. Then he from secret compartment take out biscuit tin. Then wah.. like treasurebox sia. Then we all eateat. then like very happy sia. mr cheng give us biscuit. then still can hao lian to emi i got biscuit you dont have =ppp.

then i take my first bite.

chewchewchew.......

....
....
....

SIALAH!!!! LAOHUANG!!!

Ehh kc... he take biscuit from secret compartment means nobody eat right?
then he in serious face .... sialah... you are right (blinkblinkblink)

then i look at expiry date....

....
....
....

Good Game... No Re...

Expired 1208371284 years ago. LOL. I straightaway spit out all.

Lucky no stomach ache.

Lesson learnt dont take biscuit from Mr cheng. take burger and bread and other thing can. and sit his car as many time as you can. the black colour one. lol.

bored-a. going to watch tv-a
i am very flexible-a. LOl. mr cheng personal service-a. lol. ok enuff later i really wake up in the morning got honky accent. then pple make fun of me also.

Lyrics from: Muse - Hysteria

It's holding me, morphing me
And forcing me to strive
To be endlessly cold within
And dreaming I'm alive

'cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
And I'm not breaking down
I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control

Your Animal Personality

Your Power Animal: Eagle Animal You Were in a Past Life: Whale You are active, a challenger, and optimistic. Hard-working, you are always working towards a set goal.

LOL. this is like so wrong.. a whale.. and hardworking.. lol. A WHALE-A. LOL.

dEs | 1:00 AM

Wednesday, December 28, 2005 Music:Muse - Hysteria

woo. nice song.

anyway. ive just found something cute on the net. itwasanadoptapet. i think it was from hardwarezone! and now i have my very own cute and stupid penguin. I wonder why i even adopted a penguin. they like stand there and stone. and.... stone. like you push them they fall down. you take a bat and smack them they fly. lol. yar okay. yar you can go google smack the penguin its a quite fun game. and this pet thing you just keep clicking he will fall down. lol.

like so many things have happened this past wk

My parents all go to malaysia. leavinng me here. like im bored and stuff. and like was not home most of the time. i watched many dvds though. Four Brothers was a very good show. Into the blue kinda sucks but i think eye candy ba. Jessica Alba didnt look great the entire show. only some parts. ^^

Talking about shows, i havent watched kingkong and narnia. Hmmm. i think i call them buy dvd come back then i can watch le!! Yay!! I want to watch old classics. The only classics ive followed is grandgodfather and starwars. maybe want to borrow more mafia or bank heists shows. wonder whether got time.

went to send ber off... i missed the last bus to changi airport. so i took like a cab. wah talk cock to the taxi uncle sia.... talking cock to taxi uncle is a very dangerous thing to do. the last time i talk cock with a taxi uncle, he nearly killed all of us in it when he did a 90degree drift turn. We were oHH SIALAHH I DONT WANT TO DIEEEEEE. I think is he teach jaychou how to drift in initial D one. Sialalla. Taxi can drift... tofu car can drift... lorry can drift... next time bus also can.

Hmm... like i was so tired cos i nv slp. then i still go and push nats on trolley around. it was fun. i missed the old days. eliza push me into the wall... hmm... sweet memories... lol. if you guys are reading this. AHDES MISS YOU SEVEND.!

i was quite upset that somebody spoilt my surprise for ber though. like i think of it. then you all come and copy me... youknow..

yar nothing already.. its okay.

today went gyms wor. my hnads are shaking my hands are shaking.... growth and repair. all for a better new year. need to get rid of my beerbelly sia.. i raise up my hand, i zhaogeng my stomach. People say... wah... you fuckingfat sia. I cheebye sad liao.

then later me ang and darren go eat at the bubbletea place. then got this ahlian come and talk to her friend. like fuckingloud la. " WAH WHAT HAPPEN TO YOUR HAIR!?!!? BIAN CHEN HEN BOMBASTIC LEYYY!!!"

then darren smirk and say. wah.. her vocabulary powerful sia.
3 syllable. BOM BAS TIC. pro sia.
then ang say... bigfuck... i know 4 syllable one.
HE LI COP TER.
then i tell him. TIAN WO GAO WAN. LIANG KE!!!! LOL.
ROFl.

HOUSE OF THE DEAD 4. Its new and its better, its an uzi gun now. not a shotgun. hand not so pain. looks easy but i think difficult sia.

eh tired liao. i go watch southpark. cherios.

dEs | 10:34 PM

Sunday, December 25, 2005 Music: Matchbook Romance - Monsters

Hey everyone!!! Merry christmas first of all!!! This the season to be jolly... siala- la la la... lal al ala.

This year although dont feel like christmas. but i got wasted.... quite bad.

On friday went chinablack. It was like ok. I go in,, see so many people i know one. Like i know them, they know me, thats all la. quite casual friends. But aug and elv couldnt get in. so it was quite =/ Then like i go in come out. then see 2 butches. not me. use people id to get in. Then kenna bounced. Then they cry mother cry father sia. then after that security got tighter. then so many pple got caught until police come.

then siala. all zhao liao. then we went to harrys. IT was teh ROFL! white russian for me. Aug had a mudslide, elv had a rustynail, timmy had a flaming lamborghini. then you know flaming lambo they will give baileys to you after you drink. then we ordered lemon drop also. then he drink the flaming lambo, then he supposed to drink the water, then he went to drink the lemon drop shot instead! i was like o.0. SIALAH! DRINK THE WATER NOT THE LEMON DROP!!! Then elv kpkb.!! THATS MY LEMON DROP!! I PAID $13 FOR THAT!! Then he wave his lemon around! LOL. shit1
like everyone got tipsy. but i think timmy got KO-ed by that lambo+ lemon drop combo. gged sia he on the road! roflcopter here roflcopter there. Then he tell everyone hes gay. LOL. Had to take care of 3 pple.

Yeahh went to stayover at elvs.

The nxt day.Went johnny house. Drink again. I think my liver gged sia.

Vodka + cranberry and sprite. I okay sia.

but the nxt day. wake up. stomach feel funny. i force myself to puke. eew...

then after that is puke continuously. lOL.

i guess its okay... i puked christmas away... .

Shit sia. lesson learnt. after you drink. drink more water and piss all out.

I mat sia. i went to slp after that. but im okay now. ty for all your concern.

Going to debos house afterwards. Dunno do what.

Then monday they coming my house drink again. Hope i can tahan sia. or maybe i pretend to drink 1 time then ko. then i go slp. wahaha.

Lyric from: Zebrahead - Runaway
For the sake of letting everybody know
She says I won't belong So long
It's not a lost cause
She's just a runaway
Is there nothing left for you to say?
And if she comes home
Do you think she'll want to stay?
Is there anything for her?
She's a runaway
Turn your back on yesterday

You Are 19 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

Wah siala. so old.

dEs | 4:32 PM

Wednesday, December 21, 2005 Music: Delta Goodrem - Almost Here

Wowow. i am happy today.

Today went to do ITAB in school. i am happy that its like 90% done. can play soon. soon!

my house 24th nobody at home. so from then till 31st dec anyone can drop by and say hi. stay awhile. maybe like 3-4 days.

Then went to simlim with leomund,lerty, yogay, paul and friend.

go repair mp3. and i ask what the shop name. MP3 Repair shop I was like... erm... then leomund say why dont believe. but really la. the shop name call mp3 repair shop. LOLOLL.

Then he after that pangseh liao winner liao.

then i also sian1/2. i also zhao liao.

went to meet izaku, shuiming, ah sng and yongwei. then together eat prata then go to the ceremony of carols thing.

hmm... its just an instrumental and choral performance of church people. and some internationally acclaimed people. like the harpist is like uber pro.

the ms yu-hsin huang, her name. from taiwan one. hmmmm taiwan seems like got alot of pros. pro harpist.. pro pool player... higham symphony orchestra principal player leh. wah proness. play nutcracker with boston pops orchestra. its like such a privellege to play with boston pops.

anyway, she like damn pro la. play harp like shoot machinegun kind. and still can maintain the tone and apply crescendo, demenuendo. pro la pro la.

the thing finish i go find her take picture. =) =)


LOL. look funny. 

hmm too bad she change already... if not her battle costume i mean concert costume, look very elegant sia. principal harpist sia... singapore where to find...

hmm then they play alot of duets and triplets? trio with cello and oboe. play one song like shokubutsu.... then i was like sialah. shokubutsu(greensleeves)i can play also. then we can quartets sia. harp,cello,oboe,sax. Ohh nono not quartet is fivtet. dunno call what la. 5 people play one correct liao. becos got harp,cello,oboe,sax, and the pageturnerfortheharp. the harpist needs a pageturner... hwahaha. so i think,,, who is more mighty? the harpist or the pageturner. If the pageturner dont turn the page the harpist jack.

wah then really explore all the tones of the harp, bright sound, dark tone, allegro, andante. even play got like medieval and japanese tones. chioness overwhelming.

hmm heres another pic/


the programme  

then she and another violinist wu man yun from china one from beijing central ballet symphony orchestra. going to play at esplanade tix going at $15.


sistic  


hmm... want to see more familiar faces?

me,colleen,shamelessshane. 

hmm... why is shane there... spoil the picture... lolol.

nice solo anyway.. i didnt know can reach so high one... i think if i try... window will break. then quite gg.

yup anyway... havent heard such nice sounds since SASMB days. going to sleep now.


LOL.  

Lyric from - Reset: Blue
BLUE... im feeling lonely how bout you?
we will be starting something new..
im going crazy over you.
just touch me babyy...

dEs | 1:57 AM

Sunday, December 18, 2005 Music: Yellowcard - Empty Apartment

Hey all.... today was a quite fun day.. CIP at serangoon for teh last time... i today so xing ku lo... do the stupid thing alone. the jude and lertong run away go ring bell. nabeizZzzz.... but lucky not so much work... today the 7 girls and me talk alot abt life... talk abt the most guilty thing we have done in our life.. and all the funny childhood thing that we all do... that is worth rofling when you go and look back.

took another video of hsueh. OW! oW! lol. ow!ow!
she can be like my main actress in my hp. cos my phone the video all got her doing stupid thing.

then went home... the mat wedding downstairs. siala! damn nice la! no mat beat. but got DJ sia! mat mixer!!! lol. zzz

went to meet elv and aug.

oh man... i reach there see aug and edalene and the girl start with s one.then siala... why he bring them again... sian1/2. then later see them they start laughing to themself. then dunno why suddenly call me bestfriend! with clap. on hand.

then the whole night is bestfriend! liao. quite fun la. quite annoying too.. quite lame. i laugh at edalene the teeth becos her teeth fall on the road and chip before. then look very cute. then say if fall down somemore cannot pronounce juice liao.

Uncle i want orange JUUT. HUH?? orange JUUT.

go play pool but my heart not there sia.. i keep thinking of things.

hmm but ok la.. got the 2girls to entertain me sia. the keyword is BESTFRIEND!! then they will jitao feng diao and BESTFRIEND! with you. BESTFRIEND! untilcannot stop.

hmm.. shes not coming back for christmas.... i am sad. no christmas presents from shanghai this year.. lol.... miss ya viv.


Lyric from Modest Mouse - World At Large
The moths beat themselves to death against the lights.
Adding their breeze to the summer nights.
Outside, water like air was great.
I didn't know what I had that day.
Walk a little farther to another plan.
You said that you did, but you didn't understand.

You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

wah. witty sia. not funny.

dEs | 2:08 AM

Saturday, December 17, 2005 Music: Rurutia - Selenite

Hmm.. changed blogskin and watched lots of stuff today. watched purepwnage episode 9. Its damn lame sia... dave back china take revenge on bu jing yun and niefeng, lol. by challenging street fighter and tetris. lol.then they lose buay song go kill his sisters. Then he emo. he burn his PS. wo yi hou ye bu wan you xi le.. I will not game anymore,... the way they argue in chinese is damn funny. TA MA DE. Motherfucker. Tian wo liang ke. Lick mahh balls.lol. ok lame.

then i watched karas... a new anime., i wont exactly call it anime... it has too much CGI. and the way the story goes, its like not anime , its like movie and drama but cartoon. Sorta like mononoke i guess. lots of fighting though.






Its like a movie ba.. only 6 episodes... so far quite nice la.

okay.. tmr got cip... i must go emo now...

amaku oshiyosete ha boku no mune wo fusuwaseru yo

Lyric from Panic! At The Disco - IT's Time To Dance
Well, she didn't choose this role
But she'll play it and make it sincere
So you cry, you cry
(Baby give me a break)
But they believe it from the tears
And the teeth right down to the blood
At her feet
Boys will be boys
Hiding in estrogen and wearing Aubergine dreams
(Baby give me a break...break...break...break)

You Are an Emo Rocker!

Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing. That doesn't mean you don't rock out... You just rock out with meaning. For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.

Oh man. I am so emo. I am so emo can.

dEs | 1:38 AM

Thursday, December 15, 2005 Music: Ash - Clones

I just realised this song very funny. This morning CRS talk about cloning. now im hearing to a great band's song. ORgan farming! Freedom!! freedom!!! Oh siala!

yarr anyway.. today is a very funny day. everything is funny today. maybe becos i not emo thats why funny.

today is like a day where love go wrong. and... its damn funny.

today.. lertong borrow janicia FOM notes. Then the gays yoges paul and leomund. all say wahhh janicia so nice handcopy for you leh!! wahh no chance already no chance already. then yoges ask janicia. you like lertong isit. wah in front of the whole class. then her reaction. like dragonball like that. BOM! the file drop on the file. everyone scared. then orhh yoges you die liao.... then he also quite scared. lol. then dunno what... very funny. he na wo de notes? huh? he touch ni de rou? LOL.

veronica also very funny. Aye you steady lar! aiseh@ lol. the way she say you ____ lar! very funny.

FOM was rather simple. Topshop siaL~

Thenn after FOM... KC tell me wah sandy walk so fast... confirm go meet boyfriend... then i was shocked, huh? sandy got boyfriend? then he tell me yar... SP band one.. play trombone one... Montfort one.. then i ask play trombone but can play anot? then he oh siala cannot lar! then i aiseh@

then i ask sandy eh sandy you got boyfriend ah? then she tell me you think have means have you think dont have means dont have. Then i oh siala means i no chance laiaoz! Then me and kc rofloflol. then she quite dulanz with me. then she walk faster.. then i from far away shout.. EH I STILL GOT CHANCE ANOT??? then she nv reply. lolol.

shit im such a bastard.

then after that go toilet. the guy beside me. keh kiang sia. he pee halfway smssmsms. then he zip up, then his handphone pouch drop into the urinal. Then I was like cannot control.. WAHAHAHAHA. then he say shit. then i wanted to tell him eh brother that one urine not shit. ahh jackk!!

shit im going to get retribution.

then after that on the train. meet kc friend classmate i think. then after that talktalktalk.. then i soooo.... you got boyfriend? then she say have. then i sia la.. no chance liao!! LOL. then i ask... soo.... you want another boyfriend? then she was like... errr why you so desperate. then kc say noooo.. this one... not call desperate.. is call openminded! sio la! funny la.

Today i mastered the skill of foldhand stealing. wah useful sia. pple will think ppl epulling! but they look! see nobody! then they think pple bang into me! but too late! GG!

Also owned some noobs today. they keep challenging my machine. then i use sentinel pwn them. then the guy say that guy(me) sentinel very pro. then i happy sia.

Sio la~

Lyric from: Senses fail - Dreaming A Reality

Is this what it's like,
A dream lacking serenity?
A wordless conversation, a "you and I" without a me.

Your Power Color Is Teal

At Your Highest: You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?"

Hmm thats true sia. what impression am i giving. nice quiz.

dEs | 10:07 PM

Monday, December 12, 2005 Music: Silverstein - Smashed Into Pieces

So... on saturday... had CIP. At teh serangoon salvation army. The first impression wasnt very good... cos they dont even have proper entrance must literally
peh swa (climb mountain) then go to the shop to be greeted by some uncle who think he very hip and cool. Go and find beneduck. Then everybody was like omgwtpbbq. beneduck?! simi sai!?

Then in the end we find the woman. She tell us okay guys. we need you to do something very difficult. We need you to do something that requires much thinking. something that girls cannot do. Pack and sort CDS. Then the girls hear already?> HUH?? pack cD?? I WANT>>> then we all guys, lertong me jude. all harhar. you all cannot think.

then wah go there.. i never see so many cds in my life. as in really 6 semac dustbins full of CDS. then have to pack and sort. we were fortunate we had other volunteers there to help us too. From DAC one. They... quite funny la. Talk alot of cock with them. Especially you pack CD halfway.. then suddenly open one. WAH CASETTE SIAL>> ehh buy ah eh...

Then the DAC guy damn funny. He pack halfway got one accpacc cd. Then he was like... ehhh accpacc leh... the teacher say outside cannot find one... then he like so excited he go and find the person ask whether can buy. Then he go find the guy. The guy say music cd $2. Then he assume everything $2 then he cannot buy the accpacc for $2 then he emo. LOl./

Finish liao went home.... to bathe. went out to meet elv and timmy. and aug. Aug came so late we cannot paly pool. So we waited until like uber long for him. we go eat $5 sotong bryani at food republic. Wah chao nice sia. so much and so nice. and... so much and so nice. yah.

then me elv timmy. wait outside wisma the motorolla booth. Then got the big M. M for Mat. So that was our signal to sit down. So we still had our cups from food republic. then we started saying the most random things. people walk pass we... in begging position... with cups in hand... just shout we want a better christmass pls help some people.... we just want a better christmas..... then timmy started smoking... we tell him.. eh like that you cannot beg la. then i take out PSP. then we shout.. ohhh we just want AN EVEN better christmas! LOL. We were really considering taking up professional begging.

Imagine you sell tissue... $1 one packet. you in 1 hr sell 5 packet = $5 then you buy one bigbig pack is only 20cents! good future.

and aug came along with 2 weird charbo friends. who kenna bluff by me very easily. oops. then really sia. zhuo boh liaoz.

ah siala.. heres wishing all of you a merry christmas...

ohh sialah we just want a better christmas... sialah sialah... better christmas onli... 20cent 50cent also can....

dEs | 1:22 AM

Sunday, December 04, 2005 Music: Emery - The Ponytail Parade

Wah the stars award if got betting system i think i can win money sia.

I predict ruanmianmian and the huang biren will win. Really win sia.

Julian he so emo. sit one corner. nobody beside him one.
Then president nathan go sit for 2-3 hrs donno whether can understand those taiwan comperes, maybe he can understand gurmit singh only.

Yar... patricia and adrian pang nv win sia. i sadded.
Not bad sia quan yi feng win so many.
Then the zoe tay like level up liao. She can come out when and as she like sia. Come and extra. Lol. Christy Cheung Woowoo.!! she cannot speak chinese goodly. like me.

Hmm... good waste of time that was.

I also finished my ibyakuya, but wah i see also sian not nice as ikon.

yucks lo 

Xiexie da jia for visiting my blog. Xiexie for ni de encouragement~ ji chi... wo xi wang(hope) hui bi jiao hao(will be better). Wo hui ju xu(continue) nu li. Xiexie mummy daddy.... xiexie wo de fans.... lol. hai you zai jia da dian hua gei wo de ren. XIEXIE!

dEs | 10:58 PM

Wednesday, November 30, 2005 Dj Sammy - California Dreamin'

Wahaha...

Im liek so happy. I found my CRS article. Its titled the gr8 IM db8. (great instant messaging debate)(which sounds like masturbate)

Ok.. pardon the pun.

Yar.. and in the article its basically saying that becos of electronic communication mediums such as sms,BLOG, students are more motivated to write. Which i think is true. And blogging is better than staring at a blank paper with lines. becos i no need to see the keyboard i just type and then words just come out, just like what im doing now. Like about 3-4 lines liao. Yeah.. but teachers fret over the decline in basic skills of writing.

i just found alot of acoustic songs that can play on the guitar. Like avenged sevenfold's seize the day, the early november almost all the songs. But somehow hillsongs always make me more peaceful.

I also was wasting time doing doing doing.... photoshop. I trying to make all the bleach char look like the ipod advertisement so far.. i only got this.


Ibyakuya. LOl 

ya. its really hard work to do an ibankai or ikon.

i love ibankai. its my desktop wallpaper now.



lol. cute right. but hard to do.

yeah.. got to go do tutorials. freaking 10.30 already and i haven started.


Lyric from trademark: amazed

Every little thing that you do..... baby im amazed.... by YOU.

The way you walk, the way you look, blushing,laughing,jealous. Im amazed by you.

Your Summer Ride is a Jeep

For you, summer is all about having no responsibilities. You prefer to hang with old friends - and make some new ones.

dEs | 10:09 PM

Tuesday, November 29, 2005 Music: Jay Chou - Si Mian Chu Ge

Guess whos back. Back again. Desmond's back. Tell a friend.

Yup, decided to spring clean my blogger. Actually, I decided becos liek many pple in my class starting to blog. So i decided to start also. Clean sheet.

I now like learning microsoft frontpage. I think thats how all those people do those blog all in one. The very compacted blog. I might try soon. But, i lazy. So see how lo. If can, i can powerlevel my blog skin making skills. Then you all call me desmond korkor then i help you all make. Wahaha.

I just realised if people go to yahoo or google they type microsoft frontpage or blogskins, my blog will appear in searches. That sucks.

Got to do a project on ELECTRONIC COMMUNICATIOn. I dont know what is that sia. But i will try to find article, but its teh difficult!

Im also updating steam and trying to install counterstrike to play with paul and lertong. But mine is source leh. And cant dl CS1.6. Gayshit.

Played d0ta till 1.30am last nite. Still managed to own nUbs. But not impressive. I kenna killed my heart beat so fast. Thats what happens if you nv play for long time.

Hmm.... wondering what we're doing for CIP. Salvation Army. Like what we plan, the management will like change abit. Like KC's grp. Say supposed to wheel oldfolks, end up go clean kitchen and all the oil filter. Eyuck. Hopefully, it will be a good experience.

Im looking for a book to read. any recommendations? Looking for the anansi boys though,

Our FOM teacher dont look like it. but hes certainly lame no.1. Then come Mongmong.

"can you wake the student up pls?"
"SIr, you put him to sleep you wake him up yourself!"

"there are many fish in the sea."
Yah but they are all sharks.

Then what you want? Whale ah? LOl.

ZzzZz. Some lame things that he said.

Still can remember mongmong:....

Suuuuger... Luuuler. Lol
You want to fight, go outside and fight. The staircase here later fall down pain.

Okay.. enuf reminiscing.
I was walking home today. I took a different route today. and i saw my dearest hsueh min! She was buying earring. Lol. Then in the end she gtg. Then i since at hougang mall already. I decided to go see handphone prices, and xbox. Then i walkwalkwalk. I see the arcade! OMFGWTFBBQ!!! The arcade become so small!!! No more MVC!!! Then the pizza hut next to it. Become Prettyintokyo. That neoprintgayshit. Wah then i sian1/2 go home. Then when i reach home. Nobody at home. Have to go buy own food. Like sian la. Cya.

QUOTE OF TEH DAY!!!!!
Im ten, i like men,i wank with a pen, on a van, in my den.

Lyric from Nine Days - Absolutely
While she looks so sad in photographs,
I absolutely love her. When she smiles

Ohh... saw some cool bleach posters. might be getting for people for xmas.

Rukia
Byakuya
Renji

The ichigo's one is too big but you can check it out at here>

dEs | 8:22 PM

Wednesday, October 12, 2005 Wah sialah. Paiseh nv update sia. Been busy pooling and guild waring. OKOK. now i free i update.

Yeah i was looking thru blogs and blogskins. and i saw one that i really omgwtfbbq. nothing to say. I see also dunno whether to laugh or cry or dulans or what la. Take a look then tell me what you think. I think you'll feel the same as me. Your blood pressure go higher^^

Click ME SIAL

LOL right.

Yeah, im quite free now. so anytime you want just call me 6 time. Then i'll be sure to call you back. Then we can decide what to do.

I also found this pic which is kinda funny too. Makes your blood pressure go higher^^

its liek lol?



So next time if your girl has a headache. you know you're doing it wrong. LOL. Takecare all goodnight.

dEs | 3:48 AM

Wednesday, September 21, 2005 no more mob. gonna miss Mr. i teach you ldidat.

But if you havent watched advent children. you should. its teh zai. Its FF7. So you should expect. Cloud and sephiroth.


Hisashi buri dana, Cloud 
Long time no see, Cloud.

Sephiroth 

Teh big imba gayb4r


Sephiroth VS Cloud 

Swordfighting.


Going to GG 


5 Swords come out and poke him 


Setting up for limit break 


SIALAH!! DONT KILL ME!!! 


Stay there... in my memories. 


I... Wont be just a memory. 
Sephiroth - 1 Winged Angel.


=X I Die orleady. 
Fade into dust. and kadaj.

Even with these few screenies, you can see that it is teh zai. so what are you waiting for go and watch your FF7 Advent children now. mwahaha.

Torrents can be found at www.baka-updates.com

dEs | 12:32 AM

Tuesday, September 13, 2005 Music: Kutless - Arms Of Love

No more ec. yay. no gangster remarks either.

tsubasa chronicle kinda owns. kinda abit mix of inuyasha and like sliders. and like got love story. kinda typical. but nice. must collect the feathers. like inuyasha must collect sacred jewel fragments. and then will cross dimension. then his party got uber ownage people. good recoommendation for it.

study break now.

but i haven study. only break only.

so must motivation come. then can own.

for now ill sit here and remind myself that everything will be alright. haha.

Dengue in hougang?? Aiya no fear... mosquito wont bite me,... i bite mosquito one.

RAWR~!

but really leh, if it get to serious i have to shift house liao. lol. if not stay in hougang = GG.

but i dont think mosquito will bite me la... i so unsweet. bite me they loogi.

they will think...

SIA LAH, this guy blood taste like crap. zhao ah... ~~ ziuziuziu all fly away.

then liddat not scared vampire also.

the jiang shi come. i just say low blood pressure too little sugar. just like the equal sugar. you bite me you get the opposite of diabetes. then you die a horrible death....... AGAIN. Bwahaha!

lol. okay. i dunno where that came from.

Lyrics from HIM - Salt In Our Wounds


Here we are
In the maelstrom of love
Waiting for the calm
To soothe our hearts

Here we are
And don't know how to stop
Waiting for the war
To end it all

Love is insane and Baby
We are too
It's our hearts little grave
And the salt in our wounds

Love is insane and Baby
We are too
It's our hearts little grave
And the salt in our wounds

Here we are
Right back where we began
Waiting for sweet love
With open arms

Here we are
Just like before
Waiting for the warmth
Of that tender storm

Love is insane and Baby
We are too
It's our hearts little grave
And the salt in our wounds

dEs | 12:36 AM

Saturday, September 03, 2005 Music: Franz Ferdinand - This Fire

EHHHHHHh........... SIALAH! Saw sylvester squatting outside 7-11 smoking, plaza singapura with his ahbeng friends. At first walk pass.. see the hair, eh sialah, that one look like sylvester. then he look up see his funny face, then i start laughing. LOL.

Then he like so unglam lor. public icon, singapore idol, runner up, squatting at 7-11 there smoking. Nv think abt his image. So much for his colgate advertisement sial.

It should be like this

I trust colgate to make my teeth white after i smoke. - sylvester.
My teeth become whitewhite after my marlboro.
For whiter healthier teeth smoke a cigarette.

waha teh funny.

Wanted to take a pic of him. but then dirty my phone only. Then if ask him for pic, he get ready to pose, hide the cigarette. Then say, erm with the cigarette in your mouth. then 1,2,3 not say cheese. say emo. 1,2,3 EMO. Then emo face with cigarette.

Then create a shirt.

Got his emo face with cigarette.

EH sialah. cool sial 
For healthier whitier teeth. Stupid sia. smoke dont squat la.. at least sit on staircase or something.

1,2,3 EMO. Sial.

I think im a tekken pro la. LOL. And i think my high carbo diet is going to kill me one day. then ill go to hell for gluttony.

I gained like 2kg. LOL. fat sia fat sia. EMO~ Emo... imagine. cutlet rice + prata. or jumbo chicken x 1+1/2, the taiwan cut chicken,subway 6inch, x2 lemon tea. = GG no re.

Feel like theres nothing to live for. maybe except for bleach and naruto


Set upon the Frosted Heavens, Hyourinmaru! 

dEs | 1:07 AM

Wednesday, August 31, 2005 Music:SASH!(DJ Delirious REMIX) - Show Me The Right Way

DJ Delirious is teh roxXors man.

Wooho.. happy siaL~ no more ideas. no more mob. no more pokemon. Liddat. I teach you liddat. I nv bluff you one. I know more than you one. Sialah.

most of the projects are done too. Can concentrate more on the things i want to do. MU? damn. i need to get my rs/es. Guitar? been siaming it for awhile. Play pool also. slacking. you want to slack dont go poly. poly is like damn tough. at least for bizness side. i see MM. erm. today i end at 12 tmr i end at 1 the latest i go home is 3.


yeah. but poly life damn busy siaL~ there almost isnt one day. oh nothing to do ah. yay. that kind of secondary school feeling. but secondary school, got thing or no thing is the same. cos also nv do becos ultimately only olevel count and stuff right.


sian lor. kujala i think she pms... i suddenly forgot my lines, becos i say weather hot. then whole class laugh. then she think i making fun of her. then she later say what disgusted with my grp la. then call me stay back talk some cock. say i got unfriendly face, negative body language and whatfuck la. Then later say i look like gangster. ok lor. i gangster lo.

But i tell you la. its an SA thing to be liddat. i nv bluff you one. Darren Lin JJ also receive that feedback. and i think boss will too. oh ya. to my classmates, boss = your foodcourt friend. hahahahahaha. siaL~ how you feel sia foodcourt friend. lolololol. why you forever at foodcourt one.

i want play pool....

Lyric from: all american rejects - My paper heart

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run a-way
Catch you if I can

Tears fall, down your face
The taste, is something new
Something that I know
Moving on is, easiest when I am around you.

So bottle up old love,
And throw it out to sea,
Watch it away as you cry
A year has past
The seasons go

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run a-way
Catch you if I can

Waiting, day to day it goes through
My lips, are sealed for her
My tongue is,
Tied to, a dream of being with you
To settle for less, is not what I prefer

So bottle up old love,
And throw it out to sea,
Watch it away as you cry
A year has past
The seasons go

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run a-way
Catch you if I can

Summer time, the nights are so long
The leaves fall down,
and so do I into the arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you to me

Summer time, the nights they are so long
The leaves fall down,
and so do I into the arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you to me

Your Outrageous Name Is

Phil McCrackin

mccrackin? lol gdnight,

dEs | 12:35 AM

Friday, August 26, 2005 Music: Matchbook Romance - If All Else Fails

Eh.... SIA LAH! now i know why mats say sia lah for. They say sia lah when they want to say something but they forget what to say. so they drag their eh. Their eh is Ehhhhhhhh........ Then forget. SIALAH! sia lah is like speed up x 999 so is SIALAH! So the whole sentence is Ehhhhh..... SIALAH! ROFLOL!

Then mats also like got some vulgar word that i think ah. I think is liddat. Is call hariBO! LOl. ya like the sweet haribo. Then the haribo also got pattern one. is like hari is super soft. Then BO you go BO!!!!!! so is hariBO!!!!!!!!!11!11! Ahahaha.
stupid mats...

So much happened this wk siaL~ presentation wear nice nice. Play soccer in formal wear is a killer man. Then go Planet jupiterpool junction... sial. lol. then quite xiong.

Lemon tea is my latest addiction. siaL~ almost better than djarum. ops i also forgot how to spell it. Seasons one seasons one. liddat liddat.

Eh gay. Inuyasha season 2 finish then show peacemaker. its like suxXorZ. I think even prince of tennis is nicer. But that doesnt mean they should show it too... Show at least something like trinityblood. or ranma. I donno but i like ranma. Lol.
Then Shaman king! Da jue ji! sad lor liddat. hope they show good anime.

Imagine southpark in japanese. It will be anime la.
so the english is Oh my god! he killed kenny! that bastard!
so jap would be tenshu! kare ryuu kenny san no! kanata bakayaro!
or italian Il mio!you del dio dell'OH ha ucciso kenny! Voi bastardi!
or german OH- mein Gott! er tötete kenny! dieser bastard!
ROFLOL.

I will be damn happy after nxt tuesday siaL~ No more IDEAS. No more david cheong. Liddat la liddat. but within that week so many presentation. EC, IDEAS ITAB. sian1/2 after that still got a 2wk breather. then all the bomb come already. 4 hr papers 3 hr papers. but nvm la, later then say la.

Later think so much also sialah already.

Been reading the bible almost everyday siaL~ The online version. www.bricktestament.com

damn funny sia.







ROFLOL.

Even got turban!



aRe YoUr ChIcKeN ffffrESH??

Are your buffalo wings SAUCE SPICY~?!!

IS YOUR TURBAN DIRTY???

dEs | 10:50 PM

Saturday, August 20, 2005 Music: Usher feat ludacris feat lil jon

FUCK. MY PARENTS ARE FUCKING STUPID. I DOING MY WORK HALFWAY THEY COME OFF MY COMP. THEN I NEVER SAVE. THEN I WAS LIKE WHATTHEFUCK. THEY THINK I PLAYING COMPUTER. THEN I WAS LIKE DONT FUCKING ACT LIKE MATS CAN?

we already give you ample notice already okay?

BUT IM DOING MY FUCKING WORK. YOU KNOW WORK?

then they nv say anything.fuck i wont do my project already la. i fucking lost everything.

just becos they have mat blood doesnt mean they can, fucking do this kind of mat stuff. its like nowonder im acting mat also.

wah lao. dulan to blog already .

dEs | 1:52 AM

Tuesday, August 16, 2005 Music: Springbreak - Shut Up(Cascada Remix)

Hey everybody. I was doing soul searching and i was very fascinated at what my soul contain.

Got 3 alter ego.

1. Ub3Rb0y

This is the most Ub3R side of ahdes. This is the side of him where you must pH33R H|S L33T SKI||Z!!!1!! This alter ego pwns noobs and stuff right. And liek his spelling is liek all messed up and stuff. He likes to like add a like at the end of like every word and sentence and stuff right. Its easy to recognise this side of him as it is teh uber. and when he laughs its liek... ROFLOLMAO! OMGWTPBBQ! LOLOLOLOLOLOL! He is constantly training his micro to level up. To him, everyone is a n00b. Unless proven otherwise and is a masterer.

2. Emokid...

This is the most emo side of ahdes. This is the side of him where you must show alot of love and concern for him. This alter ego might cause ahdes to cry anytime and do stupid things. Emokid... is very fragile. He will constantly write or recite emo lyrics such as Why dont we hit restart, pause it at our favourite parts, we'll skip the goodbyes - Matchbook Romance or LOVES THE FUNERAL OF HeARTS, AnD AN ODE FOR CRUELTY. - HIM. This side of ahdes doesnt even laugh at all. No hahas or lols! Sad right. He constantly thinks of all the bad/okay/sucks/whyliddatsia/ situations.

3. Slackerman

This is the most slack side of ahdes. This is a very predominant alter ego. As you should already know this is the side of him where he is always... sian... This alter ego might cause ahdes to fail his exams and wake up late for school. Slackerman is always lazy. This alter ego constantly sia lahs, why liddat? ehh dont want la.. so far.. you come here la... sian.. haiz... waahhhhlaooooooo. pontang ah eh. eh no fear. jangan tension... This alter ego laughs by saying sia lah! And when laughing at other people. How you feel sia? Almost everything got a sia.... behind. must drag the sia. Is like Why liddat. siaaaa..... or Dunno... siaaaa.... Okay come to think of it. It could be matman also. But i no mat! siaaaa..... Eh, no fear la eh. Then got the greeting for people. where you must stick two fingers out and hold your collar.*( only applicable to some people. Results may vary.)

Yah, so now you're all acquainted. I want them to say hi.

Ub3RbOy: ROFLOL! Liek, wots hapening n00b? haf u been liek trainin n stuff?

Emokid...: ..........

Slackerman: Eh sia lah!

So whats happening with that screwed up life of ahdes?

Ub3Rb0y: OMGWTPBBQ! Im liek teh PWNAGE!!!1!1!! i liek totally pwns in lif and stuff right. Me was liek playing liek MMO.. Then many liek golden titans cum out of teh ground and stuff right. Then i was liek ES! ES! ES! EEE....SSS!!!! n liek the n00bs liek went to KS me and stuff right. Then i was liek PK-ING them fo liek stealing my BOKS n stuff right. Then they were crying liek babies and stuff right. dont pk me. i give you 30m zen.~>_<~ I was liek ROFLOL! NOOB! NOOB! NOOB! Then he liek gave me his 30m zen and then i still PK-ed him. ROFLOL!

Okkayyy.....

Emokid...: This fortress of tears i built it strong for you...

Rightt...

Slackerman: Sia lah... today sch so long sia. 10am to 5pm sia. Then the cher so boring... i want go eat lunch... sia lah.. then i nv bring pacc book. Then i over there sia lah. why i forget to bring sia. Then okok. no fear ah eh. copy MOB notes copy MOB notes. alright la. billa billa! so tired.. want to go home sleep. i go home sleep until 830pm my mudder nv wake up me sia. how i feel sia? Now what i do sia... No inuyasha shaman king today... why liddat.. i go watch tv...

Alright. Thats abt it.

Muggingfreak: ELo! Im muggingfreak! hurhurhur. I only appear once any subject drop below 60% Then somehow heehee somewhere then the subconscious mind tell ahdes. Oh need to study. workwork.

Ahh get lost la. stupid muggingfreak. no mugging man...

dEs | 9:16 PM

Music: RHCP - Scar Tissue

Monday, sian.

Tuesday. Ideas presentation. Must go prepare. ok....

MMM... sia lah...

Jumbo chicken rocks. Jumbo beef sucks. MMM... sia lahh.. mmm...

I think we're really no life.

eh sia lah sia lah sia lah. life is but slacking.

choose wrong course liao... so busy!~!~! mmm....

50cents makes pple ride on the dinosaur. so happy. mmm.,<~


MMM.. is a form of whining. yah. mmm..1`1

dEs | 12:49 AM

Wednesday, August 10, 2005 Music: Cascada - Everytime We Touch

Woah. The Tanks. The planes. TIUTIUTIU! Wah the tanks are like uber. liek there are like so many of them right. and the artillery. woah. SCUDSTORM SCUDSTORM! And lastly the fireworks are like imba. PIEWPIEWPIEW! Got the heartshape one. So.. nice.

I damn stupid sia. shud have go tampines and watch. the fireworks there nicer. like ejaculation like that. non stop one sia.

but it was really a nice experience. but nice isnt really the word to describe it. maybe exhilarating?? orgasmic?

makes me wanna join the army huh? roflol!

nah.

My father is hearing chinese techno. omgwtfbbq is wrong with him. is like the lao shu ai da mi song. wtf

dEs | 2:02 AM

Tuesday, August 09, 2005 FIRFIR! FIR AT MARINA FIR FIR FIR! WAHHH!!

TEH WEDDING CRASHERS IS TEH FUNNY! YOU SHUD GO WATCH IT. IF NOT YOU IS NOOB.



FIR!!! TEH ROXXORS!

Forgive the caps. Im just excitied. until i spelt excited wrongly. i shall go watch them at marina tmr. all of you come too.

dEs | 2:50 AM

Sunday, August 07, 2005 Long long time ago about liek 17 years ago. There was a great legend waiting to unfold. Then at abt liek 7am. Then at the thomson medical centre. POP GOES THE DESMOND.

Im 17. Which means. 52 more years till im 69. Long way to go.

Owning noobs since 1988.

dEs | 12:58 AM

Saturday, August 06, 2005 SO BLARDY SCARED CAN!!! 7th MONTH IS SCARY!

Okay before i say all the scary thing. i say all the funny thing first. YOU FAT LIKE PIG!!!!!!!!!

today me kc and yj go out. Then suddenly we walk walk, then this woman come up to us, point to kc YOU FAT LIKE PIG!!!!!!! YOU FAT LIKE PIG!!!!!!! FAT LIKE PIG!!!!!!!!! Then walk away.

Then KC stand there jack. Then we all donno whether to feel angry or to laugh.

Then later everything also. EH YOU LAH! FAT LIKE PIG! NOOB LIKE NOOB! Then pple walk past you. EH FAT LIKE PIG! It became a 2nd ALL YOUR BASE.

I saw MTV jackass on tv. Bam magera put food in the sleeping tent. Then he sleep. Then the bear come and maul him. WAHAHAHA. Then scratch his backside got mark.

Okay then come the scary part. WAH LAU FAT LIKE PIG LOR YOU!

Then we take NEL go home.

Then sia la. then we walk the staircase. walk walk like forever. like a stuck scene. I got the video i can send you. No shit.

Then we finally got to little india station.

Then train come. Then we got on. Then blah blah pass farrer park pass boon keng. Then suddenly we hear techno got DOOD DOOD DOOD DOOD *SCREECH SCRECH*

Wo deng zhe ni hui lai...
wo deng zhe ni hui lai...

Then SCREECH SCREEHC DOOD DOOD DOOD. It wasnt a remix la STUPID FAT PIG.


Then pass potong pasir. KC got off. i think he got quite freak out. cos he have to take bus. and all the bus uncles all driving very fast. incase too late they pickup wrong passenger. Then all the pple sit next to him the head spin round and round. LOL.

Lol. Door open, nobody. Then. got ezlink tapping sound. lol.

LOL. anyway. it was like scary then. but now i like somehow can laugh at it.
Then after potong pasir is woodleigh but the station haven open. then me and yj joking say sia la later woodleigh open. Then sia la the train suddenly move very slow. Then reach the woodleigh station stop. Then got the word BOON LAY there. Then we were WTF. GG NO RE

But the door never open. and it was like so empty. it stopped but nv open and so empty. and like only got one light. then is like we stun for 3 seconds.

before we say anything. The train start moving. Then we nv say anything. Until hougang. I say goodbye brother. take care. then i faster zhao ah!

Zhao until cannot zhao anymore. The wo deng zhe ni hui lai keep playing in my head. Then i reach my house the carpark there. then very quiet. Then i suddenly turn left. I see one white figure at the burning dustbin there. As in the pple to throw their thing in that thing. ya. Then i tio stun again. Then i look again. Sia la human. Idiot. wear white for what sia.

Then i walk home. The light flickering. Then so much smoke. But finally got home.

What a harrowing experience. I think i scared liao. If tonight i slp i hear the

wo deng zhe ni hui lai

i think GG NO RE.

SUPER DUPER.. SIAN DIAO






EH YOU LA FAT LIKE PIG. OF cos joking one la.
except the go round and round in the station. That one really got video.

BOOYAH. Happy 7th month everyone. ROFL

dEs | 12:10 AM

Thursday, August 04, 2005 Music: Floorfilla - Anthem 1,2,3,4,5 (Remix)

Alright la. Many projects coming up. But i believe i can do it. Today Lertong and I followed deborah to the fujitsu care centre for her laptop.

She kenna the left click virus. and when she open note pad the computer will talk to her one. so scary.

COMPUTER: YOUR PIC IS TEH FUNNY www.blahbvlah.com

LERTONG: LOL

COMPUTER: YOUR PIC IS TEH FUNNY www.blahbvlah.com

LERTONG: THANKS

Okay.

But sia la. repair laptop expensive sia. More ex than repair computer.

$80 for consultation and $50 for repair checking.

I sim tia she not sim tia sia. SIM TIA = HEARTPAIN

Theres still something i can't put my finger on.

Her parents both not working. Then where she get all the money sia?

I also want sia. No actually i dont want. They should go and work. Come home later, but give me more money. Yeah!

Went home after that.

Can you believe it? Im playing MUSG.

ROFL. This one really requires very little effort. But many pple have like 40 resets. so im thinking twice again.

AHDES RANKING:370

Playing games really is a girl repellent.

All the girls will think " hmm i dont want a guy with uber micro to be my boyfriend. i want a rich guy."

Well. DOTA was a big girl repellent for me. Im happy im not playing it anymore. Too bad i learnt it too late.

But heck la. Live life for the moment.







So play more.
I think i will play WOW.

Lyric from Phantom Planet - Lonely Day

I could tell from the minute I woke up
It was going to be a lonely lonely
lonely lonely day.
Rise and shine rub the sleep out of my eyes
And try to tell myself I can't
go back to bed
It's gonna be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day.
Even though the sun is shining down on me and I should feel about as happy as can be
I just got here and I already want to leave
It's gonna be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day

Everybody knows that something's wrong
But nobody knows what's going on
We all sing the same old song
When you want it all to go away
It's shaping up to be a lonely day

I could tell from the minute I woke up it was going to be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day.

How You Life Your Life

You tend to deprive yourself of things you crave, for your own good. You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think. You're open to new people and friends, which makes you a pretty popular person. Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

Yeah. Thats right. live for the moment. gdnight folks/

dEs | 1:18 AM

Sunday, July 31, 2005 Music: Hillsongs United Live - There Is Nothing Like

I just realised i can use multimedia studio to edit ringtones. so i can just have the part i want. cool.

This song is stuck in my head.

I love you forever. i love you forever. There is nothing like nothing like your love.

Nice sia.

Oh what do you know. today is PMC bible quiz. and the result??

Needless to say...


Teh PRONESS! 

ROFLROFL.

ok. but i really didnt contribute much. cos my specialised questions didnt come out.
instead almost all of izaku question come out. But hes also teh pro.

HIP HIP HAARLOTH!!!

Incase you all dont know what haarloth is. Go google it. ROFLOL.

AHHH!! DIE ALREADY!!! Been thinking of cordelia like 3 days straight. Why?? Why now. when i am okay now?? this sucks.

Lyric from Moments In Grace - The Past
I watched as the dark fades to dawn,
And wished the past never happened (never happened)

Walking home as the streetlights are turning off,
And the pen on the papers is hardly dry at all,
My bloodshot eyes struggle to adjust to the sun,
I always thought but I had hoped that I was wrong,

[Chorus]
I wished the past never happened to you,
Happened to you,
Happened to you

Quietly turned away trembling
I felt the weight of your words as they finally met your lips,
I would give anything to take away this pain you live with,
I gave you my soul, I give you this wish

[Chorus]

I wish this never happened
[Chorus]


You, my friend, are a lazy sleeper! As far as you
are concerned, sleeping and lounging about are
the most incredible things on earth. You love
just sitting back and watching everyone buzzing
around with their busy lives. Its not that
youre stupid or dont care, on the contrary, you
are quite intelligent when you want to be. But
why waste the effort?


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ZZZZZ

dEs | 11:52 PM

Friday, July 29, 2005 Music: Lin Jun Jie - Jiang Nan

I just realised Darren Gho also called Lin jun jie.
imagine him as JJ. Wahaha. okay.

today went out with mindy. oh so sassy. forgot to pass her the thing i supposed to pass her. so dumb of me.

then went out with izaku, sheldie and yue hao. Ok we can win. ROFL lol.

then went to play Sprint and GO! with izaku. Its a new mode for pool. People play doubles, nine ball, cut throat. We play SPRINT AND GO! Wahaha.

Basically its take a shot in max 3 secs. We tried to play pool as efficient as possible. Least input max output.

In this case. We played 4 games(output) for $1.80(input) which is $0.45 1 game! wahaha.

Then so zai we still can play 4 games. But tie at 2-2. grr.

Next time we shall play 10 games in $1.00. So 1 game (output) $0.10 (input)

first time play pool. so tiring. cos we chiong. roflol. gonna wowowowow and watch inuyasha and shaman king!

Lyric from System Of A Down: BYOB

Handed to obsoletion,
Still you feed us lies from the table cloth.
La la la la la la la la la,
Everybody’s going to the party have a real good time.
Dancing in the desert blowing up the sunshine.
Everybody’s going to the party have a real good time.
Dancing in the desert blowing up the sunshine.

Your Hidden Talent

You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations. You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts. Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition. The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.

is that so? o.0

dEs | 10:14 PM

Blink 182 - Miss You

I rode a gryphon. It took me from thalsamar to ironforge. So cool. i wanna own a gryphon. then i wont have to pay 1s75c!

playing games doesnt make me oblivious to my surrounding. if only i could be like that ostrich that can bury my head in the sand. if only if only. if only i had done this if only i had done that. If onlys cant change problems. Im just running away from it.

and i guess ill stay that way. it hurts my head just to think of all these shit.

if only i can right click and delete you from my memory.
if only it can take away the pain.

i have to move on but i cant help thinking of her. sometimes.

dEs | 1:48 AM

Monday, July 25, 2005 Music: Emery - Holding Out For A Hero

i think priorities are things that make or break people.

Especially if youre like serving.

Im busy too. But you dont see me doing work during YM. or going home halfway.

Thats becos i know my damn priorities.

You want to serve you serve.

You want to do homework you do homework.

You want to go home, dont even come at all.

The reason why im not serving is becos im scared that i wont know my priorities either.

and all of you shouldnt be too.

dEs | 12:46 AM

Friday, July 22, 2005 Music: Finch - Say Hello To Sunshine

I solved the riddle today
Glamorous and I must say
That none of us are ok


Take a look around.Everything.In turn. Will. Come Down.

Woke up late today. I set my alarm to 7pm instead of 7am. Still lucky i woke up at like 930am instead of 1pm.

Celebrated the 3 july babies for the class. happy bday jacquelyn,leomund and jeannie. hope you enjoy the presents.

jacquelyn "die lor leomund. you handsome already lor."

wahaha. the shirt my appointed birthday rep got for him was really like uber good. i can rest assure my present will be uber too.

remember ah my birthday 7august.

7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.7august.

ya. 1337 the 7.

ok sorry for the shameless advertisement.

ya ya and that spongebob boxer.

spongebob boxer.spongebob boxer.spongebob boxer.spongebob boxer.spongebob boxer.spongebob boxer.spongebob boxer.spongebob boxer.spongebob boxer.spongebob boxer.

Okay went to tampines to meet nat,shane and viv. Real nice that viv came back from shanghai to visit me us. She even bought me us presents. Yah,,, pirated i know. but if i dont say nobody know. so shhh...

where got pirated?

piratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpiratedpirated

I met mindy and jean to go tampines. realised that jean was very easy to talk to. and is like sugar/sour siao. I also cannot take it. The mirror handphone thing. wahlaos.

she ask me whether i like mindy. then i was like... no.

I mean if like a person you just like got to know today ask you. you also will say no right

ill see how it goes. she is after all her best friend. i should like talk to her more.

I think i will pontang school tomorrow. yup. gambate!

Lyric from Senses Fail - Freefall Without A Parachute

With every passing moment, it just keeps getting worse
The walls are getting smaller and I am six feet beneath the earth.
And I will be, oh I will be, just lost.


Oh it's better to rush upon this blade
Than give in to the fear in your heart


Take The quiz yourself


ZANGETSU!!!!!!

dEs | 1:12 AM

Saturday, July 16, 2005 BWAHAHA!

dEs | 4:27 PM

Thursday, July 14, 2005 Papa Roach - Time and Time again
Yes I did it and I'll do it again
It doesn't matter if I am your best friend
I don't think so
You're not that smart
Over and over it breaks my heart
The cycle continues time for your crime
The pain comes back in an ugly design
Her makeup smears
The tears that she cries
Over and over every night

Emotional swords slash my soul
And now the pain it takes control
I think about you
I think about me
Think about the way that it used to be
I need a bottle
I need some pills
I need a friend
And I need some thrills
A shoulder to cry on a friend to depend on
When life gets rough

Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me

It's like a fight every single day
It's always easy when you have it your way
Deep in my heart
In the depths of my soul
My selfish ways are out of control
I'm sorry that it comes down to this
I punch through the wall as I break my fist
The makeup smears
Tears that we cry
Over and over every night

Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me

You're so selfish
You're making me want to end this relationship
You're making me want to end this

Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me

Loving ties unwind
Lost time behind
Loving ties unwind
Lost time behind

dEs | 12:42 AM

Wednesday, July 13, 2005 Music: System Of A Down - Chop Suey

Met kc and ang at the harbourfront thingy. We were pondering about life and business proposals. Sia la we no cca sia./ how sia ?

Thats why we got proposal to start up the ccaless club.

so when pple ask you what cca you are in? reply "ccaless".

woah sound zai right.

i was practicing my micro. yet again. and i withdrew 1k again. uber jack. microed to put it back too.

yah so the proposal something like that.

1. Purpose

The purpose of this proposal seeks the director of sp cca's approval to set up the CCAless club.

2. Current situation

Many students in sp are CCAless.

3.1 3 possible solutions

1. Set up the CCAless club with KC as president

2. Set up the CCAless club with desmond as president

3. Set up the CCAless club with ang as president

3.2 pros and cons

1. Set up the CCAless club with KC as president

Pros
1.All CCAless people will have a CCA

2.CCA points given on how much the person ponder about life and sia lah around.

3.Sense of belonging to the school and CCAless club. They will strive their best to ponder about life and sia lah around.

Cons
1. No Con.

2. Set up the CCAless club with desmond as president

Pros
1.All CCAless people will have a CCA

2.CCA points given on how much the person ponder about life and sia lah around.

3.Sense of belonging to the school and CCAless club. They will strive their best to ponder about life and sia lah around.

Cons
1. No Con.

3.Set up the CCAless club with ang as president

Pros
1.All CCAless people will have a CCA

2.CCA points given on how much the person ponder about life and sia lah around.

3.Sense of belonging to the school and CCAless club. They will strive their best to ponder about life and sia lah around.

Cons
1. No Con.

4.1 Proposal
We propose that we are given all the available resources and manpower needed to start this club as this club could revolutionise the school and theres really no harm in the school giving extra CCA points to students. It is a win-win situation.

4.2 Justification

1. We decided that we will have a one day council rotation for president.
(Eg: Monday president = KC. Tuesday president = AhDes. Wednesday president = ang. etc.)

2.We also decided to trial the CCAless students to gauge their standards of sia lahing.

3.We are afraid of students from other CCAs quitting their current CCAs to join the CCAless club so we have to ask them to pay per sialah session as membership fee.

4.3 Implementation
We decide to implement this CCAless club by recruiting as many CCAless students as possible by having a school day where everybody just sia lahs around and one look you know they are the CCAless look. (the o.0 look.) Then we have beseeched our lecturererers to help us spread this CCAless club by mouth. We will also be having our once a year meeting at the void deck or the mrt station outside.

5. Approval Sought
You better approve our CCAless club. Or the angsty CCAless teens will hang pig head on your door. you gayb4r.

sincerely
AhDes
SlackerHead

dEs | 12:11 AM

Saturday, June 25, 2005 Music - Roses Are Red: 300 Motion Pictures

Hey lo. Just downloaded ares and switched to it from limewire. i am now an ares user. =)

More songs sia. Now all the xjapan and hide song all i can find. Xjapan is like uberleet. But sad thing for their drummer no more the same guy. He headbang until fracture his neck. Then during concert. He got the cast. then he dulan he took out the cast and headbang. Now he whole body paralyse.

Well, i will always remember you as the guy who headbang until paralyse.

Went to GG today with lertong, yingying, paul and felica. Go play pool and arcade. the arcade machine 40cents! LOL. Then felicia me and paul go play thethe... like beatmania that game. 3pple play 40cents. Cheap lor. Then yy and lertong go play pool. Then after that we played cutthroat. All kill me. I so jack. i like so jack lor. lol.

And everybodys on the table

Then went to play basketball with yingying and paul.

the chickens on the table

Its like even though were like noobs and stuff. we still had fun. Could never imagine yingying a 9 pointer. and yuyu got 10points. and theyre all like different sec schools. Must be like hardworking slacker. Bah. why i cannot sia.

the dog is on the table

tabletabletabletabletabletabletabletabletabletable and everybodys on the table.

anyway.

went to check out the squash timings. i think i will be going to test the water for squash. Then yingying went to meet yuyu and then i go home and paul go library and then we all live happily ever after.

Lyric from - Lil Flip feat Lea: Sunshine

Look, I know you wanna chill wit a player
But all you got to do is keep it real wit a player
Just answer your phone whenever I call
Cause I'm riding on chrome whenever I ball

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

Hmm really? i dont know.

dEs | 12:20 AM

Thursday, June 23, 2005 Rufio - One Slow Dance

Im so emo. Im like so emo now can. I like go to school come back. Sleep. Wake up. Repeat. Its like school hours are uber long. And my mom dont want give me more money. Im surviving on $200 on food only. No extra for shopping, movie and other stuff. And when i make the stupid ezlink card its $5. And its $6 to unblock the card to tap. Then she only give me $10 and tell me take it or leave it. Then i was really WTF. $1 also want to keh kao. I dont ask more from you already you should be happy lor. Other pple $280 a month. Can do shitloads of stuff. I cant. And i have to pretend im happy.

So this month im broke already. Cant do stuff. Still got like 8 days to go. Thats like $10 a day. I watch one movie, buy one shirt. = GG. No more money for the day. Its like food is also not cheap. Lunch and dinner $10 sometime also not enuf freaking frustrating. And i cannot dont eat. A hungry desmond is an angry desmond. Rawr.

I dunno la. I hope that she'll see the way i see and give me more money. Or i can find a walking atm. WALKING ATM WHERE ARE YOU!!! I NEED YOU I WILL LURVE YOU AND HUG YOU AND AND AND LIEK TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOU.

Actually im feeling better after i blog. Im liek liek feeling better can? lolololol.

Lyric from Emery - The Secret

on the way to grey
i could hardly wait
to see you again
to feel your hands

covering me
til the storm is done
what seemed to be the end
was not the end at all

when i hear the rain
should i be afraid
for my, for my
for my... life

why do you look at me that way?
i told you
that i was too busy to see you
i would never
keep a secret from you
from you
from you

is it over?
i am fine
thank you dearly
for your time

i'll be leaving
don't you cry
i'll be back soon
at least i'll try

can't you see
there is no time to think
selfishly

yesterday's gone
tomorrow's here
can't turn back now
i won't quit

i still love you
i swear
i always will

dEs | 12:21 AM

Monday, June 20, 2005 Music: Phantom Planet - California

Hey guys... was having a blast today. I was just feeling very happy today in school. but when i reach home. my mother look at me. say. Lao Ma only got 1 more week to live. then i was like 5second stun. 1,2,3,4,5. Then i was like then how? Then my father still in china. Then what if im like in school? Do i like in the movies, Receive sms then run out of class. Many thoughts swirling. Becos, shes not my grandma. I like go there becos shes my fathers grandma. And i like dont talk to her at all. Cos i cant understand what she saying. Then if she really does pass on. Its like everyone there will be crying then i will just like stone there. Just like lao gong's funeral. I dunno. nehmind.

Lyric from Creed - What If

What if your words could be judged like a crime?

dEs | 11:05 PM

Sunday, June 19, 2005 Jay Chou - Wo De Di Pan

WoO HAPPY HAPPY. SO HAPPY CAN! EYE CANDY CALLED ME OUT!!! SO ROXXORS! HAPPY FATHERS DAY TO ALL FATHERS. AND TO THE BIG MAN! YAY. EGAMES COMING. WATCH THIS SPACE.

dEs | 7:19 PM

Wednesday, June 15, 2005 Matt Redman - Facedown

Sent shane off today. SO touching. His cat and dog like all have the sad sad feeling. It just goes to show what a great master he is. Anyway, went to airport, dunno what decision was there? dinner no dinner? lunch? dinner?

I think we're on the road to GG NO RE.

Communication breakdown.

Stupid IDEAS. 2 different teachers 2 different marks. 1 average. also = GG.

Everythings GG. Everythings reaching the end of the line.

I should just GG too.

Retarded people surrounding me.

Adelia's unicorn angkong is uber ugly. Cheat my waffle money.

Gay. No more mood to blog.

dEs | 12:58 AM

Monday, June 13, 2005 Hillsongs - Centre Of My Life

Hey all. One Purpose Camp was good. I think that the old folks home still left the greatest impression on me. I havent seen my grandparents for a long time and i think my parents are going to throw them there also. I didnt want to see the old folks as i thought that many will be suffering and unhappy. I really dreaded going ther. It was liek teh suxxors. But i think that it was a real eye opener. You go up there you see like so many old folks just lying around in wheelchair and on beds. It was like displeasing to the eyes. But taking the guy for a walk was just very memorial. They are like happy just to have visitors. After the whole thing i felt like,,,sorry for them and just wishing that i wont be in that state when i grow old kind of thingy. It was really a step out of comfort zone.

I think kangwei did a good job and liek can improve and become more pro.

The camp comp made a good decision to take away the points system thingy. Kinda like edifying others.

Actually i didnt feel like going for this opc at all. So much work... so much things to do. But what pushed me to go was that i had a glimpse of it through God. I was like praying for the OPC camp while One purpose came to mind.

One Purpose
One Identity
One Direction

Then i was like huh? whats that.

Then came,

Father
Son
Holy Spirit

I didnt really understand it at first.

But it was kinda like to find out what our purpose is to serve God. the son died to redeem us from sin and now we have an identity in Christ. The holy spirit will guide us in the direction of fulfilling the Great Commission.

this was what compelled me to come. I needed to know what was happening. need more.

then i was also like studying on peter then they also had a peters walk. Peter was not perfect. In fact he was ordinary just like you and me. he swayed to sin many times. But God built his church on Peter. the rock. We are all sinners but what matters is that we all become what God intended us to be. A rock for him. Sure there will be trials and obstacles along the way. Life is never a bed of roses. Will you take up the challenge and become a rock for Jesus?

Lyrics from Planet shakers: Worthy To Be Praised

Lord, I come into Your presence.
Here I stand in awesome reverence,
Falling before the wonder of Your Name.
Humbly now, Lord, I surrender.
This offering to You forever.
Take all I am and use me, Lord, I pray.

Make me what You want me to be
Teach me Your ways

Chorus:
I lay down my life for You.
Throw down my crowns before You.
Give up my all for Your Name.
My Saviour, how I adore You.
Healer, my heart longs for You.
Jesus, You're worthy to be praised.

Bridge:
Jesus, You are Lord forever (x16)
Jesus, You are Lord

dEs | 12:42 AM

Saturday, June 04, 2005 Music: Kutless - Better Is One Day

Hey all!11! I know i havent been blogging much. but ive been thinking much about myself. my life. Thinking how ive been living it. heres what i came to conclude.

I think that i was living a rather derelict lifestyle during my hols. Simply rotting away. To put it simple i was like aimless and God wasnt there to direct me.

Now in SP. I realise that many pple are not christians, and i must try to reach them for Christ. But the thing is, i may not be a role model christian. pple impression of christians are that they are like uber holy and wellbehaved. well, if thats the case i can say that most christians wont like exist.

So now what im trying to do is. to show them that i am a good boy, without compromising my personality. Goodboy = no smoking, no drinking, no underage sex. LOL. yea. and like to solve problems without resorting to violence or vulgarities.

I think that this is what God is trying to tell me to do for my 3 years in SP. If thats the case, i will try to strive and reach the unreached, save the unsaved. It wont be easy, but with God, everything is possible.

Heh, cool sia, SP got DJ-ing club soon. DJ Koflow is the instructor, like liquid's sis' ex. The one and only DJ Koflow. I signed up for it. so i can spin that shizzle for you bboys.

Righto, i think imma go off.

Lyric from Goldfinger: My Everything
"My Everything"

I know you take from me
I know you take away my everything
...my everything
I know your everyway
I know you make your way to everything
...into everything

I know your threat runs deep
I know you in my sleep
and all this time...
I find it hard to swallow


I know your history
I know what you mean to me
...my everything
...my everything

I know your mystery will not be clear to me
...my everything
...my everything


I know your threat runs deep
I know you in my sleep
and all this time...
I find it hard to swallow

I know your mine to keep
I know I'll always be
all this time...
I find it hard to swallow

I know you take from me
I know you take away my everything
...my everything
I know your everyway
I know you make your way to everything
...into everything

I know your threat runs deep
I know you in my sleep
and all this time...
I find it hard to swallow

I know your mine to keep
I know I'll always be
all this time...
I find it hard to swallow

Your Star Wars Pickup Line

"I may look like an Ewok, but I'm all Wookie where it counts, baby."

WaHAHA. Teh funny

dEs | 11:11 PM

Saturday, May 28, 2005 Music: Emery - The Secret

Yoall. Haven updated in a while... Ya anyway today was a good day had a RB group gathering. all us moomoos were there at alex's place. It was totally cool. The couch, the cushions, the projector tv and the magnetic knife holders. The parents like very hi tech. But i very sad about the 4ft pool table. The aiming all messed up. bleh. Ill take 9Ft anytime!

anyway, i started fire, it was so fun. cos the fire got started quite fast. which was an accomplishment i guess. the food was okay, but we ordered pizza as well. arvin and his friend went home halfway though.

watched the stupid sin city. it damn dumb. dont watch it. no story line. black and white headache. even though it has some famous celebs.

AAhh, played truth or dare. then go home.

I prayed that i will be able to tell a friend about jesus without me bringing up the subject first. and it really happened. then i so happy, i tell them about the old testament and new testament, christianity only religion where our God says I LOVE YOU. Isnt that great. Then they say i believe do good can already. Then i say heaven how? they say aiya donno. so i hope to be able to do something right.

Heh, keep me in prayers. take care all.

Lyrics from Usher: Yeah

Peace up! A Town Down!

dEs | 1:22 AM

Friday, May 06, 2005

Your Birthdate: August 7

Born on the 7th day of month gives you a tendency to be something of a perfectionist and makes you more individualistic in many ways. Your mind is good at deep mental analysis and complicated reasoning. You are very psychic and sensitive, and you should usually follow your hunches. You may not take orders too well, so you may want to work alone or in a situation where you can be the boss. This birthday gives a tendency to be somewhat self-centered and a little stubborn.

This is scarily true.

Your Taste in Music:

Alternative Rock: High Influence

Dance: High Influence

90's Alternative: Medium Influence

90's Hip Hop: Medium Influence

90's Pop: Medium Influence

Adult Alternative: Medium Influence

Classic Rock: Medium Influence

R&B: Medium Influence

80's Rock: Low Influence

90's R&B: Low Influence

90's Rock: Low Influence

Country: Low Influence

Hair Bands: Low Influence

Hip Hop: Low Influence

Ska: Low Influence

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Your Geek Profile:

Fashion Geekiness: Highest

Gamer Geekiness: High

Music Geekiness: Uber High

Geekiness in Love: Low

Movie Geekiness: Low

SciFi Geekiness: Low

Academic Geekiness: None

General Geekiness: None

Internet Geekiness: None

was bored.

dEs | 3:19 AM

Tuesday, May 03, 2005 Music: Floorfilla - Kosmiklove (remix)

Hey guys. Today was a really fun day. but i didnt accomplish what i wanted to do today. I was very sadded. I drowned my sorrows in teh hijau.

Today i felt very hott ah!!!! as in on fire hot~!!! Pwahh got power!!! I told myself accomplish new year resolution number 35!!! SHAKE PRESIDENT NATHAN HAND! PWAHH!!! DONT SHAKE = YOU LOUSY! Then i kinkin go istana.

Then i go there do the security check and thing then faster run up to the band area there to see whether his lt colonel guards will ride him around in the golf caddy.

Then everytime i see a golf caddy i will be reminded of the time i watch the jackass movie. Doober and gnasher. They take the golf caddy and bang each other and go crazy/ Then go up a slope at uber high speed. Then they just crash. Damn funny.

Anyway. Then i saw him. Then i line up. Then i wait. Then i very happy. Then i go nearer already all the agent smith wannabes all push him away go see some primary school band. Bah. I very dulanz. I sadded.

I wanted to take the picture with the good sign! Then i can post on webby!!
With captions such as pheer me! the presidents my personal biatch now! or all your presidents are belong to me! wasted sia.
If you have no clue what im talking about. go to this link. ALL YOUR BASE ARE BELONG TO US

The lush 99.9 also. All your frequency are belong to us. Then i was like eeyer eeyer! But lush 99.9 piss me off sia. Got one woman call me drink water and do stretching exercise i was like err....

Anyway, went to see kc , timmy, ron play fifa streeet. Okay la. fast paced game. with fancy footwork. Went to meet calista after that.

Shes damn funny la. Eat ice cream. Cone or cup? Cone la! You cant eat the cup right! Then she said she has phobia of the ice cream scoop dropping on the floor, which sounds damn funny. but luckily it didnt if not i will really roflcopter. LOLLERSKATES LOLLERSKATES!

Then we all go back xsquare meet timmy and ron play def jam fight for new york! That game is like uber cools! Its like a streetfight, with all the famous pple such as X to the Z XZIBIT!! wOoohOO! Pimp my ride anytime xzibit! Method man, nore and many more pple some i dunno. All the char all cool la. All got blinkblink, trucker caps and those baggy baggy foozeball jerseys. Then its like got powerbar then can hot one. Then press the hot button then can RAWRRRR! SNDOANDOSDOASD!!! Then you can choot pattern. And own all! Then beginning i noob donno how to play got owned by timmy like many times. He use the pimp character and smack my ass i was like NO! I got my ass smacked! Then my favourite character xzibit sommore then i also hot already ! RAWRRRR!! aksrhfasofnasfn! Then i pwn all! won 4 times. whaha. but in the end everybody won. calista, ron, me. but no timmy. Then we all hi 5 each other except timmy. Then timmy say i no high 5 ah? Sorry dude. Ive only got 2 hands! One for calista la! and ron. LOL. Ultimate jack.


HOTT AHH!! RAWRR!!!! 

LOL.

Then we went to macs and met up with YJ. YJ come only jack calista non stop. Wahaha. She got really pissed man. DONT TOUCH ME! DONT TOUCH ME! I WONT TALK TO YOU FOREVER! Arent you talking to me now? LOL.

but yj also full of crapzors. and somehow the hot topic always came out. Then all will PHWAHH!!! RAWR!!! 192u41024u!

WAh lao, even calista got 2 xbox. I 1 also dont have. Not say i cant afford la, but i dont even have a proper tv. So thats why i didnt want to buy a gaming console. My latest console was a sega saturn. Which i had fun playing megaman x4 on.

Have to go to SP tmr at 10am. how to make it sia. haiz. wake up then see how la.

saya tinggi mendapat di teh hijau. (i get high on green tea) free translation service by desmond. Its word for word. but im not sure the usage is correct. lolol.

aights goodnight.

Lyrics from: Atreyu - The Remembrance Ballad
These days are closing in
The end has become apparent
We're only here for so long
Will anyone remember my name
When time has washed away the dust of our ashes?
When my head rests in a velvet lined casket?
What's out there?
What is my eternal fate?
It only just recently hit me
That this life is just a state
Mortality fading, like the innocence of line
I'm scared to death of what's to become

Of my immortal soul of this eternal flame
Will you remember?
Will your heart sing with pain?
Who calls out my name?
Who can tell me what happens
When my eyes close for the last time?
Does it all simply end in a blanket of darkness
What of my soul, what of my soul?

All those things you couldn't say
You should've said
All those I-love-you's lost
Weighed more like lead on your chest

What if I could take back all those misspent days?
Every second of anger, I would wash my sins away.



Oh yea. i can play lip gloss +black intro. But i need a electric guit! so i can go even faster. woohoo.

Im gonna rip your tongue out and make it lick.my.ass. wahah.

dEs | 1:52 AM

Friday, April 29, 2005 Music: F.I.R - Ba Ai Fang Kai

Woah this song is teh rox.

Its like the continuation of Wo Men De Ai . Both also nice.

Anyway, im feeling really shitty. Shitty prawn. Shitty sia.

Its like youre totally hypocrite.

Ive been a fool. Waiting for you. You dont miss me. you miss my help.

So much crap like "thanks for breaking my heart."

I wish i could break more than just that.

Why do i have to be the loser.

I cant stand it.

Im looking for short term relationships now. Anyone up for it?

This template is going out. Shaman king is coming in! Watch this space.

Lyric from F.I.R - Ba Ai Fang Kai

dang ni kai shi zhui xun ni yao de zi you
(When you began to search for the freedom you want)

fang kai wo men jing wo de shou dai zou wo de ai he tian kong
(You let go of our hands and took away my love and sky)

wo bu zhi suo cuo wo yi wei wo hui dong wo men de ai wo men de ai
(I didn't know what to do. I thought I would understand. Our love.... Our love...)

dang wo du zi zou dao shi jian de jing tou
(When I walked to the end of time alone)

hui yi he wo cha shen er guo dai zou ni de ai he xiao rong
(Memories passed right by me, taking away your love and smile)

wo wu li cheng shou zui hou de yi dian xin tong wo men de ai wo men de ai
(I am unable to bear the last bit of heart ache. Our love... Our love...)

ba ai fang kai ba shou fang kai ru guo ni de xin yi bu zai
(Release love, release your hand, if your heart is not there)

ba ai fang kai bu zai deng dai ni de wen rou shi yi pian kong bai
(Release love, don't wait anymore. Your tenderness is empty.)

ba ai fang kai ba xin da kai zhe ci wo jue ding zou chu hui yi chong lai
(Release love, open up your heart. This time, I've decided to walk out from my memories and start over)

jiu rang wo che di di shang zai che di xing guo lai
(Just let me get hurt totally and then wake up completely)

zhong yu ming bai ai yi bu zai
(Finally (I) realized that love is no longer there)

cong jin yi hou zai ye mei you she me neng qu yi lai
(From today onwards, there will be nothing to cling onto)

wo hai you she me qi dai
(What else can I look forward to?)

ba ai fang kai ba shou fang kai ru guo ni de xin yi bu zai
(Release love, release your hand, if your heart is not there)

ba ai fang kai bu zai deng dai ni de wen rou shi yi pian kong bai
(Release love, don't wait anymore. Your tenderness is empty)

ba ai fang kai ba xin da kai zhe ci wo jue ding zou chu suo you hui yi chong lai
(Release love, open up your heart. This time, I¡¯ve decided to walk out from all my memories and start over)

jiu rang wo che di di shang zai che di xing guo lai
(Just let me get hurt totally and then wake up completely)

oh yea. its hard to really appreciate if i tell you like that you must go hear yourself.

dEs | 10:32 PM

Sunday, April 24, 2005 Matt Redman - Blessed Be Your Name
two = two
Twentytwo = twoteetwo


Haha. Very funny. Like tweleve = oneteetwo. hhoho. shall not laugh at ahmas who cant speak english.

Rights. Today was a very lonelyyy mr lonelyyy day. Could not bear to stay at home any longer. Went out to play pool. Saw au's ipod mini speakers. Looks rather cheapskate. But its an ipod mini speaker. Which is quite zai.

I was thinking alot lately. Its really imba in this world. Nothings fair. Oh look that guy is tall, dark, handsome, and drives that white mercedes benz. Oh yea he studied at a world class overseas university. I heard he bought his way in.

Here i am. Short, fair, fugly, dumb, nothing to my name. Looks like i wont be going to an overseas uni either. People around me have just been like "oh no i didnt do well. Nvm, i shall go overseas study." Or, Sia lah, study for what sia, my father will help me find overseas school!" And theres people who get 11 points, went to SAJC for first 3 mths, then father pay 50k go SIM. "Ha, i shall deprive one guy of a space in SAJC." Go screw yourself la.

People wont appreciate what they have until its gone. Love, money, friends.

Like the many drama serials. All the rich girls, oh no im broke! but im good at being rich! Then the rich guys can like rebel and stuff. cos their father got money, can bring them go another school.

Gayb4rs and more gayb4rs.

Well, if i had money, i wouldnt use it to go find an overseas school to study in, unless its really to further my studies. If i studied and screwed up, ill still go there. You may say, yaya, sure as if you wanan go to that dumb place. Well i guess no one knows the answer.

The good Lord gives and takes away. I'll be content with what i have. But i really do wish for an ipod.

Please let me find an ipod on the floor.

One more thing. You say im your best friend. What best friend activities have we done in like the last 4 mths? I dont think your my best friend. Youre just a friend ive lost contact since your school started. You say youre my best friend show me.

You make me high then leave me dry. What am i supposed to do now?

Dammmit. Timmys going out with that model girl i met on irc!! GRR. NOO! I also wanan go but i got SGL training! ASDFqwerty!

Asteriods training at 6-7pm today.

Why i so jack. *click* lol.

OKOK to lighten my own mood. Heres a joke.

There was this malay farmer. He plants fruit trees.
Then he plant and plant but then everytime got people kope his fruit.
Then one day he decide to hide one corner, then find the koper.
Then he finally caught a chinese boy.
Then he was about to bring him to the police station, then the chinese boy say.
"I left my hat at your house, can i go take it?"
Then the malay farmer say ok.
Then the chinese boy run away.
Then the malay farmer very dulan. But nvm
He continue planting and planting again, he waited and finally caught the boy again.
Then he was about to bring him to the police station, then the chinese boy say,
"I left my hat at your house, can i go take it?"
Then the malay farmer think he very smart say
"no i will not fall for your trick again. You stay here i go back take for you."

Then you imagine what happen next.

Hawhawhaw that was damn funny. I couldnt stop laughing when i first heard it.

Lyric from - Planet shakers: All I Want Is You

I've waited all my life to be here face to face.
I never knew that I could feel this kind of grace.
The way You show me that Your blood has washed me clean,
Could never be erased; it lives inside of me.

Take me to that secret place,
Where I can only see Your Face,
And nothing else will ever feel this way.
You take away my guilty stains,
The things I've done that I can't change,
It's only by the Power of Your name.

I stand here in this place,
See the Glory on Your Face,
Taken by the wonder of Your name.
I'm desperate for Your touch,
Never needed it so much,
Cause all I want is You.

When all the things around me have fallen to the ground
I'm always thankful for the love in You I've found.

You Will Die at Age 64

64 You're pretty average when it comes to how you live... And how you'll die as well.

Ya la live so long for what sia. Dulan only.

dEs | 1:49 AM

Friday, April 22, 2005 Music: Phantom Planet - California; Music video: Atreyu - Right Side Of The Bed

Hey yo. I wonder if any of you watched eye for a guy. It was really hilarious. Couldnt stop laughing at the guy who kept stammering. Quote: " I hope i dont stammer and say stupid thing and ooh ooh ah ah.(like choking sounds or stammering)" anyway he was ranked last place. HAhaha. Then pple tell him say he on shaky ground. Then he say behind the scenes. Even if i am on shaky ground its non of your business. Then he give the act dulan face but cmi one. Then he was like trying a pick up line but it didnt work. I have no rings for you but can i get a kiss? and denise big mouth keller was like OMGWTFBBQ?!

Cant wait to see him get kick out.

Today while i was out with yj. He was telling me about the Peter Russel video. hes an american born indian i think. Then he study culture and he became a comedian. Then he was like if a dutch man marries a phillipino maid. Their children will be called hollipino. A french and a greek. Freek. A Icelandish and a cuban. Ice cube.

Then we all know like Kung Bushmen! got ! behind their name. But we dont know why. Then he went to a casino and the dealer nametag was JACK! LOL. Literally JACK! Then he went up to JACK! and shouted in the casino JACCK!!!!!!!!!!1. Then JACK! told him. sir you are not allowed to shout in the casino. But you have a bloody ! behind your name! What if your name was JACK? Do i go JACK???? Or JACK. Jack. Then JACK! told him that ! means a click sound as in *click*. Then he tell the crowd. When people have sex they usually call their partners name. So his wife will go " oh jack... *click*" LOL. Or teacher will say "JACK *click* Get out of the class!" Wahaha.

Then he went on to say how all cultures beat their kids except for whites. Chinese beat their kids when they do wrong. Jamaicans beat their kids for no reason at all.

They call their son, "son come over here."
Son:"yes dad?"
(Then the father knock his head.)
Son:"Oww what was that for?"
Father:"Just in case."

LOL.

But whites dont beat tehir kids thats why theyre so outta hand. Then one day he went to stay in his friends house, who was a white. Then his mother told him to clean his room. Then his friend was like" FUCK YOu MOM!' Then the mom jack. Then peter russel ask him is that how you talk to your mom? Then the friend reply like a classic little rascal face with a grin + thumbs up. " Yeah, cos shes a jackass! " Then the mother was like oh no icant do anything im white! Why dont you try it sometime?

Woah. Lip gloss and black the video looks scary.

Then he went home the father ask him to clean his room.

Peter: "FUCK YOU DAD!"
Father: What did you say?
Peter: "FUCK YOU DAD!"
FATHER: Somebodys gonna hurt real bad.

Then he got beat.

Then the next day he told his friend that he got beat. The friend later say always have a backup plan. remember to call the childrens aid.

He went home his father ask him to clean his room again.

Peter: "FUCK YOU DAD!"
FATHER: "What did you say?"
PETER: "FUCK YOU DAD!"
FATHER: Somebodys gonna hurt real bad.
PETER: You cant hurt me! Imma call the childrens aid!
FATHER: Well, they take about 20mins to get here.
FATHER: Before they come, somebodys gonna hurt real bad.

LOL. Very funny. still got more. but ill be spoiling it for you. a 30min long joke session.

Righto. cant wait for swordfish and wrestlemania. woohoo.

Lyric from: I've got to say there's something on my mind
About the way you've been for a long long time
You've got your mind set up on what your going to do
Let me tell you baby Momma didn't raise no fool

You're my little senorita y tu eres la mas bonita
You got it going on hey hey hey

Momma warned me about a girl like you
Said a girl like that is gonna break your heart in two
Your sexy legs and hair and nasty looking walk
Stop right there Momma you know that's what I want

You're my little senorita y tu eres la mas bonita
You got it going on hey hey hey

Your Inner European is Italian!

Passionate and colorful. You show the world what culture really is.

y tu eres la mas bonita (and your you are the but pretty)

dEs | 1:39 AM

Wednesday, April 20, 2005 Music:Ziggy - This Rox

Heyhey.! sorry nv post for so long. but really nothing to blog about. maybe getting stressed about WCG. WOrld cyber games. Taking part yea. For d0Ta. Defence of the ancients. But wah laos keep getting owned 3v5. If we cant win 3v5 then how to win WCG!!! 3 = my team. 5 = irc pple. Must at least get 10kills 0 death. GOdlike!!! but i keep feeding nowadays very sian. All my teammates call me n00b!!!! OMG how sia.Nvm.

Found a very promising job at faber house. earn 1k in 1wk. Yea sounds nice. but thats if youre like one of the best. if not you can dont earn anything. Bah i rather go cycling. TING TING!

Rights. Oh yah hiphop doesnt rule. House music and club does. Hahaa.

dEs | 1:42 AM

Tuesday, April 12, 2005 This is my secret that is meant to be shared.

I feel like a high roller! Low riding! Coast Cruising! Wassup my homies! Hip hops here to stay!

Change of genre.

dEs | 1:20 AM

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